today is 31 Dec liao... is last day of year 2005... it is quite a happenin year for me...
in Jan 2005, i turned 21 years old on 27 Jan 2005. heehee... yeahz!!! finally and officially, i am 21 years old!!! i am an adult liao!!! which means i can be even more independent. oso means i am getting older very fast ah... scary... heehee...
in Feb 2005, i left my 1st full time job. the job i work for about half a year after graduation from poly. is a job tat i really enjoyed despite all the tiredness and stress. i had a fulfilling time in the travel agency cos i feel tat i really put in my fullest effort and 100% heart to learn watever i can. indeed, i am quite pleased with my own performance. heehee...
in May 2005, my 1st overseas trip with my frens, a trip w/o family and entirely planned by myself. heehee... i paid for every single expenses of tis trip. yeahz... is a 6 days trip to Hong Kong which i really enjoyed. the experience was great as i had to be responsible for myself. i am on my own, a good training for my overseas studies... heehee...
in July 2005, i left for Aussie for my dream and desire. on 9 July 2005, i left for Brisbane to pursue my studies. it is my dream since young. something i would love to do very very much ever since i am in sec sch. finally i can fulfil my wish. and becos of tis, i gave up the full time job, i need to leave my beloved family and grp of good buddies and frens. however, i understand tat i will definitely learn different experience from the studies and is going to be very very benefical for myself.
in Nov 2005, i came back to spore for my summer vacation. i guess w/o accident, tis shall be the only time i will be back for hols ba...
during my 5 mths stay in Aussie, alot of tings happen. it did change much of my tinking nowadays. it did remind me of many things. & for watever happen, all i can see i need time to readjust myself again. i am glad tat year 2006 is coming soon cos i wanna rejuvenate & get on to a better life. i experience the happiest moments in life with the feeling i long yearn and desire for. however i lost it in the worst and most disappointing way.
now i juz need a break... a good and clear break from all these. i noe time will permits. i wanna keep my time for usage in more meaningful stuff which i would find a different kind of experience and feeling in.
Year 2006, here i come!!! a better year ahead for me and everyone.. tis is my BEST wishes for whoever is out there... world will be better, my family and frens will be better, i will be even more better!!! heehee... yeahz!!!
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Fulfilling Sarawak Trip plus Heartwarming 2/4 Annual Xmas Chalet
yeahz!!! i am back... haha... back from my short getaway trip to Sarawak. a place where pple dun usually visit. heehee... quite a new and fresh destination. a place in malaysia where govt is trying to publicise on its attraction to get more tourists. not too bad as it is quite rich in its cultural history.
we went to the Sarawak Cultural Village. it is a MUST go attraction in Sarawak as it show case all the traditional tribes of Sarawak in the olden days. there are quite a few different local tribes in Sarawak in the olden days, each of them making up a small percentage of Sarawak overall's population. & each of them has there own culture, beliefs and living patterns. in the village which govt had converted into a showcase for tourists, we can see the different types of longhouse which the different tribes lived in the olden days. we saw the clothes they wore, the weapons they used for hunting, the items they used for weaving cloth, baskets and alot more. there was a cultural show at the end to show us the various activities carried out by some of these tribes. is quite an eye opening as usually whenever i go malaysia, everything i see is so commercialise. i guess the oldest type of living pattern i see for malaysia is the old malay kampong.
then at the Sarawak River, i saw a typical view of most cities. at 1 side of the river is commercialise tall buildings of hotels, shopping malls and offices. on the other side lied the low lying wore-out and scattered kampong houses. and pple living in these kampong houses actually takes a 60cents to and fro boat ride everyday to go to work. life is all so simple... guess the living standard will slowly increase as years go by. oh ya! the capital city of Sarawak is Kuching. Kuching in malay means Cat. so in Kuching, cat is consider as a lucky animal and almost everywhere in the main street in Kuching, there is a cat statue. haha... so funny...
overall, tis is a pleasant trip with eye opener experience and relaxing feeling. feel much better after i come back. good way of rejuvenating and shall work on the stuff i need to bring over next year liao... yeahz!!! enough of slacking and resting liao... need do work now... haha...
oh ya... before i went Sarawak, i went for 2/4 annual chalet!!! yeahz... it was a christmas chalet but we spent our countdown time for xmas over playing cards. haha... anyway, is a fun chalet with arguements, quarrels and laughter. had a potluck on xmas eve. good idea so tat everyone can sit down and eat together w/o worrying for BBQ. had a very full dinner with lots of food... haha... then after tat followed on with surprise logcake for ivy's bday. yeahz! had a fulfilling dinner then followed by whole nite thru of card games and gift exchange. a few rounds of mahjong before i fly off.. heehee...
annual 2/4 chalet. hopefully next yr there will be another round. though i wun be around, i still hope tat they can arrange one and have fun together. update everyone abt their activities for the past year seems great. then i can call home and speak to all of them. haha... yeahz!!! anyway, next yr is 10th yr liao... yippee!!! shall look forward to it siaz!!!n heehee... 3 cheers for 2/4!!! hip! hip! hurray!!!
we went to the Sarawak Cultural Village. it is a MUST go attraction in Sarawak as it show case all the traditional tribes of Sarawak in the olden days. there are quite a few different local tribes in Sarawak in the olden days, each of them making up a small percentage of Sarawak overall's population. & each of them has there own culture, beliefs and living patterns. in the village which govt had converted into a showcase for tourists, we can see the different types of longhouse which the different tribes lived in the olden days. we saw the clothes they wore, the weapons they used for hunting, the items they used for weaving cloth, baskets and alot more. there was a cultural show at the end to show us the various activities carried out by some of these tribes. is quite an eye opening as usually whenever i go malaysia, everything i see is so commercialise. i guess the oldest type of living pattern i see for malaysia is the old malay kampong.
then at the Sarawak River, i saw a typical view of most cities. at 1 side of the river is commercialise tall buildings of hotels, shopping malls and offices. on the other side lied the low lying wore-out and scattered kampong houses. and pple living in these kampong houses actually takes a 60cents to and fro boat ride everyday to go to work. life is all so simple... guess the living standard will slowly increase as years go by. oh ya! the capital city of Sarawak is Kuching. Kuching in malay means Cat. so in Kuching, cat is consider as a lucky animal and almost everywhere in the main street in Kuching, there is a cat statue. haha... so funny...
overall, tis is a pleasant trip with eye opener experience and relaxing feeling. feel much better after i come back. good way of rejuvenating and shall work on the stuff i need to bring over next year liao... yeahz!!! enough of slacking and resting liao... need do work now... haha...
oh ya... before i went Sarawak, i went for 2/4 annual chalet!!! yeahz... it was a christmas chalet but we spent our countdown time for xmas over playing cards. haha... anyway, is a fun chalet with arguements, quarrels and laughter. had a potluck on xmas eve. good idea so tat everyone can sit down and eat together w/o worrying for BBQ. had a very full dinner with lots of food... haha... then after tat followed on with surprise logcake for ivy's bday. yeahz! had a fulfilling dinner then followed by whole nite thru of card games and gift exchange. a few rounds of mahjong before i fly off.. heehee...
annual 2/4 chalet. hopefully next yr there will be another round. though i wun be around, i still hope tat they can arrange one and have fun together. update everyone abt their activities for the past year seems great. then i can call home and speak to all of them. haha... yeahz!!! anyway, next yr is 10th yr liao... yippee!!! shall look forward to it siaz!!!n heehee... 3 cheers for 2/4!!! hip! hip! hurray!!!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Heartwarming feeling... really great....
guess tis is the most heart warming and happy week ever since i come back... cos on Sunday i met up with my PRI sch frens... my grp of frens who had been frens with me for abt 10 yrs... yeahz!!! we had so much fun and laughter together tat evening over Steamboat Dinner @ Marina Bay & Supper @ Esplanade Hawker Centre. haha... wanna have overnite mahjong but not all wanna so decide to postpone tat idea 1st... heehee... is great to know tat all of them leading a great life in watever area they r in.... and listening to each other's updates seems long winded but is really great... bi jing we r so long frens... dun meet up often but the bond is still there...
then on mon, i met up with my UNI frens. 1st time meet up with them in spore. feeling quite different ohh... though we less pple here, still we had quite a lot to laugh at... haha... had our mini gift exchange & i got PIGLET bloaster... haha... guess when my cousin sees it, she will say:" Weishan Jiejie, can i have the bloaster please???" heehee...
then on Tues, i met up with my COUSINS cos is my younger cousin's bday. tis is the 1st ever time, we as cousins actually went out together after so long. cos usually all of us r busy with our own stuff and our meeting up is only during chinese new year. both my 2 younger cousins are 16 years old tis year. looking at them, reminds me how i act behave when i was at their age... haha... & now i am much older, more ability to bring them out for a treat and shopping. then they said wanna take NEO print... wow!!! it had been years since i last taken. still need do so many diff poses. aiyo... ahha... old liao siaz... but quite nice ah... we all look so happy and excited. the NEO print very well taken... heehee... shld meet up with them more often before i go back. haha... knowing abt their life and happening is really wonderful cos can feel tat family bond there. :)
as for tomolo, i will be meeting fang. yeahz!!! hopefully she dun need do OT and fly me aeroplane ah... heehee...
then on thurs is another round of laughter session with my beloved 2/4 pple. haha...
on fri i will be meeting ZR. finally! haha...
on sat i will be going to chalet!!! yeahz!!! xmas countdown settle at chalet before i fly off next day for Sarawak... haha...
look forward to the remaining week of happening cos i can forsee the happenings for rest of the week will be as heartwarming and happy as today and last 2 days. yeahz!!! update more at the end of the week ba...
cheers!!! Xmas coming... heheehee...
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* 5 more days to Sarawak Trip... yippee!!!
then on mon, i met up with my UNI frens. 1st time meet up with them in spore. feeling quite different ohh... though we less pple here, still we had quite a lot to laugh at... haha... had our mini gift exchange & i got PIGLET bloaster... haha... guess when my cousin sees it, she will say:" Weishan Jiejie, can i have the bloaster please???" heehee...
then on Tues, i met up with my COUSINS cos is my younger cousin's bday. tis is the 1st ever time, we as cousins actually went out together after so long. cos usually all of us r busy with our own stuff and our meeting up is only during chinese new year. both my 2 younger cousins are 16 years old tis year. looking at them, reminds me how i act behave when i was at their age... haha... & now i am much older, more ability to bring them out for a treat and shopping. then they said wanna take NEO print... wow!!! it had been years since i last taken. still need do so many diff poses. aiyo... ahha... old liao siaz... but quite nice ah... we all look so happy and excited. the NEO print very well taken... heehee... shld meet up with them more often before i go back. haha... knowing abt their life and happening is really wonderful cos can feel tat family bond there. :)
as for tomolo, i will be meeting fang. yeahz!!! hopefully she dun need do OT and fly me aeroplane ah... heehee...
then on thurs is another round of laughter session with my beloved 2/4 pple. haha...
on fri i will be meeting ZR. finally! haha...
on sat i will be going to chalet!!! yeahz!!! xmas countdown settle at chalet before i fly off next day for Sarawak... haha...
look forward to the remaining week of happening cos i can forsee the happenings for rest of the week will be as heartwarming and happy as today and last 2 days. yeahz!!! update more at the end of the week ba...
cheers!!! Xmas coming... heheehee...
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* 5 more days to Sarawak Trip... yippee!!!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
I am going for HOLIDAYS!!!
yeahz!!! i am going for holidays... heehee... going to Sarawak from 25 Dec to 28 Dec. is a place i yearn to go though is quite near to Spore.
hmm... when i am in aussie, i miss home. wanna get home fast. but when i come back, i wanna go for holidays again. haiz... mixed feelings ah. act i am a person who love to travel cos i like to look around and experience for many things.
my wish for tis 2 yrs: able to go to different parts in Australia to experience and look around during my vacation. for 1st summer holidays, i already went to Sydney. next yr, i aim to go to Ayers Rock, Melbourne, Tasmania, Cairns. hopefully i have the time and $$$ ah... haha... yeahz!!!
look forward to my trip to Sarawak cos shld be quite a cultural experience. heehee...
* countdown to Sarawak trip - 11 days
hmm... when i am in aussie, i miss home. wanna get home fast. but when i come back, i wanna go for holidays again. haiz... mixed feelings ah. act i am a person who love to travel cos i like to look around and experience for many things.
my wish for tis 2 yrs: able to go to different parts in Australia to experience and look around during my vacation. for 1st summer holidays, i already went to Sydney. next yr, i aim to go to Ayers Rock, Melbourne, Tasmania, Cairns. hopefully i have the time and $$$ ah... haha... yeahz!!!
look forward to my trip to Sarawak cos shld be quite a cultural experience. heehee...
* countdown to Sarawak trip - 11 days
Monday, December 12, 2005
my beloved SPICE buddies from AMKSS... i love them...
heehee... had a gathering with my beloved clique from sec sch... my SPICE buddies from AMKSS... yeahz!!!
initially wanna meet at orc in afternoon for some shopping but my dearest lian and lin were so late... aiyo... i noe... is all lian's fault for being so slow. haha... lin so innocent... poor gal... lian nv change for so long ah... haha...
so i met jun and jas 1st. then went around to buy things. went to Adidas to look for jun's shoes but no more size for him liao.. is completely out of stock! oh no! 1st bad news... then went to Zara, hoping to get jeans for jun. aiyo... once again... out of size... gosh!!! 2nd bad news... haiz... then when lian and lin arrived, we went to Hereen, hoping to get lian's Havanna slippers. 3rd bad news... no size!!! whole day, we r so sway lor... then they start to blame me ah... haha... say i make them sway... *ah-bish ah* qi si wo le!!! *hump* lucky in the end, 1 good news & tat is jas manage to get her NIKE shoes lah... heehee... finaly!!!
then went for dinner around 9plus at the ZI CHA near my house as they r coming my house to stay over. we tried tis for many times but tis is 1 of the few times that all 5 of us r staying over cos usually got tis one cannot, that one not free. tat nite, we had chatting session as usual. updating each other's life. lin start the ball rolling cos we noe she will KO 1st lor... as usual, she is the 1st one to KO... haha... then lian continue her story. hmm... glad tat is over for her (not tat i am mean lah... but i rather she look forward and dun keep bothering abt the old one). then is my turn... heehee... naturally i am very long winded one... so i spoke very long. i had to summarise 4mths story leh... *paiseh ah pple... * i told them abt my happening in aussie and my encounters... long time nv tell them so much liao... then is jas' turn. update on her happenings. well, juz wanna say watever decision she made, juz hope she is happy & will support her ah! as for jun, he nv say much abt his happening... guess if he wanna say anything, he will lah. haha...
tis grp of frens i noe since sec 1, when we r still teenages. now after abt 8 yrs, we r all 21 yrs old. such a long time and i really treasure them from bottom of my heart. though they r not always with me the very min when tings happen, i still can rely on them all the while. cos i noe eventually they r the few who will stand by me no matter what happen. i really appreciate all four of them very very much!!! with them around, there r always laughter, arguments and fun. always brighten up my days. TO my SPICE buddies: thank u for every thing, anything and all the tings u guys went thru with me all these yrs... i deeply and really appreciate u guys for watever tings tat happen. we have more yrs to come, k??? yeahz!!!
oh ya... finally... i let out a big big secret in my heart. i feel relieve now cos it had been making me very xin ku all these while with it in my heart. now everything is over, i can face it openly. yeahz!!! heehee...
initially wanna meet at orc in afternoon for some shopping but my dearest lian and lin were so late... aiyo... i noe... is all lian's fault for being so slow. haha... lin so innocent... poor gal... lian nv change for so long ah... haha...
so i met jun and jas 1st. then went around to buy things. went to Adidas to look for jun's shoes but no more size for him liao.. is completely out of stock! oh no! 1st bad news... then went to Zara, hoping to get jeans for jun. aiyo... once again... out of size... gosh!!! 2nd bad news... haiz... then when lian and lin arrived, we went to Hereen, hoping to get lian's Havanna slippers. 3rd bad news... no size!!! whole day, we r so sway lor... then they start to blame me ah... haha... say i make them sway... *ah-bish ah* qi si wo le!!! *hump* lucky in the end, 1 good news & tat is jas manage to get her NIKE shoes lah... heehee... finaly!!!
then went for dinner around 9plus at the ZI CHA near my house as they r coming my house to stay over. we tried tis for many times but tis is 1 of the few times that all 5 of us r staying over cos usually got tis one cannot, that one not free. tat nite, we had chatting session as usual. updating each other's life. lin start the ball rolling cos we noe she will KO 1st lor... as usual, she is the 1st one to KO... haha... then lian continue her story. hmm... glad tat is over for her (not tat i am mean lah... but i rather she look forward and dun keep bothering abt the old one). then is my turn... heehee... naturally i am very long winded one... so i spoke very long. i had to summarise 4mths story leh... *paiseh ah pple... * i told them abt my happening in aussie and my encounters... long time nv tell them so much liao... then is jas' turn. update on her happenings. well, juz wanna say watever decision she made, juz hope she is happy & will support her ah! as for jun, he nv say much abt his happening... guess if he wanna say anything, he will lah. haha...
tis grp of frens i noe since sec 1, when we r still teenages. now after abt 8 yrs, we r all 21 yrs old. such a long time and i really treasure them from bottom of my heart. though they r not always with me the very min when tings happen, i still can rely on them all the while. cos i noe eventually they r the few who will stand by me no matter what happen. i really appreciate all four of them very very much!!! with them around, there r always laughter, arguments and fun. always brighten up my days. TO my SPICE buddies: thank u for every thing, anything and all the tings u guys went thru with me all these yrs... i deeply and really appreciate u guys for watever tings tat happen. we have more yrs to come, k??? yeahz!!!
oh ya... finally... i let out a big big secret in my heart. i feel relieve now cos it had been making me very xin ku all these while with it in my heart. now everything is over, i can face it openly. yeahz!!! heehee...
Thursday, December 08, 2005
i am BACK in spore!!! yeahz!!! haha... HOME sweet HOME... luv it so so much!!!!
heehee... I am BACK ohh... BACK in SINGAPORE, my dearest HOME sweet HOME... a country i am so familiar & had been missing all these while... a place full of warmth, comfort and laughter... a place i can feel pampered & loved by both family and friends... yeahz!!! no more homesick... no more whining tat i wanna come home... heehee...
when i was in aussie, as time goes nearer to the day i come home, i bcome more and more homesick. i had been back in spore for 1 week liao... i am back on 28 nov. y did i choose to announce my arrival only now becos i wanna give surprise for all pple but end up surprise din work cos everyone is so busy... haiz...
anyway, will be staying in spore until after chinese new yr. tentative return date is 5 feb. abt 2 mths ba... can enjoy as much as i can liao cos due to some prob at home, i wun be working liao. 2 mths oso hard to find... anyway, i wanna brush up my cooking skills so tat when i go back next yr and stay with my frens outside, we wun starve... haha... shall learn as much as possible & get pple to come and sample my cooking before i go back aussie... yeahz!!!
had been enjoying home sweet home for past 1 week. now waiting to be dated by pple liao... heehee... so announcement to every one who see tis blog... "wee san is waiting for pple to date her out ah!!! give her face & ask her out lah... haha..."
when i was in aussie, as time goes nearer to the day i come home, i bcome more and more homesick. i had been back in spore for 1 week liao... i am back on 28 nov. y did i choose to announce my arrival only now becos i wanna give surprise for all pple but end up surprise din work cos everyone is so busy... haiz...
anyway, will be staying in spore until after chinese new yr. tentative return date is 5 feb. abt 2 mths ba... can enjoy as much as i can liao cos due to some prob at home, i wun be working liao. 2 mths oso hard to find... anyway, i wanna brush up my cooking skills so tat when i go back next yr and stay with my frens outside, we wun starve... haha... shall learn as much as possible & get pple to come and sample my cooking before i go back aussie... yeahz!!!
had been enjoying home sweet home for past 1 week. now waiting to be dated by pple liao... heehee... so announcement to every one who see tis blog... "wee san is waiting for pple to date her out ah!!! give her face & ask her out lah... haha..."
Thursday, November 10, 2005
"What Kind of Seducer Are You?"
another test... haha... juz try for fun ba... dun care true or not lah...
"What Kind of Seducer Are You?"
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofseducerareyouquiz/
"What Kind of Seducer Are You?"
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofseducerareyouquiz/
"How You Are In Love "
try tis ohh... heehee...
"How You Are In Love "
You take a while to fall in love with someone.
Trust takes time.You give and take equally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone.
You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back.
When you fall, you fall hard.
http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/
"How You Are In Love "
You take a while to fall in love with someone.
Trust takes time.You give and take equally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone.
You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back.
When you fall, you fall hard.
http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
What Does Ur Bday means???
do try it... quite true ohh... (at least for mine ba) haha...
Your Birthdate: January 27
You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.
You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.
Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.
You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.
Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone
Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge
Your power color: Cobalt blue
Your power symbol: Dove
Your power month: September
try it: http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/
Your Birthdate: January 27
You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.
You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.
Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.
You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.
Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone
Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge
Your power color: Cobalt blue
Your power symbol: Dove
Your power month: September
try it: http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/
Sunday, November 06, 2005
EXAM in 2 Days time... stress plus more stress....
finally cannot tahan... decide to make a final entry before i go for my FINAL EXAM next week... as mention in my previous entry, 3 consecutive days of paper make cannot breathe ah.. along the way for exam preparation, i found a lot of differences in taking exam in Aussie and in Spore.
Exam in Spore:
- i am stress up but i can still afford some form of leisure entertainment...
- i noe i am not alone cos all my frens r taking the same exam as me...
- no fear of unable to finish the revision
- no fear tat i will mix up the exam timing, venue and date
- no need to deal with daily issues (such as washing clothes, cleaning up of room) during exam period
Exam in Aussie:
- super duper stress up
- dun even dare on the TV series or movies in my lappy to watch
- restricting myself to only 10 to 15 mins break in between studies
- hardcore studies where i will have my lunch in my room with my notes!
- fear of mixing up the exam venue, time and date
- feel insecure as all my close frens r taking different subjects as me. (none of them have same timetable as me... only poor ting one with 3 consecutive papers)
- still need to deal with daily issues
- BIGGEST fear tat i cannot finish revision as there is juz so much to study
honestly, i have no confidence or faith in going thru this exam. it had been 1 yr since i last taken any exam and moreover now is uni level. all my subjects r yr 2 and yr 3 subjects (1st paper, killer paper which is my yr 3 subject). i have ZERO confidence in this whole period. feeling really insecure and scared. passing each day, going closer to exam with the tinking tat my mental support is with me! i have all support from spore, from family and friends. and tat i am not alone!!! with tis, i am more willing to challenge myself and challenge the reality.
i really cannot afford to fall down now... cannot afford to lose tis time. i dun have the ability to fail, dun have the $$$ to lose, dun have the time to waste another half a yr. i CAN and MUZ only PASS and go thru all these. die die oso muz strive the best... no matter what happen, i can only afford to WIN!!!! can i? yes i can!!! and i muz!!! if i wanna spend my summer hols happily, hardwork now is no choice ah... SUNSHINE will shine on me only after i am willing to put in hardwork. all these while i am doing fine... muz continue to endure for another 2 more weeks and everyting will be FINE!!! keep reminding myself to work hard and dun give up is the only comfort i am giving myself whenever i feel tat i cannot breathe...
haha... look forward to after exam... look forward to my sydney trip...
Weishan, u muz jia you and jia you!!! work hard and work hard!!! have confidence tat u can make it and u will be able to be the ultimate WINNER!!! go on ba! yeahz!!! :)
Exam in Spore:
- i am stress up but i can still afford some form of leisure entertainment...
- i noe i am not alone cos all my frens r taking the same exam as me...
- no fear of unable to finish the revision
- no fear tat i will mix up the exam timing, venue and date
- no need to deal with daily issues (such as washing clothes, cleaning up of room) during exam period
Exam in Aussie:
- super duper stress up
- dun even dare on the TV series or movies in my lappy to watch
- restricting myself to only 10 to 15 mins break in between studies
- hardcore studies where i will have my lunch in my room with my notes!
- fear of mixing up the exam venue, time and date
- feel insecure as all my close frens r taking different subjects as me. (none of them have same timetable as me... only poor ting one with 3 consecutive papers)
- still need to deal with daily issues
- BIGGEST fear tat i cannot finish revision as there is juz so much to study
honestly, i have no confidence or faith in going thru this exam. it had been 1 yr since i last taken any exam and moreover now is uni level. all my subjects r yr 2 and yr 3 subjects (1st paper, killer paper which is my yr 3 subject). i have ZERO confidence in this whole period. feeling really insecure and scared. passing each day, going closer to exam with the tinking tat my mental support is with me! i have all support from spore, from family and friends. and tat i am not alone!!! with tis, i am more willing to challenge myself and challenge the reality.
i really cannot afford to fall down now... cannot afford to lose tis time. i dun have the ability to fail, dun have the $$$ to lose, dun have the time to waste another half a yr. i CAN and MUZ only PASS and go thru all these. die die oso muz strive the best... no matter what happen, i can only afford to WIN!!!! can i? yes i can!!! and i muz!!! if i wanna spend my summer hols happily, hardwork now is no choice ah... SUNSHINE will shine on me only after i am willing to put in hardwork. all these while i am doing fine... muz continue to endure for another 2 more weeks and everyting will be FINE!!! keep reminding myself to work hard and dun give up is the only comfort i am giving myself whenever i feel tat i cannot breathe...
haha... look forward to after exam... look forward to my sydney trip...
Weishan, u muz jia you and jia you!!! work hard and work hard!!! have confidence tat u can make it and u will be able to be the ultimate WINNER!!! go on ba! yeahz!!! :)
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
last entry before my examz... YEAHZ!!!
it had been a long long time since i last update my blog... before pple start to complain, i better spice up my blogger 1st... haha...
not much updates recently as it had been a busy period for me after i come back from my 1 week break. tat 1 week break after the gold coast trip was hell for me ah... for those who saw my nick in MSN during tat period, u all shld noe wat i mean. yeahz!!! UQ library shld give me an award for the most frequent visitor for the week ah. i had been into library to do my assignments from Tues to Sun (except Sat), from 9am to 5pm then 7pm to 10pm (closing time). nv expect myself to be so hardworking oso... haha... well, no choice lah... i had 3 assignments due week after the break which is last week lor...
then last week oso none the better. last thursday was the most power ever since i come here. after lesson @ 6pm, i went for dinner, then bath. start to do my assignment (next day due!!!) @ abt 8pm. then keep doing & doing. took a 15mins nap @ around 10plus. then only break i took is when me and my frens went up to my fren, Joyce's room to wish her happy birthday at 12am (next day is her bday). gave her the bday card i did in midst of rushing assignments then stay around till 12.30am & went back to my room to continue doing. i do & do until super energetic until i oso forget the timing. when i looked out the window, how come so bright liao? guess wat? is already 4am in the morning. i heard car noise, pple toking. when i finally finished my assignment, it was 7am in the morning! haha.. best sia! i had been up for the whole nite doing the ting. i am suppose to meet Joyce & Amy for breaky @ 8am. so i decide to take a quick 1hr sleep before i meet them for breaky & submit my assignment. so at around 9am, i went to submit my assignment & went back, hoping to sleep till 12.30pm then wake up for lunch. but cannot seems to get to sleep, only manage a 1 hr sleep till 12pm then go for lunch.
in the afternoon, nv had a chance to sleep then got to go out for Joyce's bday celebration. we had dinner @ JoJo's (my 2nd luxurious dinner in Australia). then we went to Friday's Pub for clubbing. 1st clubbing session for me in Australia. dun really like clubbing but becos is Joyce's bday, so juz go for her sake. was damn damn tired tat day as i only slept for 2 hrs after a nite of rushing of assignment. finally around 2am, we went home! slept at around 4am after bathing. sleep until next morning 9.45am and went for basketball session (cannot skip as i am the organiser) haha... u muz tinking i am mad, rite? nv sleep for 1 whole nite & still go for clubbing & go for early morning basketball. i am not killing myself but juz dun wan waste my time here mah... haha...
on sun, me, tess, huiying & Joyce went to Brisbane Sunday Market. we lost our way initially but still manage to reach there after walking and walking. we walked until our legs super dirty ah... cos dusty mah. there weren't much at the market but i had something very fulfilling! a Rainbow color ice ball & a plate of pancakes! yeahz!!! compensate for all the running in the morning for the ferry and train. haha... (1 bad ting abt Brisbane transport... half an hr interval for public transport on weekends and if we miss one, the next one will be a long long wait). then we went to chinatown for a filling lunch & bought some stuff. went home around 5plus and was damn full and tired ah!!! haha... but enjoyable day before we do our hardcore studying for exam in 1 mth time!!! scary sia... BUT before tat i will be going thru another week of having 3 assignments due together in the last week of sch. sad... :(
i noe i write for long liao... last ting to mention. i am going to sydney!!! yeahz!!! i am going with Huiying to sydney. we booked our air ticket for 20 Nov to 26 Nov. finally all settled! so after exam i am going to plan the tour itinerary and make sure i enjoyed the fullest out of tis trip! it had been 7 yrs since i last went Sydney. really miss Sydney & wanna go there so so much. but before i enjoy, i must study real hard for exam so tat i can have a happy trip and summer hols. heehee... yeahz!!!
wish me good luck ba! if i got time, i will update again. if not, shall see another msg after my exam... exam timetable as follows so whoever wanna wish me good luck (dun mind u mail me card or email me Ecard lah... haha)
- 8Nov: Event Facilities Management @ 5.45pm - 7.45pm (sucky timing... gota skip dinner)
- 9Nov: Tourism & Leisure Behaviour @ 11.15am - 1.15pm (bad timing... gota skip lunch)
- 10Nov: Hotel Management Technology Applications @ 2.30pm - 4.30pm (sleepy timing...)
- 14Nov: Asia Cultures & Event Management @ 2.30pm - 4.30pm (sleepy mode BUT last paper leh!!!)
3 consecutive days of paper can REALLY die but happy ting is i am the earliest one to end my exam. haha... rest of my frens end on 16, 17, 18, 19 nov....
*** GOOD LUCK to all my UQ frens for the upcoming EXAMZ... ***
^^^ BEST WISHES to all my frens in spore for their examz... ^^^
tat's all for now!!! tune in for more after 14 Nov!!! yeahz!!! cheers! (",)
not much updates recently as it had been a busy period for me after i come back from my 1 week break. tat 1 week break after the gold coast trip was hell for me ah... for those who saw my nick in MSN during tat period, u all shld noe wat i mean. yeahz!!! UQ library shld give me an award for the most frequent visitor for the week ah. i had been into library to do my assignments from Tues to Sun (except Sat), from 9am to 5pm then 7pm to 10pm (closing time). nv expect myself to be so hardworking oso... haha... well, no choice lah... i had 3 assignments due week after the break which is last week lor...
then last week oso none the better. last thursday was the most power ever since i come here. after lesson @ 6pm, i went for dinner, then bath. start to do my assignment (next day due!!!) @ abt 8pm. then keep doing & doing. took a 15mins nap @ around 10plus. then only break i took is when me and my frens went up to my fren, Joyce's room to wish her happy birthday at 12am (next day is her bday). gave her the bday card i did in midst of rushing assignments then stay around till 12.30am & went back to my room to continue doing. i do & do until super energetic until i oso forget the timing. when i looked out the window, how come so bright liao? guess wat? is already 4am in the morning. i heard car noise, pple toking. when i finally finished my assignment, it was 7am in the morning! haha.. best sia! i had been up for the whole nite doing the ting. i am suppose to meet Joyce & Amy for breaky @ 8am. so i decide to take a quick 1hr sleep before i meet them for breaky & submit my assignment. so at around 9am, i went to submit my assignment & went back, hoping to sleep till 12.30pm then wake up for lunch. but cannot seems to get to sleep, only manage a 1 hr sleep till 12pm then go for lunch.
in the afternoon, nv had a chance to sleep then got to go out for Joyce's bday celebration. we had dinner @ JoJo's (my 2nd luxurious dinner in Australia). then we went to Friday's Pub for clubbing. 1st clubbing session for me in Australia. dun really like clubbing but becos is Joyce's bday, so juz go for her sake. was damn damn tired tat day as i only slept for 2 hrs after a nite of rushing of assignment. finally around 2am, we went home! slept at around 4am after bathing. sleep until next morning 9.45am and went for basketball session (cannot skip as i am the organiser) haha... u muz tinking i am mad, rite? nv sleep for 1 whole nite & still go for clubbing & go for early morning basketball. i am not killing myself but juz dun wan waste my time here mah... haha...
on sun, me, tess, huiying & Joyce went to Brisbane Sunday Market. we lost our way initially but still manage to reach there after walking and walking. we walked until our legs super dirty ah... cos dusty mah. there weren't much at the market but i had something very fulfilling! a Rainbow color ice ball & a plate of pancakes! yeahz!!! compensate for all the running in the morning for the ferry and train. haha... (1 bad ting abt Brisbane transport... half an hr interval for public transport on weekends and if we miss one, the next one will be a long long wait). then we went to chinatown for a filling lunch & bought some stuff. went home around 5plus and was damn full and tired ah!!! haha... but enjoyable day before we do our hardcore studying for exam in 1 mth time!!! scary sia... BUT before tat i will be going thru another week of having 3 assignments due together in the last week of sch. sad... :(
i noe i write for long liao... last ting to mention. i am going to sydney!!! yeahz!!! i am going with Huiying to sydney. we booked our air ticket for 20 Nov to 26 Nov. finally all settled! so after exam i am going to plan the tour itinerary and make sure i enjoyed the fullest out of tis trip! it had been 7 yrs since i last went Sydney. really miss Sydney & wanna go there so so much. but before i enjoy, i must study real hard for exam so tat i can have a happy trip and summer hols. heehee... yeahz!!!
wish me good luck ba! if i got time, i will update again. if not, shall see another msg after my exam... exam timetable as follows so whoever wanna wish me good luck (dun mind u mail me card or email me Ecard lah... haha)
- 8Nov: Event Facilities Management @ 5.45pm - 7.45pm (sucky timing... gota skip dinner)
- 9Nov: Tourism & Leisure Behaviour @ 11.15am - 1.15pm (bad timing... gota skip lunch)
- 10Nov: Hotel Management Technology Applications @ 2.30pm - 4.30pm (sleepy timing...)
- 14Nov: Asia Cultures & Event Management @ 2.30pm - 4.30pm (sleepy mode BUT last paper leh!!!)
3 consecutive days of paper can REALLY die but happy ting is i am the earliest one to end my exam. haha... rest of my frens end on 16, 17, 18, 19 nov....
*** GOOD LUCK to all my UQ frens for the upcoming EXAMZ... ***
^^^ BEST WISHES to all my frens in spore for their examz... ^^^
tat's all for now!!! tune in for more after 14 Nov!!! yeahz!!! cheers! (",)
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
mid term break to Gold Coast... very very fun & enjoyable... simply love it!
yeahz! is my mid term break for tis week... BUT i am struggling for asssignments... 3 assignments due next week... xiong ah!!!
though i have assignments due soon, i still went out to relax a bit lah.. juz came back from my 2 days 1 nite trip to Gold Coast. my 1st time to gold coast... very very beautiful environment with great and sunny weather... really carefree and lovely place which most of my frens fall in love with... great place...
i went with my hostel frens... total 12 of us. we went to Dreamworld on Sun. we had a bet before we went tat we muz take all the trilling rides... total there r 5 rides tat we muz all take. if fail to take, muz treat drinks... so we really go with promise and every one of us REALLY finish all 5 rides... Wipe Out, the Claw, Giant Drop, Cyclone & Tower of Terror. really great and fun! we gals screamed till all of us got sore thorat... haha...
we stayed in Surfers Paradise Backpackers resort. we had a 2-bedrooms apartment (reminds me of chalet in Spore). it was a tiring day on sun and tings juz din happen the way it suppose to be. i make a small mess of the whole issue. i forget to get the info for the accomodation. so ended up, we all got lost. i was so guilty and feel so bad abt it... is my fault. how could i be so blur and forgetful for the most impt ting. oh my god... haiz... end up, thank god.. we found the place after asking some kind souls in gold coast (aussie pple r really nice...)
the next day was suppose to be trip to movieworld but we din wanna rush so we decide to stay around in surfers paradise to walk around and relax. we went to the beach in the morning... cooling... really beautiful and nice surrounding.. i simply love the beach.. took quite a lot of photos on the beach and had fun before we head for breaky. my 1st "burger king" in aust. in aust, burger king is called hungry jacks. abt same as spore... breaky value meal is A$4.55. abt same price as spore.
then after breaky, we went shop around surfers paradise. guess wat i buy? haha.. i bought a pink color bra ah... too sweet until now i dunno if i ever will wear. & bought a pair of slippers. i really like tat slippers though is a bit exp, still i find it worth it. haha... after which, we head down to Pacific Fair which is another round of shopping but i din wanna spend. so i juz see see look look. i saw cute cute cartoons and took a bit of photos.. haha... guess wat i saw? i saw myself in pacific fair! aahaha... dun get me wrong.. as in i saw Garfield! a whole of garfield. so i took photos of him... so so nice... really love it manz!
after 2 days of fun... now back to hostel, back to my room, back to all my studies and assignments... total blank out when i tried to do the assignment tis afternoon. hopefully tomolo will be better! yeahz!!! juz finish 1 whole day in library... kinda tired... but muz ENDURE!!! come on, weishan! u r capable of doing a better job manz! yeahz!
though i have assignments due soon, i still went out to relax a bit lah.. juz came back from my 2 days 1 nite trip to Gold Coast. my 1st time to gold coast... very very beautiful environment with great and sunny weather... really carefree and lovely place which most of my frens fall in love with... great place...
i went with my hostel frens... total 12 of us. we went to Dreamworld on Sun. we had a bet before we went tat we muz take all the trilling rides... total there r 5 rides tat we muz all take. if fail to take, muz treat drinks... so we really go with promise and every one of us REALLY finish all 5 rides... Wipe Out, the Claw, Giant Drop, Cyclone & Tower of Terror. really great and fun! we gals screamed till all of us got sore thorat... haha...
we stayed in Surfers Paradise Backpackers resort. we had a 2-bedrooms apartment (reminds me of chalet in Spore). it was a tiring day on sun and tings juz din happen the way it suppose to be. i make a small mess of the whole issue. i forget to get the info for the accomodation. so ended up, we all got lost. i was so guilty and feel so bad abt it... is my fault. how could i be so blur and forgetful for the most impt ting. oh my god... haiz... end up, thank god.. we found the place after asking some kind souls in gold coast (aussie pple r really nice...)
the next day was suppose to be trip to movieworld but we din wanna rush so we decide to stay around in surfers paradise to walk around and relax. we went to the beach in the morning... cooling... really beautiful and nice surrounding.. i simply love the beach.. took quite a lot of photos on the beach and had fun before we head for breaky. my 1st "burger king" in aust. in aust, burger king is called hungry jacks. abt same as spore... breaky value meal is A$4.55. abt same price as spore.
then after breaky, we went shop around surfers paradise. guess wat i buy? haha.. i bought a pink color bra ah... too sweet until now i dunno if i ever will wear. & bought a pair of slippers. i really like tat slippers though is a bit exp, still i find it worth it. haha... after which, we head down to Pacific Fair which is another round of shopping but i din wanna spend. so i juz see see look look. i saw cute cute cartoons and took a bit of photos.. haha... guess wat i saw? i saw myself in pacific fair! aahaha... dun get me wrong.. as in i saw Garfield! a whole of garfield. so i took photos of him... so so nice... really love it manz!
after 2 days of fun... now back to hostel, back to my room, back to all my studies and assignments... total blank out when i tried to do the assignment tis afternoon. hopefully tomolo will be better! yeahz!!! juz finish 1 whole day in library... kinda tired... but muz ENDURE!!! come on, weishan! u r capable of doing a better job manz! yeahz!
Saturday, September 10, 2005
finally tok to my little cousins!!! yeahz!!! so nice and heart warming feeling... i miss them so much...
yeahz!!! after almost 2 mths... i finally heard my little cousins, Weiqi, Wei Hui and Wei Zhi's voice... yeahz!!! i am so so delighted and happy... i miss them so much, really wish to see them immediately... cos every sat whenever i am at home and they come, i will be around to play and tok to them lor... now i am in australia, i cannot. sad... but i noe they wun forget me and will always miss me... haha... i simply love them so so much...
act i shld call him to tok to my parents too. i oso miss them. i nv tok to them ever since i come here. maybe i will call them tonight or tomolo. haha...
how come i suddenly miss home so much leh? ahha....
anyway, i cannot call home too often lah... very exp ah... heehee... send emails shld be better... yeahz!!!
act i shld call him to tok to my parents too. i oso miss them. i nv tok to them ever since i come here. maybe i will call them tonight or tomolo. haha...
how come i suddenly miss home so much leh? ahha....
anyway, i cannot call home too often lah... very exp ah... heehee... send emails shld be better... yeahz!!!
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Riverfire Festival 2005... i am feeling so LUCKY & LOVE under the warmth of FRIENDSHIP tat is so priceless & precious....
yesterday me and my grp of frens went to Riverfire festival 2005. it was a spectacular 30mins of fireworks display with good theme songs... really very marvellous!!! i really love it so much.... whole nite was enlightened by it manz! yeahz!
then we went to the vietnamese restuarant to eat. it served great food, cheap price & nice place. haha..... it was great breakaway for all of us after assignments and tests. half way break for most of us for instance me... need some breathing space before i try to strive for next few assignments... yeahz!!!
come to realise, it had been 2 mth plus since i come here. & i made a lot of frens. among them, i have found a grp which r like my family. we r so close to each other as if we met for a long while manz... haha.... now then i realise how lucky i was.... yeahz...
a grp of 好姐妹 who is willing to get "三八" with me... who is willing to bear with all my nonsense, jokes and long windedness, who is ever ready to be there for me...
a grp of 好brothers who is willing to get scolding and beating from me, who is willing to listen to all my nag and always there for me....
list of 好姐妹:
1) Tess - always willing to listen to my complains, happiness, sadness, sorrows... always willing to ans my morning call and appreciate watever i do for her... always willing to listen to me nag and scold her... haha...
2) Huiying - always willing to be the rational one to tink for me.. always there to give me hint tat i am showing a black face... always willing to listen to my nonsense too... haha...
3) Joyce - always willing to sing for me, dance for me... willing to lighten to atmosphere among all pple with me... always checking on me if i am ok, if i am sad or wat... yeahz!!!
4) Amy - my gentle fren from korea, who is always showing me concern, be it i am happy or sad or watever... ever ready to listen to me oso... yeahz!!!
list of 好brothers:
1) Wee Hong - "my shoulders is always ready for u when u need..." tis is wat i felt the most touched when he said tis to me... heart warming feeling... juz so much like my elder brother whom i noe i can rely on when i need a shoulder to cry on... *is firm sia! i tried before... haha*
2) Chin Yew - always bearing with all my nonsense, violence and naggy stuff... nv fail to bring joy to my life during every meals, outings and gatherings... willing to analyse serious stuff with me.. haha
3) Philip - my dearest SON... always there to ask "mummy, r u ok?"... willing to call me late at nite to make sure i am fine... always willing to bear with my emotionally unstable mood... haha...
4) Isaac - i noe i can rely on him no matter wat happen... i can look for him when i am sad... i can look for him when i need help... i wun be alone when i noe he is around.... cos he is juz so reliable and nv abandon me... willing to go along with my nonsense... yeahz!!!
isn't me lucky to find all of them here? heehee...
i am glad i am here with all of them....
yeahz!!! haha....
okok... i shall go do some work... haha
then we went to the vietnamese restuarant to eat. it served great food, cheap price & nice place. haha..... it was great breakaway for all of us after assignments and tests. half way break for most of us for instance me... need some breathing space before i try to strive for next few assignments... yeahz!!!
come to realise, it had been 2 mth plus since i come here. & i made a lot of frens. among them, i have found a grp which r like my family. we r so close to each other as if we met for a long while manz... haha.... now then i realise how lucky i was.... yeahz...
a grp of 好姐妹 who is willing to get "三八" with me... who is willing to bear with all my nonsense, jokes and long windedness, who is ever ready to be there for me...
a grp of 好brothers who is willing to get scolding and beating from me, who is willing to listen to all my nag and always there for me....
list of 好姐妹:
1) Tess - always willing to listen to my complains, happiness, sadness, sorrows... always willing to ans my morning call and appreciate watever i do for her... always willing to listen to me nag and scold her... haha...
2) Huiying - always willing to be the rational one to tink for me.. always there to give me hint tat i am showing a black face... always willing to listen to my nonsense too... haha...
3) Joyce - always willing to sing for me, dance for me... willing to lighten to atmosphere among all pple with me... always checking on me if i am ok, if i am sad or wat... yeahz!!!
4) Amy - my gentle fren from korea, who is always showing me concern, be it i am happy or sad or watever... ever ready to listen to me oso... yeahz!!!
list of 好brothers:
1) Wee Hong - "my shoulders is always ready for u when u need..." tis is wat i felt the most touched when he said tis to me... heart warming feeling... juz so much like my elder brother whom i noe i can rely on when i need a shoulder to cry on... *is firm sia! i tried before... haha*
2) Chin Yew - always bearing with all my nonsense, violence and naggy stuff... nv fail to bring joy to my life during every meals, outings and gatherings... willing to analyse serious stuff with me.. haha
3) Philip - my dearest SON... always there to ask "mummy, r u ok?"... willing to call me late at nite to make sure i am fine... always willing to bear with my emotionally unstable mood... haha...
4) Isaac - i noe i can rely on him no matter wat happen... i can look for him when i am sad... i can look for him when i need help... i wun be alone when i noe he is around.... cos he is juz so reliable and nv abandon me... willing to go along with my nonsense... yeahz!!!
isn't me lucky to find all of them here? heehee...
i am glad i am here with all of them....
yeahz!!! haha....
okok... i shall go do some work... haha
Thursday, September 01, 2005
slept @ 5am & woke up @ 6am all becos of presentation but i tink i could have done much BETTER!!!
juz had my 1st presentation in Australia... but it was not as well done as wat i expected. as in i din do a good job. i tot i could be better & i tink my presentation kind of pull down the whole presentation. gosh... really gota buck up manz! haiz...
anyway, consolation is tat together with tis presentation, 2 assignments r down. i juz handle in my another assignment due today. i am kinda happy abt it. (so i bought myself M & M chocolates... my fav flavour... CRISPY! yeah!!!)
now gota work hard for another grp assignment which will due next week. non stop assignment due date. i can go mad very soon... haha... 1 after another, assignments r due so soon like nobody's business. all the way till week 13, last week of sch.
2 down & i have 7 written assignments & 2 oral presentation... soon i will become super and wonder woman... haha... yeahz!!! & guess wat, becos of my presentation today, i slept @ 5am last nite & work up @ 6am to get tings ready... is back to my working style in poly last time... i like it manz... cos i feel more occupied & busy which i feel better... anyway, gota go lunch lor... today is long day again... classes end at 6pm & after which is a farewell dinner for my korean fren's gf who will be leaving tomolo... :(
everyone out there, take good care ohh... yeahz!
anyway, consolation is tat together with tis presentation, 2 assignments r down. i juz handle in my another assignment due today. i am kinda happy abt it. (so i bought myself M & M chocolates... my fav flavour... CRISPY! yeah!!!)
now gota work hard for another grp assignment which will due next week. non stop assignment due date. i can go mad very soon... haha... 1 after another, assignments r due so soon like nobody's business. all the way till week 13, last week of sch.
2 down & i have 7 written assignments & 2 oral presentation... soon i will become super and wonder woman... haha... yeahz!!! & guess wat, becos of my presentation today, i slept @ 5am last nite & work up @ 6am to get tings ready... is back to my working style in poly last time... i like it manz... cos i feel more occupied & busy which i feel better... anyway, gota go lunch lor... today is long day again... classes end at 6pm & after which is a farewell dinner for my korean fren's gf who will be leaving tomolo... :(
everyone out there, take good care ohh... yeahz!
Saturday, August 27, 2005
in the midst of assignments after assignments, a game of basketball can do miracle!!! yeahz!!!
back in library today in hoping to finish the last bit of my assignment which is due on next thursday. however, i am juz feeling a bit tired and lethargic. haha... decide to write a blog 1st before i continue to do my assignment.
last nite after dinner, i went out for a walk with my fren. cos we r juz too sick of keep on studying and decide give ourselves a break. we walked to Coles Supermarket to buy some stuffs. we bough some eggs for our maggi mee party tonight.. haha... then we walked to the uni lake and sat down and chit chat. it was freezing cold but we still stay on. we chat from abt 8pm to 11pm. wow! 3hrs of long chat & tat is when i realise how lucky i was to be able to noe wat i really wanna study.
my fren is still having problems with his studies. originally he is taking psychology and now he realise there is not much prospects so he decided to change his discipline of studies from bachelor of arts to bachelor of business or commerce or economics. he asked me for advice & i told him act psychology oso can find job but maybe not as much as if u study others. act he has interest in econs and feel like changing to bachelor of econs. act is not a bad idea oso. but he dunno where he work at next time and unsure if the 9 to 5 job in office suits him.
i feel quite sad for him cos he is here already & he dunno wat he really wanna do. moroever his family are all so smart. his elder sister studied medicine in Cambridge, UK under scholarship. his younger brother will be studying in NUS engineering. i guess he oso feel the pressure when all his siblings are so smart. but he juz nv show his emotions. anyway, i certainly hope he can think over it carefully before deciding so tat he wun regret his decision.
haha... last nite i was out of my room for so long... i got tis hong kong fren from hostel who wanna play basketball today and wanna ask me along. he kept coming to knock at my door last night from 8pm to 12am. every half an hr, he will knock to see if i am back. haha... end up, he came @ 1am & i was finally in. he could have called me but he juz lost the contact list. anyway, i tink he is stress by his studies too so he need to play basketball to distress. so i helped him contact the rest for a game today.
tis morning 10am, we set off for a game. it was simply great! in the midst of assignments after assignments, a game of basketball can help to relax myself and let me feel good. i feel really tired today as i really run quite a bit. as compared to last time, tis is not so much but maybe my staminia really cannot make it liao... muz go for more games manz! then tat fren of mine keep stressing me. he tot i am a genius shooter. always will pass the ball to me to shoot. haha.... he said tat he wanna trained me to bcome shooter. wanna try to shoot 100balls each day so tat i can be accurate whenever i shoot. hahaha... he muz be kidding ah. i dun wan ah!!! aiyo....
now i feel tired and aching all over. but is a good feeling cos i really feel more refreshed and better. haha.... i simply love basketball.. my gal frens said if i play more, i can slim down. i tell them is rather impossible cos last time in sec sch, i played almost everyday oso nv. now only once a while. watever it is, who cares. as long as i stay healthy, can liao lah... haha
okok... back to assignment now... 1 more hour to go before library closes for the day...
last nite after dinner, i went out for a walk with my fren. cos we r juz too sick of keep on studying and decide give ourselves a break. we walked to Coles Supermarket to buy some stuffs. we bough some eggs for our maggi mee party tonight.. haha... then we walked to the uni lake and sat down and chit chat. it was freezing cold but we still stay on. we chat from abt 8pm to 11pm. wow! 3hrs of long chat & tat is when i realise how lucky i was to be able to noe wat i really wanna study.
my fren is still having problems with his studies. originally he is taking psychology and now he realise there is not much prospects so he decided to change his discipline of studies from bachelor of arts to bachelor of business or commerce or economics. he asked me for advice & i told him act psychology oso can find job but maybe not as much as if u study others. act he has interest in econs and feel like changing to bachelor of econs. act is not a bad idea oso. but he dunno where he work at next time and unsure if the 9 to 5 job in office suits him.
i feel quite sad for him cos he is here already & he dunno wat he really wanna do. moroever his family are all so smart. his elder sister studied medicine in Cambridge, UK under scholarship. his younger brother will be studying in NUS engineering. i guess he oso feel the pressure when all his siblings are so smart. but he juz nv show his emotions. anyway, i certainly hope he can think over it carefully before deciding so tat he wun regret his decision.
haha... last nite i was out of my room for so long... i got tis hong kong fren from hostel who wanna play basketball today and wanna ask me along. he kept coming to knock at my door last night from 8pm to 12am. every half an hr, he will knock to see if i am back. haha... end up, he came @ 1am & i was finally in. he could have called me but he juz lost the contact list. anyway, i tink he is stress by his studies too so he need to play basketball to distress. so i helped him contact the rest for a game today.
tis morning 10am, we set off for a game. it was simply great! in the midst of assignments after assignments, a game of basketball can help to relax myself and let me feel good. i feel really tired today as i really run quite a bit. as compared to last time, tis is not so much but maybe my staminia really cannot make it liao... muz go for more games manz! then tat fren of mine keep stressing me. he tot i am a genius shooter. always will pass the ball to me to shoot. haha.... he said tat he wanna trained me to bcome shooter. wanna try to shoot 100balls each day so tat i can be accurate whenever i shoot. hahaha... he muz be kidding ah. i dun wan ah!!! aiyo....
now i feel tired and aching all over. but is a good feeling cos i really feel more refreshed and better. haha.... i simply love basketball.. my gal frens said if i play more, i can slim down. i tell them is rather impossible cos last time in sec sch, i played almost everyday oso nv. now only once a while. watever it is, who cares. as long as i stay healthy, can liao lah... haha
okok... back to assignment now... 1 more hour to go before library closes for the day...
Friday, August 26, 2005
my life is surrounded by assignments after assignments... getting more & more no life sia!!!
currently i am in the uni library doing my assignments which are due on next Thursday. It is a 1500 words essay assignment plus a 12-mins group presentation.
i had a lot of difficulties writing that essay as i do not know how to go about writing it. i read alot of journal articles, however i am unable to relate to my essay. haiz... but die die oso muz write something. hopefully i can manage to get thru with this essay ah.
as for the presentation... haiz... i actually saw the wrong due date & gave the wrong info to my grp mates. they did not blame me but i juz feel so bad. i can actually be so blur and careless. i apologise to the tutor and she is saying tat we need come up with a very good presentation since we make a mistake in the dates. in my mind, i noe tat we surely will be marked down. but i juz hope she can be sympathic for us too. haiz... so i quickly volunteer to compile the presentation. i wanna make it look nice and good enough to impress my tutor. hope i can do it manz!
it was until now then i really appreciate the presence of a library. i nv noe tat library is actually such a good environment for doing work. from morning 10am till now abt 4pm, i was in the library doing my work. i am able to at least complete part of my presentation and part of my essay. most of all, when i am feeling tired, i have no bed to tempt me. i tink i will go to library to do my next few assignments as it is such a condusive environment for me to do my writing and anaylsis. nv appreciate library until now manz! haha...
anyway, now i am taking a break from the writing cos i had been facing the computer since morning. eyes are really tired... hands r really cold & whole body seems to ache a lot. but nvm...i will carry on until library close in 1 hrs time. i wan at least finish half of the essay.
seems tat my blog getting more & more boring... hmm... nutting interesting to update leh... cos i have assignments due one after another whereby i really have no chance or mood to go out to play or have fun. am i being too tense up? i start to feel tat i am having no life sia! in poly, i oso nv so pia ah... haiz...
i had a lot of difficulties writing that essay as i do not know how to go about writing it. i read alot of journal articles, however i am unable to relate to my essay. haiz... but die die oso muz write something. hopefully i can manage to get thru with this essay ah.
as for the presentation... haiz... i actually saw the wrong due date & gave the wrong info to my grp mates. they did not blame me but i juz feel so bad. i can actually be so blur and careless. i apologise to the tutor and she is saying tat we need come up with a very good presentation since we make a mistake in the dates. in my mind, i noe tat we surely will be marked down. but i juz hope she can be sympathic for us too. haiz... so i quickly volunteer to compile the presentation. i wanna make it look nice and good enough to impress my tutor. hope i can do it manz!
it was until now then i really appreciate the presence of a library. i nv noe tat library is actually such a good environment for doing work. from morning 10am till now abt 4pm, i was in the library doing my work. i am able to at least complete part of my presentation and part of my essay. most of all, when i am feeling tired, i have no bed to tempt me. i tink i will go to library to do my next few assignments as it is such a condusive environment for me to do my writing and anaylsis. nv appreciate library until now manz! haha...
anyway, now i am taking a break from the writing cos i had been facing the computer since morning. eyes are really tired... hands r really cold & whole body seems to ache a lot. but nvm...i will carry on until library close in 1 hrs time. i wan at least finish half of the essay.
seems tat my blog getting more & more boring... hmm... nutting interesting to update leh... cos i have assignments due one after another whereby i really have no chance or mood to go out to play or have fun. am i being too tense up? i start to feel tat i am having no life sia! in poly, i oso nv so pia ah... haiz...
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
something i learnt from class...
something new tat i learnt in class yesterday.
"Emotions can decide ur behaviour towards pple, environment & things around u. Emotions & behaviour r closely related. a set of emotions & behaviour may be very NORMAL to u but it may mean a BIG issue for another person. so dun tink everyone is SAME as u & apply the SAME method or theory on everyone."
tis is a theory for my tourism & leisure behaviour course. i find it so true. not only learn from class, we face tis theory almost every day. haha...
today i learnt another theory. is abt handling the conversation when i am talking to pple from other countries.
"avoid colloquial language", "slow down ur speech", "check regularly for understanding".
i find it so true sia... cos for instance now when i tok to my frens from other countries, they dun quite understand me when i speak very fast or use my own language. likewise when they speak very fast and add in own language, i cannot catch it liao. in order for everyone to speak internationally, i tink we really need make full use of all these 3 points & beware of our speech.
tat's all i wanna share... now need struggle for assignments liao... haiz...
"Emotions can decide ur behaviour towards pple, environment & things around u. Emotions & behaviour r closely related. a set of emotions & behaviour may be very NORMAL to u but it may mean a BIG issue for another person. so dun tink everyone is SAME as u & apply the SAME method or theory on everyone."
tis is a theory for my tourism & leisure behaviour course. i find it so true. not only learn from class, we face tis theory almost every day. haha...
today i learnt another theory. is abt handling the conversation when i am talking to pple from other countries.
"avoid colloquial language", "slow down ur speech", "check regularly for understanding".
i find it so true sia... cos for instance now when i tok to my frens from other countries, they dun quite understand me when i speak very fast or use my own language. likewise when they speak very fast and add in own language, i cannot catch it liao. in order for everyone to speak internationally, i tink we really need make full use of all these 3 points & beware of our speech.
tat's all i wanna share... now need struggle for assignments liao... haiz...
Sunday, August 21, 2005
i am very lucky yesterday!!! heeheehe...yeahz!!!
yesterday was my lucky day!!! yeahz!!!
early in the morning, we (joyce, wee hong, tess, huiying, chin yew, chris, amy, cardy & i) went to Ekka Festival. it is the royal brisbane show which is a grand event whereby there is public hols for it lor. haha... we reached early in the morning at abt 9am. we went around the place. it is like a carnival with a lot of pavilion of different things. there is wool pavilion, China pavilion, agriculture pavilion, showbag pavilion, etc. there r a section of trilling rides and fun games stalls. we gals went into the showbag pavilion & all set to buy goodies bags from there. end up, joyce, tess & huiying each bought a magazine goodies bag cost $10 only. me & huiying each bought a care bear too. i love the care bear... she is so so cute... she is orange in color, she is called Friend Bear. heehee...
then after buying, we went to the Sideshow Alley for games & rides. we walked around, saw alot of games stalls with so many cute cute bear bear & soft toys. i was fascinated by all of them ah. haha... then me, tess & huiying went to take a thrilling ride before lunch. it was a 360 degrees ride tat turn up and down, up and down. it was very fun & i can feel myself practically flying off my seat. the feeling was great when i juz screamed and shout. haha... then after tat we went for lunch. everyting is so costly there. even for lunch, it is not cheap. but still i like it cos the roaster roll from red roaster is very nice... haha...
after lunch, it is when i really spent alot of $$$. i went to 1 of the game stall, which is the shooting basketball one. i played for the 1st time end up i only got a small elephant. i wanna another soft toy which is the monkey, so i wanna try for it. i went 1 round to see all stalls but i nv see wat i wanna played again so i went back to tat stall again. i tried the 2nd time. end up i really got the monkey but the stall keeper keep persuading me play 3rd time to exchange for big one. so end up i played the 3rd time but i din get the big one lah. i spent a total of $30 at the stall lor... is a lot sia... oh gosh...
but i got my consolation when i go another stall. i went to another stall with tess & huiying. we keep hestitating to play or not. then tess went to play 1st. the game is like u r given 3 chances to pull the strings of soft toys. out of 3 chances, if u can get 2 soft toys of the same, u win! tess tried but failed for 1st time. then huiying oso tried but failed. so i went to try & guess wat! 1st try & 2 pulls, i got it! i won! i was so happy tat i hugged tess & nearly cried. i really screamed out of joy cos i cannot believe how lucky i was ah!!! oh my gosh.... juz 1 try & i got it. tess tried 2 times end up with nutting. last time philip went for a few times oso din get it. alot of pple tried but din get. so i am really very LUCKY!!! yeahz!!! i got a BIG dragon tat i was eyeing for a long time. so cute.. so nice... is finally MINE!!! haha... happy & satisfied, i left the games stalls in order not to spend liao...
after we rest a while, we decide to skip the fireworks and go back hostel for dinner (save $$$ ah). we went to beautiful roma street parkland to take photos before going back. is so nice... so peaceful & romantic place for wedding sia... back for dinner in hostel & news of me winning the BIG dragon spread... haha... so fast sia...
now i am broke, super broke. overall yesterday, i spent in total abt $80... gosh sia!!! haiz... muz save liao!!! aiyo...
early in the morning, we (joyce, wee hong, tess, huiying, chin yew, chris, amy, cardy & i) went to Ekka Festival. it is the royal brisbane show which is a grand event whereby there is public hols for it lor. haha... we reached early in the morning at abt 9am. we went around the place. it is like a carnival with a lot of pavilion of different things. there is wool pavilion, China pavilion, agriculture pavilion, showbag pavilion, etc. there r a section of trilling rides and fun games stalls. we gals went into the showbag pavilion & all set to buy goodies bags from there. end up, joyce, tess & huiying each bought a magazine goodies bag cost $10 only. me & huiying each bought a care bear too. i love the care bear... she is so so cute... she is orange in color, she is called Friend Bear. heehee...
then after buying, we went to the Sideshow Alley for games & rides. we walked around, saw alot of games stalls with so many cute cute bear bear & soft toys. i was fascinated by all of them ah. haha... then me, tess & huiying went to take a thrilling ride before lunch. it was a 360 degrees ride tat turn up and down, up and down. it was very fun & i can feel myself practically flying off my seat. the feeling was great when i juz screamed and shout. haha... then after tat we went for lunch. everyting is so costly there. even for lunch, it is not cheap. but still i like it cos the roaster roll from red roaster is very nice... haha...
after lunch, it is when i really spent alot of $$$. i went to 1 of the game stall, which is the shooting basketball one. i played for the 1st time end up i only got a small elephant. i wanna another soft toy which is the monkey, so i wanna try for it. i went 1 round to see all stalls but i nv see wat i wanna played again so i went back to tat stall again. i tried the 2nd time. end up i really got the monkey but the stall keeper keep persuading me play 3rd time to exchange for big one. so end up i played the 3rd time but i din get the big one lah. i spent a total of $30 at the stall lor... is a lot sia... oh gosh...
but i got my consolation when i go another stall. i went to another stall with tess & huiying. we keep hestitating to play or not. then tess went to play 1st. the game is like u r given 3 chances to pull the strings of soft toys. out of 3 chances, if u can get 2 soft toys of the same, u win! tess tried but failed for 1st time. then huiying oso tried but failed. so i went to try & guess wat! 1st try & 2 pulls, i got it! i won! i was so happy tat i hugged tess & nearly cried. i really screamed out of joy cos i cannot believe how lucky i was ah!!! oh my gosh.... juz 1 try & i got it. tess tried 2 times end up with nutting. last time philip went for a few times oso din get it. alot of pple tried but din get. so i am really very LUCKY!!! yeahz!!! i got a BIG dragon tat i was eyeing for a long time. so cute.. so nice... is finally MINE!!! haha... happy & satisfied, i left the games stalls in order not to spend liao...
after we rest a while, we decide to skip the fireworks and go back hostel for dinner (save $$$ ah). we went to beautiful roma street parkland to take photos before going back. is so nice... so peaceful & romantic place for wedding sia... back for dinner in hostel & news of me winning the BIG dragon spread... haha... so fast sia...
now i am broke, super broke. overall yesterday, i spent in total abt $80... gosh sia!!! haiz... muz save liao!!! aiyo...
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
my 1st Maggi Noodles Supper session... yeahz!!! ...awaken @ 8am when i slept @ 4am lor...
last night was a happening night again... haha... (come to tink, i tink i am more hardworking in playing & having fun rather than studying... oh no...)
originally we wanna go the Ekka Festival today so last nite was hardcore studying. however we ended up deciding to go for the Ekka on this coming Sat so today is hardcore study. end up last nite, it was fun and party night. we had a gathering session @ Joyce's room. we played UNO (finally Felicia's shipment arrived with some form of entertainment)! it was fun as most of us forget how to play UNO lor... heehee... last nite, there was no such ting as forfeit (not like previous time when we played, we drew on each other's face... so cute ah...). last nite as less aggressive. but still we had fun playing UNO & Dai Dee..
then the playing session end around 12.30am. continue from there is supper & show watching in my ROOM. yes! we had our 1st maggi noodles supper session! it was the 1st time i used my electric pan to cook my maggi noodles. it was so so delicious!!! Joyce, Tess, Huiying & Isaac came to my room. we each had our own noodles as supper. (there goes my 30 laps of swim when i eat the supper lor... sad... :(... haha) but it was simply to nice to resist. then we watched the taiwan variety show "wo chai, wo chai, wo chai chai chai!" haha... is a damn funny show tat we actually laughed quite a lot. (dunno if my neighbours can hear???) overall it was a great nite which end around 2.30am & i slept at around 4am after finishing the last bit of my assignment. heehee...
today is Racing Day for the Australian. early 8am, my neighbour on his music SUPER loud tat i was awaken by his music & i am feeling damn damn tired. i slept @ 4am leh... oh gosh~~!!! but nvm lah, once a yr event, no wonder they r excited abt. the locals & some other students r so well dressed & they r all ready to set off for the racing day. haha... seems fun sia! yeahz! anyway, now in the hostel is damn quiet with almost everyone out to have fun. we decide to stay in as we planned to go out tis sat, so now need study!!! today everyone really very guai... all studying real hard... & i have little surprises for them later @ dinner. heehee... i bought their fav fruit -- strawberries! yeahz! later shall share with everyone over dinner as a form of reward for hard work ah... haha...
anyway, got to go & bath.... yeahz!
originally we wanna go the Ekka Festival today so last nite was hardcore studying. however we ended up deciding to go for the Ekka on this coming Sat so today is hardcore study. end up last nite, it was fun and party night. we had a gathering session @ Joyce's room. we played UNO (finally Felicia's shipment arrived with some form of entertainment)! it was fun as most of us forget how to play UNO lor... heehee... last nite, there was no such ting as forfeit (not like previous time when we played, we drew on each other's face... so cute ah...). last nite as less aggressive. but still we had fun playing UNO & Dai Dee..
then the playing session end around 12.30am. continue from there is supper & show watching in my ROOM. yes! we had our 1st maggi noodles supper session! it was the 1st time i used my electric pan to cook my maggi noodles. it was so so delicious!!! Joyce, Tess, Huiying & Isaac came to my room. we each had our own noodles as supper. (there goes my 30 laps of swim when i eat the supper lor... sad... :(... haha) but it was simply to nice to resist. then we watched the taiwan variety show "wo chai, wo chai, wo chai chai chai!" haha... is a damn funny show tat we actually laughed quite a lot. (dunno if my neighbours can hear???) overall it was a great nite which end around 2.30am & i slept at around 4am after finishing the last bit of my assignment. heehee...
today is Racing Day for the Australian. early 8am, my neighbour on his music SUPER loud tat i was awaken by his music & i am feeling damn damn tired. i slept @ 4am leh... oh gosh~~!!! but nvm lah, once a yr event, no wonder they r excited abt. the locals & some other students r so well dressed & they r all ready to set off for the racing day. haha... seems fun sia! yeahz! anyway, now in the hostel is damn quiet with almost everyone out to have fun. we decide to stay in as we planned to go out tis sat, so now need study!!! today everyone really very guai... all studying real hard... & i have little surprises for them later @ dinner. heehee... i bought their fav fruit -- strawberries! yeahz! later shall share with everyone over dinner as a form of reward for hard work ah... haha...
anyway, got to go & bath.... yeahz!
Monday, August 15, 2005
i miss my brother very much... "kor kor, thanks for everything u did for me!"
i juz received an email from my brother. he sent some photos to me as i actually asked him to take some photos on 7th month celebration so that i can insert into my oral presentation.
when i saw the email, i was very shocked as kor kor actually sent it to me so fast. i told him last friday & on Monday morning, i got it! i am very touched by his concern & care. i realise how silly i was in the past when i was in spore that i did not really treasure the time with him. i always said he dun dote on me. i always tell pple that he no longer love me becos he got a gf. now that i am in Australia, i noe i am totally WRONG! kor kor is still my best brother. he dote on me as i am his ONLY sister. is a LOVE tat will never change no matter how old we grow.
i may be exaggrating but i really feel very warmth in my heart for watever he did & is doing for me now. last week he sent me a video of himself & i really cried upon watching it. simple words from him but is really very warmth.
i noe i have a wonderful brother. i noe i can rely on my brother in watever i do. i noe even the whole world turn their back on me, my brother will always back me up & support me. i noe my brother will nv abandon me no matter wat happen. we may have arguments & quarrels but i noe he is always there for me.
i dunno how to express my feelings in words now. i am juz too agitated. but i have a few words to tell kor kor here.
to kor kor: i am very sorry for not treasuring u in spore & always scold u. i dun mean it. u r my ONLY brother. i do care for u. i am jealous when u r so good to gf & forget abt me. i tot u forget to love me as ur sister. now i realise i am WRONG. kor kor, i am getting very mushy & childish now. but i noe u r the only one who allow me to do all these. i really miss u very much... really really miss u... muz take good care of urself & always update me on ur stuff. thanks for all the care & concern u gave me all these while. i really appreciate everything tat u did for me. u r a GREAT brother! Love u!
when i saw the email, i was very shocked as kor kor actually sent it to me so fast. i told him last friday & on Monday morning, i got it! i am very touched by his concern & care. i realise how silly i was in the past when i was in spore that i did not really treasure the time with him. i always said he dun dote on me. i always tell pple that he no longer love me becos he got a gf. now that i am in Australia, i noe i am totally WRONG! kor kor is still my best brother. he dote on me as i am his ONLY sister. is a LOVE tat will never change no matter how old we grow.
i may be exaggrating but i really feel very warmth in my heart for watever he did & is doing for me now. last week he sent me a video of himself & i really cried upon watching it. simple words from him but is really very warmth.
i noe i have a wonderful brother. i noe i can rely on my brother in watever i do. i noe even the whole world turn their back on me, my brother will always back me up & support me. i noe my brother will nv abandon me no matter wat happen. we may have arguments & quarrels but i noe he is always there for me.
i dunno how to express my feelings in words now. i am juz too agitated. but i have a few words to tell kor kor here.
to kor kor: i am very sorry for not treasuring u in spore & always scold u. i dun mean it. u r my ONLY brother. i do care for u. i am jealous when u r so good to gf & forget abt me. i tot u forget to love me as ur sister. now i realise i am WRONG. kor kor, i am getting very mushy & childish now. but i noe u r the only one who allow me to do all these. i really miss u very much... really really miss u... muz take good care of urself & always update me on ur stuff. thanks for all the care & concern u gave me all these while. i really appreciate everything tat u did for me. u r a GREAT brother! Love u!
Friday, August 12, 2005
1 mth in Australia....
oh my gosh... tonight is freezing cold. is abt 5 degrees outside & it is raining. even in the room with my heater on, i can feel the coldness. i am wearing my jacket to sleep sia...
tomolo will be a long day with all readings for my assignment. no time to waste liao... so muz really start on it so tat at least i feel better. no shopping or outing tomolo. as for sun, as usual... my laundry day & i am going to swimming! yeahz! a bit crazy when is winter & we still wanna swim. haha...
today spent a bit $$$ on shopping again. tis mth's expenses surely exceed. i tink muz re-calculate my budget & limit my usage of $$$ again liao... if i carry on using the $$$, sure 1 day i will be broke sia...
i am still waiting for my Tax File Number & Blue card. i need tax file number for finding a job... blue card so tat i can do my volunteer work. somehow without some kind of volunteer work in life make me feel bored, upset & too much time to tink too much. i muz faster find some areas to keep myself real occupied. everyday study & study will go mad ah... every time go out oso no good... haha... spend $$$ mah...
haiz... life is so unpredictable leh... u nv noe wat will happen next & who will leave u. if u have anything undone, faster do it. if u realise all along u nv cherish ur loved ones, faster show them tat u love them. dun wait till 1 day u say tat u regret as u have lost all the chance to show them tat u care for them.
come to tink, i nv realise how much i am bonded to my family until i left for aust. when i am here ALONE, i realise how impt HOME can be, how much love & warmth family can bring to me... i really MISS my family... is already 1 mth in aust but the homesick feeling will nv be gone. though i have a lot of frens around me here, i still miss home & tink of my family.... i will definitely cherish them more when i get back home 2 yrs later with them...
tomolo will be a long day with all readings for my assignment. no time to waste liao... so muz really start on it so tat at least i feel better. no shopping or outing tomolo. as for sun, as usual... my laundry day & i am going to swimming! yeahz! a bit crazy when is winter & we still wanna swim. haha...
today spent a bit $$$ on shopping again. tis mth's expenses surely exceed. i tink muz re-calculate my budget & limit my usage of $$$ again liao... if i carry on using the $$$, sure 1 day i will be broke sia...
i am still waiting for my Tax File Number & Blue card. i need tax file number for finding a job... blue card so tat i can do my volunteer work. somehow without some kind of volunteer work in life make me feel bored, upset & too much time to tink too much. i muz faster find some areas to keep myself real occupied. everyday study & study will go mad ah... every time go out oso no good... haha... spend $$$ mah...
haiz... life is so unpredictable leh... u nv noe wat will happen next & who will leave u. if u have anything undone, faster do it. if u realise all along u nv cherish ur loved ones, faster show them tat u love them. dun wait till 1 day u say tat u regret as u have lost all the chance to show them tat u care for them.
come to tink, i nv realise how much i am bonded to my family until i left for aust. when i am here ALONE, i realise how impt HOME can be, how much love & warmth family can bring to me... i really MISS my family... is already 1 mth in aust but the homesick feeling will nv be gone. though i have a lot of frens around me here, i still miss home & tink of my family.... i will definitely cherish them more when i get back home 2 yrs later with them...
Thursday, August 11, 2005
i love my lecturer... she is so pretty....
yesterday i stand at the photocopy machine to photocopy 1 of the textbook for my course. well, the cost of the textbook is A$80. after 1 hr of standing, i manage to save A$62 as the photocopying only cost me A$12 & binding another A$6. haha... worth it to stand for 1 hr rite? yeahz!
well, assignments, assignments.... so many of them due in the next few weeks but all seems so chim & difficult cos the system and pattern r so different. so much research needed to be done. i juz hope i can finish all these on time & cannot fail ah!!! oh gosh... scary sia... haha...
hmm... last nite i study until 1 plus to 2. very very tired... today 10am lesson but i love tis lecture. is a lecture on Event Facilities Management. i like it very much & the lecturer is very good too. she is pretty, nice & most of all her lecture r so much understandable. she is always to the point... nv beat around the bush & make sure we r all expose to the relevant points. yeahz! i simply love her teaching. she is my tutor for another subject. haha.. so lucky sia! she is very pretty, got such good and nice dress sense. enjoy looking @ her ah... heehee..
well, assignments, assignments.... so many of them due in the next few weeks but all seems so chim & difficult cos the system and pattern r so different. so much research needed to be done. i juz hope i can finish all these on time & cannot fail ah!!! oh gosh... scary sia... haha...
hmm... last nite i study until 1 plus to 2. very very tired... today 10am lesson but i love tis lecture. is a lecture on Event Facilities Management. i like it very much & the lecturer is very good too. she is pretty, nice & most of all her lecture r so much understandable. she is always to the point... nv beat around the bush & make sure we r all expose to the relevant points. yeahz! i simply love her teaching. she is my tutor for another subject. haha.. so lucky sia! she is very pretty, got such good and nice dress sense. enjoy looking @ her ah... heehee..
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Happy 40th Birthday to Singapore, my HOME...
in between lessons now... juz had my packet lunch--sandwich for lunch... haiz... tat's the bad part abt staying in hostel as when we have lessons from 12 to 2, no lunch for us liao... gota "da bao" our lunch. & it will definitely be sandwich!!! aiyo... anyway, nvm lah... ou er clear my stomach oso good... i tried for last 2 weeks tat i dun eat my lunch... oh gosh... a bit cannot tahan cos last few weeks eat regularly for every meals. haha...
anyway, today is spore's 40th birthday!!! yeahz!!! though i am not in spore now, i still can
"feel" the happiness & excitement at HOME now... NDP, fireworks, aeroplanes stunts... oh gosh!!! how i wish i can see all these here... i miss it so so much!!! haiz... no matter wat, i still wanna wish spore... happy birthday! here is a song for my HOME country:
Happy Birthday to U...
Happy Birthday to U...
Happy Birthday to Singapore...
Happy Birthday to U...
ok... got to run for class liao... cya!
anyway, today is spore's 40th birthday!!! yeahz!!! though i am not in spore now, i still can
"feel" the happiness & excitement at HOME now... NDP, fireworks, aeroplanes stunts... oh gosh!!! how i wish i can see all these here... i miss it so so much!!! haiz... no matter wat, i still wanna wish spore... happy birthday! here is a song for my HOME country:
Happy Birthday to U...
Happy Birthday to U...
Happy Birthday to Singapore...
Happy Birthday to U...
ok... got to run for class liao... cya!
Sunday, August 07, 2005
i spend A$90 on shopping today... oh gosh....
haha... today was a happy & fulfilling shopping trip. however, i did spent quite a lot today. oh gosh... die ah... spend too much liao...
today we went to Harbour Town, somewhere near to Gold Coast for shopping. Huiying went there before so she came back & tell us tat things there r quite cheap and worth while to buy. so we all decided to go for it & check out if there is any good & worthy items. it was a long long journey from hostel to Harbour Town. we need to take a bus to change to a train & then take a bus to Harbour Town & total journey time is abt 2 & a half hours. oh my god! all of us was complaining along the way & is really tiring sia... so we MUZ get something from Harbour Town after all the travel.
when we reached Harbour Town, we went separate ways so tat we can get on shopping faster. as our group of pple too big liao. so me, felicia & tess went on our way to SHOPPING! act i wanna give it a miss cos i scared i spend too much. but i still went along. when we started to walk around, we went to shop after shop. there were many shops and warehouses there. tings r selling at relatively cheap price for some items. there were NIKE, CONVERSE, ADIDAS & FILA warehouses. there were many other small & big shops around. when we went to FILA, i saw a PINK color pullover which look quite nice. price is still ok. then when i went to CONVERSE, i saw a RED shoe... price is much cheaper than spore. when we went to Jays Jays (australia local brand), i tried a few tops which i find 1 BROWN & PINK collar tee not bad... so end up tis is wat i bought:
- a CONVERSE red color casual shoe @ A$35
- a FILA pink color pullover @ A$24
- a JAYS JAYS brown & pink collar tee @ A$20
in total, i spent A$79 on shopping. then lunch was A$5, bus fare was A$6. so in total my expenses for today is..... A$90. which is super, alot alot ah... i am scared by my own actions too.
all these items r not super cheap but i tink is worth the $$$. ever since i came here, i nv spend any $$$ on real shopping. today is the 1st & i hope is really once a while. tis month spend so much, then rest of the days in tis month, i muz save as much as possible. as for next few mths, i muz save too. once i get my tax file number... i muz go apply for job liao. got income then i feel better when i spend.
anyway, assignments r due 1 after another. really no more time to waste!!! oh gosh... haiz... 1000words, 1500words, 3000words essays... i am going CRAZY soon... ohohoho....
today we went to Harbour Town, somewhere near to Gold Coast for shopping. Huiying went there before so she came back & tell us tat things there r quite cheap and worth while to buy. so we all decided to go for it & check out if there is any good & worthy items. it was a long long journey from hostel to Harbour Town. we need to take a bus to change to a train & then take a bus to Harbour Town & total journey time is abt 2 & a half hours. oh my god! all of us was complaining along the way & is really tiring sia... so we MUZ get something from Harbour Town after all the travel.
when we reached Harbour Town, we went separate ways so tat we can get on shopping faster. as our group of pple too big liao. so me, felicia & tess went on our way to SHOPPING! act i wanna give it a miss cos i scared i spend too much. but i still went along. when we started to walk around, we went to shop after shop. there were many shops and warehouses there. tings r selling at relatively cheap price for some items. there were NIKE, CONVERSE, ADIDAS & FILA warehouses. there were many other small & big shops around. when we went to FILA, i saw a PINK color pullover which look quite nice. price is still ok. then when i went to CONVERSE, i saw a RED shoe... price is much cheaper than spore. when we went to Jays Jays (australia local brand), i tried a few tops which i find 1 BROWN & PINK collar tee not bad... so end up tis is wat i bought:
- a CONVERSE red color casual shoe @ A$35
- a FILA pink color pullover @ A$24
- a JAYS JAYS brown & pink collar tee @ A$20
in total, i spent A$79 on shopping. then lunch was A$5, bus fare was A$6. so in total my expenses for today is..... A$90. which is super, alot alot ah... i am scared by my own actions too.
all these items r not super cheap but i tink is worth the $$$. ever since i came here, i nv spend any $$$ on real shopping. today is the 1st & i hope is really once a while. tis month spend so much, then rest of the days in tis month, i muz save as much as possible. as for next few mths, i muz save too. once i get my tax file number... i muz go apply for job liao. got income then i feel better when i spend.
anyway, assignments r due 1 after another. really no more time to waste!!! oh gosh... haiz... 1000words, 1500words, 3000words essays... i am going CRAZY soon... ohohoho....
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
i save a lot by standing for 2hrs to photocopy my textbook... yeahz!
wow~!!! i juz stand in front of a photocopy machine for abt 2 hrs to photocopy 2 of my textbook. it is kinda tiring sia... back in spore, i nv had to do such ting. usually i buy the textbook or juz send for photocopying @ photocopying shop. however in aust, when textbook r so exp... usually students will photocopy textbook. & everyting had to be done by ourselves. no one is so free to do the photocopying for us.
juz as wat i did like everyone else. i stood there for 2 hrs to photocopy my textbook which is abt 400pages thick. it was a long stand and i am kinda tired after tat. my hands r numb sia... however, i save a lot in tis way. in total i only spent abt $30 for 2 books plus binding. i guess all these effort r worth it. haha... cos price for 1 textbook is abt $80. see...i did have savings afterall. so i seriously dun mind standing there for long hrs ah... hahaha... i am waiting for my next book to be available in the library and i am going to do the same ting. stand for 2 hrs and photocopy. cos there r research individual assignments for the course so i need TEXTBOOK!!! but is too exp to buy... no choice but to photocopy... (usually pple dun care abt the watever 10% copyright tingy... ahah)
life so far had been quite pleasant for me. different living lifestyle as in pple here r so much relaxed. however frens around me r still with the KS pattern where they will keep on study and study. no choice lah... we r aisans after all, esp sporeans ah.... anyway, hope tings will get on smooth as days go by. teaching style is so diff here. there is no tutorial quest to do for tutorial and everyting rely very much on ourselves. i oso wanna thank NP for starting us on the E-learning tingy as here i am using the same system i used back then in NP. so i dun get so unfamiliar with tings and i get thru easily. haha... good good...
i tink tat's abt it... today is my free day... later after lunch i need do readings and studying liao... haha... ok! cya!
juz as wat i did like everyone else. i stood there for 2 hrs to photocopy my textbook which is abt 400pages thick. it was a long stand and i am kinda tired after tat. my hands r numb sia... however, i save a lot in tis way. in total i only spent abt $30 for 2 books plus binding. i guess all these effort r worth it. haha... cos price for 1 textbook is abt $80. see...i did have savings afterall. so i seriously dun mind standing there for long hrs ah... hahaha... i am waiting for my next book to be available in the library and i am going to do the same ting. stand for 2 hrs and photocopy. cos there r research individual assignments for the course so i need TEXTBOOK!!! but is too exp to buy... no choice but to photocopy... (usually pple dun care abt the watever 10% copyright tingy... ahah)
life so far had been quite pleasant for me. different living lifestyle as in pple here r so much relaxed. however frens around me r still with the KS pattern where they will keep on study and study. no choice lah... we r aisans after all, esp sporeans ah.... anyway, hope tings will get on smooth as days go by. teaching style is so diff here. there is no tutorial quest to do for tutorial and everyting rely very much on ourselves. i oso wanna thank NP for starting us on the E-learning tingy as here i am using the same system i used back then in NP. so i dun get so unfamiliar with tings and i get thru easily. haha... good good...
i tink tat's abt it... today is my free day... later after lunch i need do readings and studying liao... haha... ok! cya!
Saturday, July 30, 2005
1st BBQ in Australia...
yeahz! i had my 1st BBQ session in Australia. wow! they dun use charcoal here and is using electric pan. quite clean as in no need charcoal but is quite troublesome as we need constantly ensure that the switch is ON. had fun cooking... haha... moreover the weather is so so cool. no prespiration at all... not like in spore, after BBQ, i stink and smell like BBQ food lor...
i did the marinating for the chicken & the response was good. so not too bad after all. yeahz! James was the main chef of the BBQ & his cooking skill really not too bad. after which all of us take turns. however i din eat much cos not too feeling too well last nite & tis morning. still i cannot resist the food & ate quite a lot. haha... (now sore thorat liao...)
today was a surprise birthday party for Amy, my new fren from Korea. she was surprise & very touched by wat we did. oso the card and present we gave her. haha... the card was specially made by me. yeahz! comments was good when they all see the card. haha... my effort paid off after all... yeahz!
overall, today outing was fun and great. sch already started but still we muz enjoy in between breaks esp when is only starting. from next week on... muz work real hard as there r so many assignments due. oh my gosh... haiz...
imagine, 3000 words essay... abt 6 to 8 pages. can die sia... but no worries! i will endure and go thru it with faith! yeahz!
i did the marinating for the chicken & the response was good. so not too bad after all. yeahz! James was the main chef of the BBQ & his cooking skill really not too bad. after which all of us take turns. however i din eat much cos not too feeling too well last nite & tis morning. still i cannot resist the food & ate quite a lot. haha... (now sore thorat liao...)
today was a surprise birthday party for Amy, my new fren from Korea. she was surprise & very touched by wat we did. oso the card and present we gave her. haha... the card was specially made by me. yeahz! comments was good when they all see the card. haha... my effort paid off after all... yeahz!
overall, today outing was fun and great. sch already started but still we muz enjoy in between breaks esp when is only starting. from next week on... muz work real hard as there r so many assignments due. oh my gosh... haiz...
imagine, 3000 words essay... abt 6 to 8 pages. can die sia... but no worries! i will endure and go thru it with faith! yeahz!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
2 weeks in Australia...
it had been 2 weeks since i arrived in Brisbane, Australia. how time flies... tomolo sch will be starting officially and it will be a hectic time for everyone as it is the 1st week and 1st semester... dunno how the system goes and everything had to be learnt from scratch. well, at least i noe i wun be alone as i noe there r pple around me to assist me and guide me along too. heehee.. :)
before sch officially starts, of cos i muz enjoyed myself 1st. yesterday, 23 July was the most fruitful day i had ever since i arrived in Brisbane. We had a long long day of fun from morning 9am to night 10pm. In the morning, we (me, Joyce, Felicia, Tess, Philip and Cardy) went to LONE PINE KOALA SANCTUARY. it was abt an hr journey from sch to LONE PINE. we had to change 1 bus and the waiting time was abt 20mins. while waiting, we took some photos of the street of Brisbane early in the morning. haha... it was clear blue sky tat is so so pleasant.
when we reached LONE PINE, bought the entrance tickets, enter the sanctuary, gosh... it started to drizzle. is juz not our day when it start to rain. but thank god... the rain stopped after a while so we can continued journey. we went to sheep dog show before proceeding to see the animals. there were kangaroos, wombats, white wolves, tasmania devil, birds, parrots & not forgetting the most important one... KOALAS! yeahz! there were many many Koalas around... however all of them were soundly asleep under such fine weather and cool environment. diff types of Koalas are placed in different areas. there were an area which i like most... tat is the Koala Retirement Area... haha... all the koalas there r soundly asleep... heehee... there were a cuddling area where pple can hug the koala and take photo. & tat cost A$15. in the end, only Cardy took the picture. haha... the photo was nice cos the Koala was very cute (not Cardy tat is cute lor... haha) everyone's comment on the photo was tat they have father & son look.. haha.. gosh...
after the sanctuary, we took a bus to city.. another abt half an hr ride to city to have our lunch. finally after 2 weeks, i had noodles! is not pasta, is real chinese noodles. i ordered Char Siew Noodles, tinking is like our spore wanton noodles... to my surprise tis Char Siew Noodles was like grandma's fried noodles plus some big pieces of Char Siew. well, not too bad after all, at least i can eat something different from college's western food. it as costly though... abt A$9... so cannot eat out unnecessarily. haiz...
then we went to walk around Southbank and took a Citycat Ferry from starting point to end point. as we bought a concession ticket tat allow us to take unlimited bus, ferry and train rides for 1 whole day, so y not? haha... we enjoyed the scenary around Brisbane River and it was damn cold sia! after abt 1 and half a hr, we went to Botanic Garden to join the rest (Leona, Huiying, Amy, Chris, Nozomi & some IH pple) for the outdoor concert cum fireworks. we watched the concert and it was rather enjoyable with different type of music. there were music by local bands, local ochestra and local choirs. the 2 items i enjoyed most were the scottish band and The Strike from New Zealand. it was simple marvellous and cool... yeahz! the grand finale was full of impact and the ending was a series of fireworks. there were so beautiful and bright... reminds me of Spore's fireworks... haha... we went specially to watch the fireworks. so we had such enjoyable time... wowing here and there... haha...
it was a long long day... we really were all tired out... we took a city cat ferry back and by the time we r back to college, it is already abt 10pm. gosh... tat is so so late... haha... though we r tired, we had fun. cos we really did quite a lot of tings and took so many photos... wow! (stay tuned to my yahoo photo album for the photos... yeahz!)
alright... back to now... i got to start sch tomolo and prepare for a challenging and interesting studying life ahead. my aim is there and i will remind myself tat i will try my best to achieve it. yeahz!
okok... to all my dear dear family and frens in spore, i am very FINE in brisbane... pls take good care of urself back home and i will keep all of ya update abt myself every now and then. till then, see ya and take care! love and miss all of ya... :)
before sch officially starts, of cos i muz enjoyed myself 1st. yesterday, 23 July was the most fruitful day i had ever since i arrived in Brisbane. We had a long long day of fun from morning 9am to night 10pm. In the morning, we (me, Joyce, Felicia, Tess, Philip and Cardy) went to LONE PINE KOALA SANCTUARY. it was abt an hr journey from sch to LONE PINE. we had to change 1 bus and the waiting time was abt 20mins. while waiting, we took some photos of the street of Brisbane early in the morning. haha... it was clear blue sky tat is so so pleasant.
when we reached LONE PINE, bought the entrance tickets, enter the sanctuary, gosh... it started to drizzle. is juz not our day when it start to rain. but thank god... the rain stopped after a while so we can continued journey. we went to sheep dog show before proceeding to see the animals. there were kangaroos, wombats, white wolves, tasmania devil, birds, parrots & not forgetting the most important one... KOALAS! yeahz! there were many many Koalas around... however all of them were soundly asleep under such fine weather and cool environment. diff types of Koalas are placed in different areas. there were an area which i like most... tat is the Koala Retirement Area... haha... all the koalas there r soundly asleep... heehee... there were a cuddling area where pple can hug the koala and take photo. & tat cost A$15. in the end, only Cardy took the picture. haha... the photo was nice cos the Koala was very cute (not Cardy tat is cute lor... haha) everyone's comment on the photo was tat they have father & son look.. haha.. gosh...
after the sanctuary, we took a bus to city.. another abt half an hr ride to city to have our lunch. finally after 2 weeks, i had noodles! is not pasta, is real chinese noodles. i ordered Char Siew Noodles, tinking is like our spore wanton noodles... to my surprise tis Char Siew Noodles was like grandma's fried noodles plus some big pieces of Char Siew. well, not too bad after all, at least i can eat something different from college's western food. it as costly though... abt A$9... so cannot eat out unnecessarily. haiz...
then we went to walk around Southbank and took a Citycat Ferry from starting point to end point. as we bought a concession ticket tat allow us to take unlimited bus, ferry and train rides for 1 whole day, so y not? haha... we enjoyed the scenary around Brisbane River and it was damn cold sia! after abt 1 and half a hr, we went to Botanic Garden to join the rest (Leona, Huiying, Amy, Chris, Nozomi & some IH pple) for the outdoor concert cum fireworks. we watched the concert and it was rather enjoyable with different type of music. there were music by local bands, local ochestra and local choirs. the 2 items i enjoyed most were the scottish band and The Strike from New Zealand. it was simple marvellous and cool... yeahz! the grand finale was full of impact and the ending was a series of fireworks. there were so beautiful and bright... reminds me of Spore's fireworks... haha... we went specially to watch the fireworks. so we had such enjoyable time... wowing here and there... haha...
it was a long long day... we really were all tired out... we took a city cat ferry back and by the time we r back to college, it is already abt 10pm. gosh... tat is so so late... haha... though we r tired, we had fun. cos we really did quite a lot of tings and took so many photos... wow! (stay tuned to my yahoo photo album for the photos... yeahz!)
alright... back to now... i got to start sch tomolo and prepare for a challenging and interesting studying life ahead. my aim is there and i will remind myself tat i will try my best to achieve it. yeahz!
okok... to all my dear dear family and frens in spore, i am very FINE in brisbane... pls take good care of urself back home and i will keep all of ya update abt myself every now and then. till then, see ya and take care! love and miss all of ya... :)
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
departure for Brisbane... all my tots and happenings
yeahz! tis is my 1st blog since i arrived in Australia. i juz had my internet set up yesterday so i am trying to get all the admin stuff done asap. hopefully i can sign up for my course as soon as by tis week.
anyway, too much to say so shall slowly start off from the day i left, Sat, 9 Jul 2005. i was taking the nite flight of QF52 from SIN to Brisbane. when i set off for airport, it was almost abt 6.30pm. before i reached, i received call from Pat tat she reached airport liao... aiyo, she more KS than me ah... haha... anyway, when i reached, it was just nice for check in. crossing my fingers for the luggage tat exceed weight limit, i went to the counter and check in. i looked at all the counter staff and all seems ok ok... so i juz went to 1 counter and act frenly and pitiful. then when i place my luggage on the weighting machine, haha.... it was 33kg! but she din mention anything abt exceed weight limit and i went thru! yeahz!
after check in, my frens arrived. jun and lin was 1st 2 to be there. as usual, lian was late... haha... when i saw them i was so so happy cos i noe at least got pple send me off ah... haha... then soon phone rang and msg came in and blah blah.... before i reached airport, i was msging fang & in my mind, i juz hope she will come to send me off oso. then after a while, my mentoring buddies, Audrey, Fiona, Seh Inn, Wee Keong came. it was very nice of them to come and sent me off. i was very pleased to see them.
then after tat a call came to ask me where i was. i ans tat person not knowing who he is ah. u see, how blur i can get sia.... then soon all my family (dad and mum's side) all arrived. happy family photo taken and is like big big gathering. everyone was commenting how come my hand carrier so big... haha... they nv see my check in luggage, they will faint sia... then after tat, pat and san san arrived. yeahz! very happy to see them & i was very touched by their present. it was a photo album photos i taken with each of them. they r so good and kind to do it for me. (PS: poly 2B26 frens, THANK U for the photo album (esp thanks to PAT ah...) i really love it and is 1 of my best companion for my stay in Aust now!)
then phone rang, it was fang! haha... she is really in the airport. i went over to meet her. then we spoke for a while. she passed me a card then as we tok, gosh.. she cried. she was hugging me and cried. making me wanna cry too. i keep telling myself to be strong and cannot cry so whoever i see, i act tough... heehee... i not bad leh, i did it ok! i was really very very happy to see fang and is at least before i leave for aust. yeahz!!!!! she gave me a letter of msg which i told her i will read on plane cos if not i sure cry on the spot. after saying "bye bye" to her (very unwillingly bye bye ah...), i went back to my other frens and took some photos here and there. msg keep coming in but i nv reply or read cos i scare i cry. pple gave me cards and i oso nv read cos i scare i cry. fiona gave me mashmallows but i can't bring along so i asked aunt to bring home. but still i appreciate a lot!!! (PS: mentoring buddies, thank u for coming... will always rem the fond memories we had together! yeahz!)
then lian came. she came with a photo card. haha... i saw lin and jun signing it but i nv go disturb lah. i very good one. so i juz tok to baolai and chee wei who oso came. so glad to see them. i din tell baolai i was leaving but he say beng hwa told him. then beng hwa oso called me cos he say he is sick, cannot come down. he oso said tat he tried very hard to ask Chee kiong to come down but Chee kiong cannot make it on time. nvm lah... is ok. cos Chee kiong called me to tell me tat he can't come and wish me all the best. it was kind of him but i noe all these feelings are so diff and is no longer wat i wanna liao...
anyway, when the photo card was done, lian and all wanna pass to me but i keep running here and there. haha... until they oso very irritated liao. so quickly before i go in, i stood before them and see the card. it was a very nicely done card and i am so so so touched!!! got msg in it, i oso nv read until i board plane. (PS: my spice buddies, i am very very touched by tat card. 1 of my best companion here too! u guys played an impt part in my life so when i am aust, i will continue to miss all of u and tink of u all & pray for all ur well being...)
before i went in, alot of msg came in. msg from jasmin, shuwei, shupei, shiying, jenny, hafeez, zhirong, hui... hafeez even called me in the afternoon to wish me all the best. it was his bday party tat day ah... haha... so kind of him. (PS: thanks, guy! is so nice of u to call)
when is finally time to go in, i took all my bags. all 3 of them, so heavy ah... carry a back pack, carry a sling bag and hold on to a laptop bag. i bid all of them goodbye. hug every single of my gal frens who came and then said thank u to all of them and say GOODBYE to them for last time and unwillingly went in the custom. i din cried lor... i was strong and tough. i din wan to let them worry so i promise not to cry means cannot cry. i did it ah! yeahz!
when i was at the boarding area, i was so scared cannot go thru. cos bags like too big lor. then when i finally clear of the custom area and waiting at transit area, i was so so glad. haha... i went thru ah!!! yeahz!!! then at the transit area, i called aunt to tell her i went thru. then i was a bit on the crying verge but i din break down. i was tough, wasn't i? haha...
i board the plane clumsily with all my bags and then when i was sitted at the seat, very ma fan cos i cannot keep my laptop under the chair in front. too big ah... tried for a while before i get tings organised and then wait patiently for plane to take off. i saw the viewing gallery full of pple. i can sense tat my family r there (yeah! i am rite... my cousin told me tat she was there with my auntie... haha). finally i cannot tahan and tears rolled down my cheeks. the 1st tear came down and it juz continue like running tap. din noe wat to do to stop juz try not let others see, esp the one next to me see. anyway, after a while, i was ok cos they serving supper ah... so paiseh if they see... after supper, i took out all cards and msg to read. once again, cannot tahan, tears roll down again. i cannot control ah...i cry until i tired and slept. but when the light went off, i woke up after a while, then i start outside the plane, saw stars... then i feel the loneliness and tears rolled down again... it was a very painful airplane ride where i din enjoy any of the online entertainment and was so uneasy all the while. then cry until tired, slept a while before i saw the sun rise which means reaching very soon....
when i reached brisbane, it was very very cold... i wore my jacket straight. when i was waiting for luggage, i keep planning how to carry so many items with my 2 hands. then slowly i manage to get the luggage down from the conveyor belt and finally into the custom clearance area. when i finally clear from the custom, i was so happy cos they din check my bags. haha... finally i was in Brisbane! yeahz!!! waited a while for all to arrive before we set off for our respective lodging places. when i reached Union College, my hostel... a bit of problem as they cannot find my key to my room but after a while it was ok. the weather was very cold and windy... when i got up to my room, it was rather small room but still ok. it was at a very far end unit with no one in the block yet... sad... but i have no worries cos i noe soon more pple will move in... hehe... so there i am start to unpack my stuff and prepare my room for cosy stay... yeahz!!!
shall continue tomolo as is time for sleeping now...
... to be continued...
anyway, too much to say so shall slowly start off from the day i left, Sat, 9 Jul 2005. i was taking the nite flight of QF52 from SIN to Brisbane. when i set off for airport, it was almost abt 6.30pm. before i reached, i received call from Pat tat she reached airport liao... aiyo, she more KS than me ah... haha... anyway, when i reached, it was just nice for check in. crossing my fingers for the luggage tat exceed weight limit, i went to the counter and check in. i looked at all the counter staff and all seems ok ok... so i juz went to 1 counter and act frenly and pitiful. then when i place my luggage on the weighting machine, haha.... it was 33kg! but she din mention anything abt exceed weight limit and i went thru! yeahz!
after check in, my frens arrived. jun and lin was 1st 2 to be there. as usual, lian was late... haha... when i saw them i was so so happy cos i noe at least got pple send me off ah... haha... then soon phone rang and msg came in and blah blah.... before i reached airport, i was msging fang & in my mind, i juz hope she will come to send me off oso. then after a while, my mentoring buddies, Audrey, Fiona, Seh Inn, Wee Keong came. it was very nice of them to come and sent me off. i was very pleased to see them.
then after tat a call came to ask me where i was. i ans tat person not knowing who he is ah. u see, how blur i can get sia.... then soon all my family (dad and mum's side) all arrived. happy family photo taken and is like big big gathering. everyone was commenting how come my hand carrier so big... haha... they nv see my check in luggage, they will faint sia... then after tat, pat and san san arrived. yeahz! very happy to see them & i was very touched by their present. it was a photo album photos i taken with each of them. they r so good and kind to do it for me. (PS: poly 2B26 frens, THANK U for the photo album (esp thanks to PAT ah...) i really love it and is 1 of my best companion for my stay in Aust now!)
then phone rang, it was fang! haha... she is really in the airport. i went over to meet her. then we spoke for a while. she passed me a card then as we tok, gosh.. she cried. she was hugging me and cried. making me wanna cry too. i keep telling myself to be strong and cannot cry so whoever i see, i act tough... heehee... i not bad leh, i did it ok! i was really very very happy to see fang and is at least before i leave for aust. yeahz!!!!! she gave me a letter of msg which i told her i will read on plane cos if not i sure cry on the spot. after saying "bye bye" to her (very unwillingly bye bye ah...), i went back to my other frens and took some photos here and there. msg keep coming in but i nv reply or read cos i scare i cry. pple gave me cards and i oso nv read cos i scare i cry. fiona gave me mashmallows but i can't bring along so i asked aunt to bring home. but still i appreciate a lot!!! (PS: mentoring buddies, thank u for coming... will always rem the fond memories we had together! yeahz!)
then lian came. she came with a photo card. haha... i saw lin and jun signing it but i nv go disturb lah. i very good one. so i juz tok to baolai and chee wei who oso came. so glad to see them. i din tell baolai i was leaving but he say beng hwa told him. then beng hwa oso called me cos he say he is sick, cannot come down. he oso said tat he tried very hard to ask Chee kiong to come down but Chee kiong cannot make it on time. nvm lah... is ok. cos Chee kiong called me to tell me tat he can't come and wish me all the best. it was kind of him but i noe all these feelings are so diff and is no longer wat i wanna liao...
anyway, when the photo card was done, lian and all wanna pass to me but i keep running here and there. haha... until they oso very irritated liao. so quickly before i go in, i stood before them and see the card. it was a very nicely done card and i am so so so touched!!! got msg in it, i oso nv read until i board plane. (PS: my spice buddies, i am very very touched by tat card. 1 of my best companion here too! u guys played an impt part in my life so when i am aust, i will continue to miss all of u and tink of u all & pray for all ur well being...)
before i went in, alot of msg came in. msg from jasmin, shuwei, shupei, shiying, jenny, hafeez, zhirong, hui... hafeez even called me in the afternoon to wish me all the best. it was his bday party tat day ah... haha... so kind of him. (PS: thanks, guy! is so nice of u to call)
when is finally time to go in, i took all my bags. all 3 of them, so heavy ah... carry a back pack, carry a sling bag and hold on to a laptop bag. i bid all of them goodbye. hug every single of my gal frens who came and then said thank u to all of them and say GOODBYE to them for last time and unwillingly went in the custom. i din cried lor... i was strong and tough. i din wan to let them worry so i promise not to cry means cannot cry. i did it ah! yeahz!
when i was at the boarding area, i was so scared cannot go thru. cos bags like too big lor. then when i finally clear of the custom area and waiting at transit area, i was so so glad. haha... i went thru ah!!! yeahz!!! then at the transit area, i called aunt to tell her i went thru. then i was a bit on the crying verge but i din break down. i was tough, wasn't i? haha...
i board the plane clumsily with all my bags and then when i was sitted at the seat, very ma fan cos i cannot keep my laptop under the chair in front. too big ah... tried for a while before i get tings organised and then wait patiently for plane to take off. i saw the viewing gallery full of pple. i can sense tat my family r there (yeah! i am rite... my cousin told me tat she was there with my auntie... haha). finally i cannot tahan and tears rolled down my cheeks. the 1st tear came down and it juz continue like running tap. din noe wat to do to stop juz try not let others see, esp the one next to me see. anyway, after a while, i was ok cos they serving supper ah... so paiseh if they see... after supper, i took out all cards and msg to read. once again, cannot tahan, tears roll down again. i cannot control ah...i cry until i tired and slept. but when the light went off, i woke up after a while, then i start outside the plane, saw stars... then i feel the loneliness and tears rolled down again... it was a very painful airplane ride where i din enjoy any of the online entertainment and was so uneasy all the while. then cry until tired, slept a while before i saw the sun rise which means reaching very soon....
when i reached brisbane, it was very very cold... i wore my jacket straight. when i was waiting for luggage, i keep planning how to carry so many items with my 2 hands. then slowly i manage to get the luggage down from the conveyor belt and finally into the custom clearance area. when i finally clear from the custom, i was so happy cos they din check my bags. haha... finally i was in Brisbane! yeahz!!! waited a while for all to arrive before we set off for our respective lodging places. when i reached Union College, my hostel... a bit of problem as they cannot find my key to my room but after a while it was ok. the weather was very cold and windy... when i got up to my room, it was rather small room but still ok. it was at a very far end unit with no one in the block yet... sad... but i have no worries cos i noe soon more pple will move in... hehe... so there i am start to unpack my stuff and prepare my room for cosy stay... yeahz!!!
shall continue tomolo as is time for sleeping now...
... to be continued...
Saturday, July 09, 2005
today is an IMPORTANT day!!!! :)
finally is the BIG day!!! yeahz!!! haha... dun misunderstand ah... (already got pple ask me if my BIG day is referring to marriage... haha...) my BIG day is referring to me leaving for Aust for studies. in abt 10hrs time, i will be on board QF52 flying off to Brisbane for my further studies @ Uni of Queensland for 2 yrs. heehee... now my feeling is full of anixety, worries & 不舍。。。
last nite i was so excited that i din sleep until abt 4am in the morning. i am tired... my eyes r closing but i juz dun wan to sleep cos i wanna enjoy the peace of my HOME. looking @ my family members who r soundly asleep, tis is my last chance to look @ them which i am going to miss it for 2 yrs... no matter how long i had been staying @ HOME for the last few mths, is really dun seems enough. i have so much sad feelings abt leaving... last nite, my bro cooked supper for me. come to tink, it had been such a long while since he last cooked for me. last time we will eat supper together where he cooked, i washed dishes or i cooked, he washed dishes. haha... last nite the noodles was OKAY only but is "tasty" as in is full of warmth & care. (PS: bro, 谢谢你的面，真得很好吃！though mine is better lah... haha...)
had some last min packing to do last nite as luggage still overweight. later i need pray hard tat i meet kind custom & check in officers where they will take pity on me and let me pass with all my BIG BIG & overweight luggages. haha... *pls pls ah...* =pray hard hard, cross my fingers**= & for items to be sent over, need @ least 2 boxes of 20kg ah... cost abt 400bucks ah... die ah... so exp... haiz...
anyway, soon my cousins, uncle and auntie will be coming. muz enjoy last few moments with all of them & my dearest BEE BEE (it is doing some sun tanning now... haha... so tat i can keep it in my cupboard... hee...) then will leave for airport @ abt 6pm. quite a few of my frens wun be able to go for instance: Jas, Edwin, Wen Hui, Shuwei, Waileng... well, is ok cos i still have others & i noe they will miss me still... heehee...
PS: anyway, i juz wanna tell everyone out there, PLS take good care of urself & it will take me a longer while to online again cos need time to configure my network to local settings & alot of preparation & unpacking to do when i reach there. will see ya online in abt 2 to 3 weeks time! yeahz! see ya... take good care...
*0 day to the BIG day! today is the BIG day!
last nite i was so excited that i din sleep until abt 4am in the morning. i am tired... my eyes r closing but i juz dun wan to sleep cos i wanna enjoy the peace of my HOME. looking @ my family members who r soundly asleep, tis is my last chance to look @ them which i am going to miss it for 2 yrs... no matter how long i had been staying @ HOME for the last few mths, is really dun seems enough. i have so much sad feelings abt leaving... last nite, my bro cooked supper for me. come to tink, it had been such a long while since he last cooked for me. last time we will eat supper together where he cooked, i washed dishes or i cooked, he washed dishes. haha... last nite the noodles was OKAY only but is "tasty" as in is full of warmth & care. (PS: bro, 谢谢你的面，真得很好吃！though mine is better lah... haha...)
had some last min packing to do last nite as luggage still overweight. later i need pray hard tat i meet kind custom & check in officers where they will take pity on me and let me pass with all my BIG BIG & overweight luggages. haha... *pls pls ah...* =pray hard hard, cross my fingers**= & for items to be sent over, need @ least 2 boxes of 20kg ah... cost abt 400bucks ah... die ah... so exp... haiz...
anyway, soon my cousins, uncle and auntie will be coming. muz enjoy last few moments with all of them & my dearest BEE BEE (it is doing some sun tanning now... haha... so tat i can keep it in my cupboard... hee...) then will leave for airport @ abt 6pm. quite a few of my frens wun be able to go for instance: Jas, Edwin, Wen Hui, Shuwei, Waileng... well, is ok cos i still have others & i noe they will miss me still... heehee...
PS: anyway, i juz wanna tell everyone out there, PLS take good care of urself & it will take me a longer while to online again cos need time to configure my network to local settings & alot of preparation & unpacking to do when i reach there. will see ya online in abt 2 to 3 weeks time! yeahz! see ya... take good care...
*0 day to the BIG day! today is the BIG day!
Friday, July 08, 2005
i like my new hair cut!!! is so studious & refreshing looking... haha...
heehee... i did a few tings tis afternoon. is all abt personal grooming...
first of all, i went to Far East Plaza for eyebrow trimming. hmm.. asked the lady to trim it thinner for me as i dun wan it to grow too fast until like a patch of grass on my face... haha... cos when i am in aust, i oso dunno where to find cheap eyebrow trimming. okok.. do some advertisement here 1st. it was my frenz who intro tat eyebrow trimming shop to me & i had been going back there cos is quite cheap as compared to outside & the skill not bad... (u take a look @ my eyebrow lah... then u will noe how good their skills r... heehee... is only 6bucks lor... isn't it cheap? lian told me the shop next to it oso 6bucks... haha... anyway, for those who dunno which shop i am referring to, is JS Beauty Paragdiam @ Far East Plaza Level 4)
after eyebrow trimming, i went for a hair cut. i wanna cut my hair short so tat it wun grow too fast when i am in Aust. then when the stylist asked me if i juz wanna trimming, i told her i wanna it short. so she suggested it to be cut to a length tat is slightly below my ear if not my big round face will look BIG with shorter hair length. guess tat was my initial idea oso... heehee.. so there she is, start to cut. i like the way she cut my hair... cos i wanna to layer my hair, so the way she cut my hair is like sloping down way of cutting, giving my hair a bit of freezy feeling. i oso did the hair coloring to cover my white hair... did the treatment for the hair color... as usual i took the package & tis time i got the membership card. 10% off on weekends & 20% on weekdays. haha... y i wanna it when i am leaving for Aust, rite? well, my family can use mah... haha... ohhh... forget to mention which salon i went to. Yeahz! is the KIMAGE @ Toa Payoh. i like their service there & the pple there r quite frenly. skill not bad oso. esp my stylist today, i quite like her. usually i dun specify a stylist when i go. next time, i shall specify tat i wanna her ah... (hmmm... tat will be at least 1 or 2 yrs later ba...)
oso haven't say whether i like my new hair style ornot... hee hee... of cos i like it! @ 1st when i look in the mirror, a bit dun like cos is like weird weird one... then when she combed properly for me, heehee... i am in love with my new hair style. it make me look studious ah... i feel so light in tis hair style and refreshing... overall, 100 points for my hair style cos i like it! color oso ok as white hair is gone... no need so obvious to pple i color my hair but as long as white hair is gone, then ok lah... haha...
with tis new look of hair style, i shall set off for Australia tomolo! yeahz! certainly look forward though there r some feelings of 不舍得... :(
first of all, i went to Far East Plaza for eyebrow trimming. hmm.. asked the lady to trim it thinner for me as i dun wan it to grow too fast until like a patch of grass on my face... haha... cos when i am in aust, i oso dunno where to find cheap eyebrow trimming. okok.. do some advertisement here 1st. it was my frenz who intro tat eyebrow trimming shop to me & i had been going back there cos is quite cheap as compared to outside & the skill not bad... (u take a look @ my eyebrow lah... then u will noe how good their skills r... heehee... is only 6bucks lor... isn't it cheap? lian told me the shop next to it oso 6bucks... haha... anyway, for those who dunno which shop i am referring to, is JS Beauty Paragdiam @ Far East Plaza Level 4)
after eyebrow trimming, i went for a hair cut. i wanna cut my hair short so tat it wun grow too fast when i am in Aust. then when the stylist asked me if i juz wanna trimming, i told her i wanna it short. so she suggested it to be cut to a length tat is slightly below my ear if not my big round face will look BIG with shorter hair length. guess tat was my initial idea oso... heehee.. so there she is, start to cut. i like the way she cut my hair... cos i wanna to layer my hair, so the way she cut my hair is like sloping down way of cutting, giving my hair a bit of freezy feeling. i oso did the hair coloring to cover my white hair... did the treatment for the hair color... as usual i took the package & tis time i got the membership card. 10% off on weekends & 20% on weekdays. haha... y i wanna it when i am leaving for Aust, rite? well, my family can use mah... haha... ohhh... forget to mention which salon i went to. Yeahz! is the KIMAGE @ Toa Payoh. i like their service there & the pple there r quite frenly. skill not bad oso. esp my stylist today, i quite like her. usually i dun specify a stylist when i go. next time, i shall specify tat i wanna her ah... (hmmm... tat will be at least 1 or 2 yrs later ba...)
oso haven't say whether i like my new hair style ornot... hee hee... of cos i like it! @ 1st when i look in the mirror, a bit dun like cos is like weird weird one... then when she combed properly for me, heehee... i am in love with my new hair style. it make me look studious ah... i feel so light in tis hair style and refreshing... overall, 100 points for my hair style cos i like it! color oso ok as white hair is gone... no need so obvious to pple i color my hair but as long as white hair is gone, then ok lah... haha...
with tis new look of hair style, i shall set off for Australia tomolo! yeahz! certainly look forward though there r some feelings of 不舍得... :(
last nite in spore... my dear & HOME SWEET HOME...
last nite in Spore, wat shall i do? hmmm... i juz wanna stay home & close to my family to enjoy the last bit of feeling of HOME. maybe if bro is home, i will ask him wanna go KTV or not... haha...
Parting is always a sad feeling... it is nv an easy task to accomplish. be it whether it is life & death parting, temp parting to leave home or watever, it is always the most painful feeling to leave ur LOVED ONES... i deeply and really feel tis kind of feeling in my heart now.
for the past 1 week, it had been an emotional challenge for me. i had to bear with the feeling of parting and endure with tat pain tat is constantly piercing in my heart. tis is the last nite i am spending in Spore, my home... though i had been a couch potato @ HOME for the past few mths, i still have the 依依不舍 feelings & in my heart, it is already having tears rolling down... i dunno how long i can hold back my tears (i already cried a few times when i was blogging...). not yet in front of my LOVED ONES tat i cried. i am trying to hold back as i dun wan tis whole ting to turn out be an emotional and tearful one. is suppose to be a happy ting as tis is such a great opportunity.
parting is part & parcel of life... it is something which we all have to face & bear with it. i will have to put up with the pain of parting with my HOME, parting with my FAMILY, parting with my FRIENDS, parting with my beloved SINGAPORE. it is not going to be easy... but i noe i will try my best to be strong and tough so as not to let those who love me worry for me. it was until today then i noe there r so many pple who love and dote on me & i muz learn to treasure and cherish all these. 我是幸福的！！！ 我真的很幸福！！！ 我很满足了！！！
*1 more day to the BIG day!
Parting is always a sad feeling... it is nv an easy task to accomplish. be it whether it is life & death parting, temp parting to leave home or watever, it is always the most painful feeling to leave ur LOVED ONES... i deeply and really feel tis kind of feeling in my heart now.
for the past 1 week, it had been an emotional challenge for me. i had to bear with the feeling of parting and endure with tat pain tat is constantly piercing in my heart. tis is the last nite i am spending in Spore, my home... though i had been a couch potato @ HOME for the past few mths, i still have the 依依不舍 feelings & in my heart, it is already having tears rolling down... i dunno how long i can hold back my tears (i already cried a few times when i was blogging...). not yet in front of my LOVED ONES tat i cried. i am trying to hold back as i dun wan tis whole ting to turn out be an emotional and tearful one. is suppose to be a happy ting as tis is such a great opportunity.
parting is part & parcel of life... it is something which we all have to face & bear with it. i will have to put up with the pain of parting with my HOME, parting with my FAMILY, parting with my FRIENDS, parting with my beloved SINGAPORE. it is not going to be easy... but i noe i will try my best to be strong and tough so as not to let those who love me worry for me. it was until today then i noe there r so many pple who love and dote on me & i muz learn to treasure and cherish all these. 我是幸福的！！！ 我真的很幸福！！！ 我很满足了！！！
*1 more day to the BIG day!
14yrs of frenship... i really wanna 感谢 my pri sch frens...
14yrs of friendship... wow! it is such a long period... it is more than a decade... i am very very glad i am still in close contact with tis batch of friends whom i noe since Pri Sch. they had been the best & longest buddies i ever can have.
there was a period of time, i tried to keep away from them as i din noe how to face them when we r living in different environment & tat most of them r in prestigious Sec Sch while i am in a neighbourhood sch. however, i was wrong. they r still my frens no matter wat & they r still always ever ready for me when i am rather distance from them. i can always feel their warmth and concern. i was angry with myself for tinking bad abt how they will treat me when we r in diff Sec Sch.
thru out the yrs, our lifestyle changed & we r busy with our own tings. we seldom have time to meet up & soon we r drifted apart. however, frens r for life. we may not have the most common topics on earth to tok abt & we may not have the full understanding of each other, we r still the best friends to be staying close together forever. when we get together, we will tink back of the times when we r still in pri sch & how carefree life had been & share with each other wat we r doing now & wat we look forward in future. in our heart, we care for one another. we r not those who constantly meet up but we nv fail to disappoint anyone when it comes to once a yr gathering (i am apologise 1st... my absence in tis 2 yrs will make me unable to attend the gathering during CNY liao...). no matter wat i am glad tat i came across such wonderful buddies from pri sch.
to all my pri sch frens: thanks for playing a part in my life. it is the most carefree period in my life which i deeply appreciated. we had fun together & we been thru sad moments. u will always be the best part of memories when i tink back abt the past.
to Yunci, Xinxian & Jasmine: thanks for the farewell dinner @ Crystal Jade (to tink we can sit there from 7pm to 10pm... haha...) u r the best best buddies in pri sch i ever can have. really feel so glad tat u all r still here for me after so many yrs. rest assured! yrs down the road, we will still be in close contact and we can spend another 3 hrs @ Crystal Jade when i come back. haha... our frenship will carry on for another 14yrs and more & more...
to Waileng: i tink i have state watever i wanna say abt u in ur testimonial. all i wanna say is tat i really wanna THANK U for being my fren and always there for me. oso to thank u for giving me a chance to be ur fren. i will look forward to u & ur bf 's visit to Aust at tis yr end. i will be a good host! heehee... :)
take good care ah, my dear friends from WPS Pri 6A'1996 (",)
there was a period of time, i tried to keep away from them as i din noe how to face them when we r living in different environment & tat most of them r in prestigious Sec Sch while i am in a neighbourhood sch. however, i was wrong. they r still my frens no matter wat & they r still always ever ready for me when i am rather distance from them. i can always feel their warmth and concern. i was angry with myself for tinking bad abt how they will treat me when we r in diff Sec Sch.
thru out the yrs, our lifestyle changed & we r busy with our own tings. we seldom have time to meet up & soon we r drifted apart. however, frens r for life. we may not have the most common topics on earth to tok abt & we may not have the full understanding of each other, we r still the best friends to be staying close together forever. when we get together, we will tink back of the times when we r still in pri sch & how carefree life had been & share with each other wat we r doing now & wat we look forward in future. in our heart, we care for one another. we r not those who constantly meet up but we nv fail to disappoint anyone when it comes to once a yr gathering (i am apologise 1st... my absence in tis 2 yrs will make me unable to attend the gathering during CNY liao...). no matter wat i am glad tat i came across such wonderful buddies from pri sch.
to all my pri sch frens: thanks for playing a part in my life. it is the most carefree period in my life which i deeply appreciated. we had fun together & we been thru sad moments. u will always be the best part of memories when i tink back abt the past.
to Yunci, Xinxian & Jasmine: thanks for the farewell dinner @ Crystal Jade (to tink we can sit there from 7pm to 10pm... haha...) u r the best best buddies in pri sch i ever can have. really feel so glad tat u all r still here for me after so many yrs. rest assured! yrs down the road, we will still be in close contact and we can spend another 3 hrs @ Crystal Jade when i come back. haha... our frenship will carry on for another 14yrs and more & more...
to Waileng: i tink i have state watever i wanna say abt u in ur testimonial. all i wanna say is tat i really wanna THANK U for being my fren and always there for me. oso to thank u for giving me a chance to be ur fren. i will look forward to u & ur bf 's visit to Aust at tis yr end. i will be a good host! heehee... :)
take good care ah, my dear friends from WPS Pri 6A'1996 (",)
绝对Superstar - route to semi-final is tough sia!!!
sad... sad... :(
juz saw 绝对Superstar... HE WEIJIAN is out of the competition. i feel sad for him ah... he is a good singer & his voice is really very good, got potential and room for grooming ah... haiz... juz too bad tat he is OUT liao... but competition is tough and cruel... surely got winner and loser, unfortunately it is WEIJIAN. haiz... however there is another round of REVIVAL round. so i really hope that WEIJIAN will treasure tis chance & do his very very best & fight for the chance to enter to semi-finals. i cannot continue to watch & support him but i definitely will continue to pray for him... heehee... moreover he is my junior from NP mah... ha...
happy... happy... :)
HONG JUNYANG is IN!!! yeahz! he is in the semi-finals. wow! tat's simply great & i feel so happy for him. his voice is elastic too... can have various changes & he is trying to build his style. he muz continue to do his best & soon everyone will realise his potential & X-factor for SUPERSTAR! yeahz! can't watch his performance anymore but certainly hope he can go further and pray hard for him too! heehee...
juz saw 绝对Superstar... HE WEIJIAN is out of the competition. i feel sad for him ah... he is a good singer & his voice is really very good, got potential and room for grooming ah... haiz... juz too bad tat he is OUT liao... but competition is tough and cruel... surely got winner and loser, unfortunately it is WEIJIAN. haiz... however there is another round of REVIVAL round. so i really hope that WEIJIAN will treasure tis chance & do his very very best & fight for the chance to enter to semi-finals. i cannot continue to watch & support him but i definitely will continue to pray for him... heehee... moreover he is my junior from NP mah... ha...
happy... happy... :)
HONG JUNYANG is IN!!! yeahz! he is in the semi-finals. wow! tat's simply great & i feel so happy for him. his voice is elastic too... can have various changes & he is trying to build his style. he muz continue to do his best & soon everyone will realise his potential & X-factor for SUPERSTAR! yeahz! can't watch his performance anymore but certainly hope he can go further and pray hard for him too! heehee...
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Happy & Unhappy... mixed feelings...
got 2 happy tings & 1 sad ting to share... share the happy ones 1st...
firstly, the host city for 2012 Olympic is finally out!!! yeahz!!! London won ah~~~!!!! so it will be London 2012...yeahz!!! so good & wonderful. i saw London & New York's presentations on TV tis morning. was very impressed by New York's presentation as their slides were very well done & impressive. & can see tat lots of work had been put in. then when it come to London, i was more touched than impressed. their presentation indicate the passion of Olympic & spirit Olympic... in their presentation & videos, i saw hopes tat all athletes will look forward since young. it is an undying Olympic spirit tat unite pple all over the world & a spirit tat everyone will hope for since young. it symbolise HOPE, PASSION & SPIRIT. quite touching after watching it. so i was glad tat they won...
oso since London won, i have another target in mind liao... heehee... i wanna go to London & travel around the place so so much... & i wanna watch Olympic if i ever have the chance. so since 2012 Olympic in London, it became my goal and wish to go to London 7 yrs later for Olympic as well as to visit London. yeahz!!! will try hard to make my wish come true. hopefully i can do it ah!!! heehee... London 2012, i certainly hope to see u 7yrs later!!!
secondly, it is abt 绝对Superstar. yeahz!!! Hong Junyang & He Weijian performed today. lucky ah... at least i still can watch their performances before i leave. heehee... today both of them look so different. boy-next-door image a bit changed ah... esp for Hong Junyang... he got a bit of his moustache on his face, change his dressing & so tat he look more manly overall. & most of all, he sang my favourite song, "Jie Kou" by Jay Chou!!! heehee... his voice was good (of cos his pronounciation is better than Jay lah... ha...). judges gave him very positive comments and i was so happy for him... his points was the highest for today! heehee... *pray hard tat he will make it thru ah...* (oso pray tat curse of highest score dun get in wun fall on him...)
another one is He Weijian. hmm... he change a bit too. though tat jacket as wat judges said, is over size for him ah... he too skinny lah... haha... but i like his singing so much. always so smoothing for ear... & tink he likes Fan Yi Chen's songs ah... last week sang his song, tis time oso his song.. haha... best sia! *oso pray tat he gets in*
lastly, the sad ting is i CANNOT bring a very very important thing with me over to aust. haiz... is something i cannot leave without ah... & whenever i study, i need it by my side. i will confine to tat ting whenever i am sad ah... haiz... my bro always say shld install a detector in tat ting so tat he can listen to my secrets... haha... for those who noe me ah, u all shld noe who i am referring to. yep! it is my beloved and precious BEE BEE. a rabbit tat had been with me for the past 17 yrs. i will really miss it when i go to aust. it had been my best best fren... haiz... i told other pple i will bring it over but after second tot, better not. cos for stuffed animals, i need declare at the custom & if the custom officers see its color, they sure faint ah. & may even confiscate my BEE BEE. so in order not to risk its life, i decide to leave it at home... is a painful decision ah... maybe u will me childish and strange ah. y get so upset by a stuffed toy? haiz.. tis stuffed toy is very different. it had been with me for so many yrs... is my bday gift & i really treasure it and treat it as my FREN. even when it is so dirty and smelly tat pple ask me throw away, i oso nv bear to cos to me, it is my FREN. how can i throw a FREN away, rite? haha... dun tink i am crazy or wat... i juz treasure my tings alot... anyway, though i can't bring it over, i still have its photos for viewing... heehee... "BEE BEE, i am going to miss u so so much... juz as much as i miss my family & frens..."
*2 more days to the BIG day!
firstly, the host city for 2012 Olympic is finally out!!! yeahz!!! London won ah~~~!!!! so it will be London 2012...yeahz!!! so good & wonderful. i saw London & New York's presentations on TV tis morning. was very impressed by New York's presentation as their slides were very well done & impressive. & can see tat lots of work had been put in. then when it come to London, i was more touched than impressed. their presentation indicate the passion of Olympic & spirit Olympic... in their presentation & videos, i saw hopes tat all athletes will look forward since young. it is an undying Olympic spirit tat unite pple all over the world & a spirit tat everyone will hope for since young. it symbolise HOPE, PASSION & SPIRIT. quite touching after watching it. so i was glad tat they won...
oso since London won, i have another target in mind liao... heehee... i wanna go to London & travel around the place so so much... & i wanna watch Olympic if i ever have the chance. so since 2012 Olympic in London, it became my goal and wish to go to London 7 yrs later for Olympic as well as to visit London. yeahz!!! will try hard to make my wish come true. hopefully i can do it ah!!! heehee... London 2012, i certainly hope to see u 7yrs later!!!
secondly, it is abt 绝对Superstar. yeahz!!! Hong Junyang & He Weijian performed today. lucky ah... at least i still can watch their performances before i leave. heehee... today both of them look so different. boy-next-door image a bit changed ah... esp for Hong Junyang... he got a bit of his moustache on his face, change his dressing & so tat he look more manly overall. & most of all, he sang my favourite song, "Jie Kou" by Jay Chou!!! heehee... his voice was good (of cos his pronounciation is better than Jay lah... ha...). judges gave him very positive comments and i was so happy for him... his points was the highest for today! heehee... *pray hard tat he will make it thru ah...* (oso pray tat curse of highest score dun get in wun fall on him...)
another one is He Weijian. hmm... he change a bit too. though tat jacket as wat judges said, is over size for him ah... he too skinny lah... haha... but i like his singing so much. always so smoothing for ear... & tink he likes Fan Yi Chen's songs ah... last week sang his song, tis time oso his song.. haha... best sia! *oso pray tat he gets in*
lastly, the sad ting is i CANNOT bring a very very important thing with me over to aust. haiz... is something i cannot leave without ah... & whenever i study, i need it by my side. i will confine to tat ting whenever i am sad ah... haiz... my bro always say shld install a detector in tat ting so tat he can listen to my secrets... haha... for those who noe me ah, u all shld noe who i am referring to. yep! it is my beloved and precious BEE BEE. a rabbit tat had been with me for the past 17 yrs. i will really miss it when i go to aust. it had been my best best fren... haiz... i told other pple i will bring it over but after second tot, better not. cos for stuffed animals, i need declare at the custom & if the custom officers see its color, they sure faint ah. & may even confiscate my BEE BEE. so in order not to risk its life, i decide to leave it at home... is a painful decision ah... maybe u will me childish and strange ah. y get so upset by a stuffed toy? haiz.. tis stuffed toy is very different. it had been with me for so many yrs... is my bday gift & i really treasure it and treat it as my FREN. even when it is so dirty and smelly tat pple ask me throw away, i oso nv bear to cos to me, it is my FREN. how can i throw a FREN away, rite? haha... dun tink i am crazy or wat... i juz treasure my tings alot... anyway, though i can't bring it over, i still have its photos for viewing... heehee... "BEE BEE, i am going to miss u so so much... juz as much as i miss my family & frens..."
*2 more days to the BIG day!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
BGR relationship need alot of maintainance, effort & time...
hmm... heard of a sad case of break up again... & tis story of breaking up reminds me of wat happen abt 2 yrs ago. story is the same ah... but in order not to remind anyone of the sad happening, i shall not elaborate the story.
"a relationship only involve 2 pple." usually pple can very "xiao sa" to say tat & y shld they care abt pple's views, as long as they r happy with each other, wat else can be bothering them. however, we cannot deny tat pple's words and views does matter. u can very happily say i dun care how pple look at our relationship & i dun need pple approval or watever. it is between me and my partner, wat does other pple know & y shld they care so much? however, when pple say such comments, do they really mean tat? can they really dun care & tink of pple's views and words? ans is usually they cannot. esp when tings such as break up happen.
in a break up, we often do not know wat is the real reason as we r not the couple involve. for some pple who sort of know the reasons, they may understand. but for some who dunno anything, their comments r the worst man! they can say anything they tink is rite, they can say anything tat they tink is true & they dun understand anything abt the whole issue but juz like give comments. cannot blame pple oso cos tis is human nature of being nosy and full of comments (i would not say tat i am a saint, cos i am such nosy person who like to comment too...) often all these ignorance comments by all these pple r very very hurting & painful. i once had a fren who is so hurt by all these comments tat his close frens said & felt so depressed ah. haiz... & i had seen quite a few cases. usually guys r the one kanna scoldings & criticism when a break up involve. y is tat so? pple usually show pity for gals but how abt the guys? at some situations, both r at fault. or some cases, the guy is innocent. in some cases guys r really the idiot one lah... but no matter wat is the reason, guys still have to be the poor ting one. life is unfair sia... juz becos gals seems the weak one, then guys muz be blame for watever happen. i am not siding the guys (i am a gal lor... i shld fight for gals ah...), juz tat i feel unfair for the guys.
when break up involve, something bound to goes wrong with both side. if not, how come will break up leh. so it is not entirely fault on the guy or the gal. a relationship need both of them to maintain. if it end up in a failure and result in break up, both muz be responsible. no such ting as pin point is the guy's fault or is the gal's fault. even if it is 1 party's fault, then wat is the reason for tis fault leh? was it becos neglience of both parties? was it becos it was a wrong start at the beginning? was it becos there is no communication in both parties or was it becos there is no initative from both sides?
haiz... having relationship is nv an easy job lor... need so much maintainance and time & effort (seems familiar words ah... heehee... copy from my previous few entry abt frenship). if u r willing to give in time & effort, then u can start a relationship. if not, dun start one & then regret or wat. but still love is unpredictable. anyting could happen anytime & anywhere no matter how stable tings go... so i would tink is better to treasure wat u have now & be contented and learn to enjoy it. dun ever regret when u lose it ah...
*3 more days to the BIG day!
"a relationship only involve 2 pple." usually pple can very "xiao sa" to say tat & y shld they care abt pple's views, as long as they r happy with each other, wat else can be bothering them. however, we cannot deny tat pple's words and views does matter. u can very happily say i dun care how pple look at our relationship & i dun need pple approval or watever. it is between me and my partner, wat does other pple know & y shld they care so much? however, when pple say such comments, do they really mean tat? can they really dun care & tink of pple's views and words? ans is usually they cannot. esp when tings such as break up happen.
in a break up, we often do not know wat is the real reason as we r not the couple involve. for some pple who sort of know the reasons, they may understand. but for some who dunno anything, their comments r the worst man! they can say anything they tink is rite, they can say anything tat they tink is true & they dun understand anything abt the whole issue but juz like give comments. cannot blame pple oso cos tis is human nature of being nosy and full of comments (i would not say tat i am a saint, cos i am such nosy person who like to comment too...) often all these ignorance comments by all these pple r very very hurting & painful. i once had a fren who is so hurt by all these comments tat his close frens said & felt so depressed ah. haiz... & i had seen quite a few cases. usually guys r the one kanna scoldings & criticism when a break up involve. y is tat so? pple usually show pity for gals but how abt the guys? at some situations, both r at fault. or some cases, the guy is innocent. in some cases guys r really the idiot one lah... but no matter wat is the reason, guys still have to be the poor ting one. life is unfair sia... juz becos gals seems the weak one, then guys muz be blame for watever happen. i am not siding the guys (i am a gal lor... i shld fight for gals ah...), juz tat i feel unfair for the guys.
when break up involve, something bound to goes wrong with both side. if not, how come will break up leh. so it is not entirely fault on the guy or the gal. a relationship need both of them to maintain. if it end up in a failure and result in break up, both muz be responsible. no such ting as pin point is the guy's fault or is the gal's fault. even if it is 1 party's fault, then wat is the reason for tis fault leh? was it becos neglience of both parties? was it becos it was a wrong start at the beginning? was it becos there is no communication in both parties or was it becos there is no initative from both sides?
haiz... having relationship is nv an easy job lor... need so much maintainance and time & effort (seems familiar words ah... heehee... copy from my previous few entry abt frenship). if u r willing to give in time & effort, then u can start a relationship. if not, dun start one & then regret or wat. but still love is unpredictable. anyting could happen anytime & anywhere no matter how stable tings go... so i would tink is better to treasure wat u have now & be contented and learn to enjoy it. dun ever regret when u lose it ah...
*3 more days to the BIG day!
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
i like to be part of organising MAJOR events...
this evening, the Internation Olympic Committee (IOC) meeting will be officially open! yeahz!!! finally ah... after so many months of preparation, everyone had been looking forward to it. everyone is excited abt the result as to who will be the host country for 2012 Olympic Games. will it be Paris 2012, London 2012, Madrid 2012, Moscow 2012 or New York 2012??? we will noe it by tomolo evening. Yeahz!!!
tis few weeks, news & newspapers had been having so many reports abt this whole meeting. & for tis few days, City Hall area r so crowded. crowded with the normal working crowd, the IOC officials & their families as well as our Police force! they can be seen almost everywher near to the Raffles city area. last evening i was at city hall mrt & guess wat. i saw 6 policeman standing at the entrance of the control station. on sat when i was at tat area, i saw a grp of abt 10 over policeman standing guard. wow! the security is so so tight...oso no choice lah, cos tis is considered as a grand event. so many big shots r in town now. for instance, Tony Blair, David Beckham (yeahz!!!) & some impt politicans from the 5 countries. if i am any terrorist (i am saying if i am lah... but i am NOT of cos!!!), i will choose tis place, tis timing ah...
tomolo we will noe who is the host country for the 2012 Olympic Games ah! yeahz! i love watching all these sports event. be it Sea Games, Commonwealth Games, Aisa Games, Olympic Games, i like to watch & get excited by the various races and games. spore may not be a strong country as compared but still is always very fulfilling seeing the sports pple from my own country fighting for the glory and championship. even they lose, the spirit r still remarkable. bravo to them!!! yeahz!!!
it had been since a while since spore last host any major games (spore can only afford to host Sea Games kind of games as we have limited land and resources). in order to host such grand events, i would tink a lot alot of money, effort, pple and resources r needed. esp when it need to accomodate for more than 1000 pple from various countries. it is definitely not going to be easy ah! act i have a small wish. i wish tat i can be involve in the organising of such sports event. small or big, i seriously dun mind. i wanna experience how r tings like during all these events. next yr, commonwealth games will be in Melbourne! yeahz! how i wish i can go down & take a look or even find a part time job there... as ball picker or run errands... heehee... at least i can see how it is like ah...
back in spore, i oso have another wish. it is for my country's bday! yeahz! i wanna be involve in the NDP parade organising. but i noe all along NDP r taken care of by our SAF pple. haiz.. maybe when i come back from Aust, they have new ruling and open up such organising to outsiders.. i certainly look forward ah...
haha... guess all these r in born in me tat i like organise events. & tat is y i wanna go study event management. hopefully i can utilise wat i learn in my future job. yeahz!!!
*4 more days to the BIG day!
tis few weeks, news & newspapers had been having so many reports abt this whole meeting. & for tis few days, City Hall area r so crowded. crowded with the normal working crowd, the IOC officials & their families as well as our Police force! they can be seen almost everywher near to the Raffles city area. last evening i was at city hall mrt & guess wat. i saw 6 policeman standing at the entrance of the control station. on sat when i was at tat area, i saw a grp of abt 10 over policeman standing guard. wow! the security is so so tight...oso no choice lah, cos tis is considered as a grand event. so many big shots r in town now. for instance, Tony Blair, David Beckham (yeahz!!!) & some impt politicans from the 5 countries. if i am any terrorist (i am saying if i am lah... but i am NOT of cos!!!), i will choose tis place, tis timing ah...
tomolo we will noe who is the host country for the 2012 Olympic Games ah! yeahz! i love watching all these sports event. be it Sea Games, Commonwealth Games, Aisa Games, Olympic Games, i like to watch & get excited by the various races and games. spore may not be a strong country as compared but still is always very fulfilling seeing the sports pple from my own country fighting for the glory and championship. even they lose, the spirit r still remarkable. bravo to them!!! yeahz!!!
it had been since a while since spore last host any major games (spore can only afford to host Sea Games kind of games as we have limited land and resources). in order to host such grand events, i would tink a lot alot of money, effort, pple and resources r needed. esp when it need to accomodate for more than 1000 pple from various countries. it is definitely not going to be easy ah! act i have a small wish. i wish tat i can be involve in the organising of such sports event. small or big, i seriously dun mind. i wanna experience how r tings like during all these events. next yr, commonwealth games will be in Melbourne! yeahz! how i wish i can go down & take a look or even find a part time job there... as ball picker or run errands... heehee... at least i can see how it is like ah...
back in spore, i oso have another wish. it is for my country's bday! yeahz! i wanna be involve in the NDP parade organising. but i noe all along NDP r taken care of by our SAF pple. haiz.. maybe when i come back from Aust, they have new ruling and open up such organising to outsiders.. i certainly look forward ah...
haha... guess all these r in born in me tat i like organise events. & tat is y i wanna go study event management. hopefully i can utilise wat i learn in my future job. yeahz!!!
*4 more days to the BIG day!
Monday, July 04, 2005
to my dearest poly frenz from 2B26... 谢谢！！！
juz went for a dinner gathering with my poly frenz... is a farewell dinner for me. haha... they r so nice to treat me to dinner ah... (if i noe earlier, i order something more exp ah... hahaha... *kidding*). BIG thank u to them! we had our dinner @ NYDC suntec & the mudpie was simply DELICIOUS!!! yeahz!
i had known tis grp of frenz from NP for almost 4yrs... they had been my best pals in poly even when we went to diff classes in yr 3, we r still on good terms and ongoing contact. we went thru moments of happines, laughter and difficulties (mainly during tests, projects & examz...) together with them, my life in poly had always been so wonderful and full of fun. fond memories where everyone of us actually play a part in. bday celebrations, celebrations after major projects, celebrations after examz... i will definitely miss all these so so much... after graduation last yr, everyone had been busy working. life is very much diff from studying life but still we r in contact. something which i am very pleased abt as such good frens r not easy to come by...
wee wee's note to my poly frenz from 2B26: together with all of u, we had alot of fun and fond memories. something so pleasant tat i will nv forget. late hrs of KTV sessions & suppers r always so enjoyable with u guys around. my poly life will be so different with u guys. really wanna THANK U for everything!!!
wee wee's note specially for my dearest SAN SAN: haha... wonder r u reading ah??? but nvm lah, juz write 1st. thank u for always tolerating my nonsense & when i always suan u, u nv scold me or get angry ah... haha... take good care of urself, k? drop me a msg every now & then... i will reply one... will definitely miss u & pat alot (esp the times when we go out for shopping & i will wait for u 2 outside the toilet... ahah). if u have any prob, feel free to look for pat too.. she very free one... haha...
wee wee's note specially for my dearest PAT PAT: i noe u will be reading... heehee.. u had been the most wonderful fren i ever can have. always so understanding and noe me so well. i really appreciate tat very much! u muz take care of urself & be kind to urself ah... dun ill treat urself & u definitely deserve a better love life! any prob, can always msg me or email me. i am always ready to listen. if not, u look for san lah... she will be free ah... haha... will miss u & san alot...
i had known tis grp of frenz from NP for almost 4yrs... they had been my best pals in poly even when we went to diff classes in yr 3, we r still on good terms and ongoing contact. we went thru moments of happines, laughter and difficulties (mainly during tests, projects & examz...) together with them, my life in poly had always been so wonderful and full of fun. fond memories where everyone of us actually play a part in. bday celebrations, celebrations after major projects, celebrations after examz... i will definitely miss all these so so much... after graduation last yr, everyone had been busy working. life is very much diff from studying life but still we r in contact. something which i am very pleased abt as such good frens r not easy to come by...
wee wee's note to my poly frenz from 2B26: together with all of u, we had alot of fun and fond memories. something so pleasant tat i will nv forget. late hrs of KTV sessions & suppers r always so enjoyable with u guys around. my poly life will be so different with u guys. really wanna THANK U for everything!!!
wee wee's note specially for my dearest SAN SAN: haha... wonder r u reading ah??? but nvm lah, juz write 1st. thank u for always tolerating my nonsense & when i always suan u, u nv scold me or get angry ah... haha... take good care of urself, k? drop me a msg every now & then... i will reply one... will definitely miss u & pat alot (esp the times when we go out for shopping & i will wait for u 2 outside the toilet... ahah). if u have any prob, feel free to look for pat too.. she very free one... haha...
wee wee's note specially for my dearest PAT PAT: i noe u will be reading... heehee.. u had been the most wonderful fren i ever can have. always so understanding and noe me so well. i really appreciate tat very much! u muz take care of urself & be kind to urself ah... dun ill treat urself & u definitely deserve a better love life! any prob, can always msg me or email me. i am always ready to listen. if not, u look for san lah... she will be free ah... haha... will miss u & san alot...
big THANK U to my dearest family....
today is FAMILY day!!! 1 of the happiest family gathering i had as i met up with almost all my aunties, uncles and cousins. is really really great feeling. such gathering will only happen during special occassions like chinese new yr, weddings or birthdays. the last one we had was during my 21st bday earlier tis yr... now tis time is for.... my farewell lor.... haiz... kinda sad leh... * (emotional again... lian lor, aft reading her blog... tears rolled down... now affect my feeling for my blog entry... haha...)
tis afternoon i met up with my family for my father's side. we had a luxurious lunch @ Yong Chun Yuan. food was nice and there is alot alot... so much until really gota packet them home for dinner... haha... but all the dishes r delicious & so full ah!!! quite worth it ah... took some photos with my uncles, aunties and cousins. well, gota miss them so so much when i am in Aust as they had been the main support to help me endure along the way thru all kind of situations. when my little cousin, Weiqi came up to me to ask:" Weishan Jie Jie, how long will u be away? when will i see u again?" for a moment, i really dunno wat to say... i almost broke down into tears cos i really cannot bear to leave them & i will miss them so much. even before i left, i already feel tat sense of sadness. when she came to offer me half of her favourite fried bun, i really wanna hug her and cry. well, i hold back cos i noe i cannot get emotional @ tis time. i may have so much sadness to feel for, so much tears to drop for the fact i am leaving. i noe i cannot do it as it is not wat they wanna see in me. they wanna see me succeeding in my studies there. obtaining good results is definitely a better gift to them than seeing me cry & cry. how can i disappoint them & myself leh? heehee.. :)
dinner was another round of farewell @ my grandma's house. it was my mother's side of family. & my mother specially cook my fav curry chicken & pig stomach soup for me. everyone was present. they asked me if i am ready to go & how is my packing getting on. they said they will come & send me off next sat @ the airport. i am very touched to hear tat. even if they can't go next sat, i wun get angry either cos i can sense their care & concern for me. turn by turn, they gave me advices and reminders of tings i shld look out when i am there. i really wanna thank them. the same ting i wanna present to them will definitely be a set of good results when i come back. only way i can tink of to repay their kindess, care and concern.
dad, mum & bro din say anything much. well, usually we r a family of little words. our care & concern r usually shown thru actions unknowningly. in our heart, we noe we care for each other. though they din say much, i noe they care & i really feel so sad to leave them. i hate to say tat but i realy cannot bear to leave them... i miss dad, mum & bro so so much....
FAMILY played the most impt role in my life for the past 21 yrs. no matter is my parents, grandfather (who passed away when i was 11yrs old), grandmothers, brother, uncles, aunties or cousins. i wun be able to go thru all the various stages without their presence & support. when i am in aust, i will be alone. something i am so worried as i dunno whether i can survive without them. but i noe they wun wan to see me cry & get upset. they wanna see a happy me coming back with good results which every single one of them will be proud of! i will not disappoint them or myself. is a promise tat i made to them & myself before i go. with tat in heart, i would definitely be able to move on... definitely! :)
last of all, from deep down inside my heart, i wanna say a big big "THANK U" to every single of family & relatives!!!
*5 days more to the BIG day!
tis afternoon i met up with my family for my father's side. we had a luxurious lunch @ Yong Chun Yuan. food was nice and there is alot alot... so much until really gota packet them home for dinner... haha... but all the dishes r delicious & so full ah!!! quite worth it ah... took some photos with my uncles, aunties and cousins. well, gota miss them so so much when i am in Aust as they had been the main support to help me endure along the way thru all kind of situations. when my little cousin, Weiqi came up to me to ask:" Weishan Jie Jie, how long will u be away? when will i see u again?" for a moment, i really dunno wat to say... i almost broke down into tears cos i really cannot bear to leave them & i will miss them so much. even before i left, i already feel tat sense of sadness. when she came to offer me half of her favourite fried bun, i really wanna hug her and cry. well, i hold back cos i noe i cannot get emotional @ tis time. i may have so much sadness to feel for, so much tears to drop for the fact i am leaving. i noe i cannot do it as it is not wat they wanna see in me. they wanna see me succeeding in my studies there. obtaining good results is definitely a better gift to them than seeing me cry & cry. how can i disappoint them & myself leh? heehee.. :)
dinner was another round of farewell @ my grandma's house. it was my mother's side of family. & my mother specially cook my fav curry chicken & pig stomach soup for me. everyone was present. they asked me if i am ready to go & how is my packing getting on. they said they will come & send me off next sat @ the airport. i am very touched to hear tat. even if they can't go next sat, i wun get angry either cos i can sense their care & concern for me. turn by turn, they gave me advices and reminders of tings i shld look out when i am there. i really wanna thank them. the same ting i wanna present to them will definitely be a set of good results when i come back. only way i can tink of to repay their kindess, care and concern.
dad, mum & bro din say anything much. well, usually we r a family of little words. our care & concern r usually shown thru actions unknowningly. in our heart, we noe we care for each other. though they din say much, i noe they care & i really feel so sad to leave them. i hate to say tat but i realy cannot bear to leave them... i miss dad, mum & bro so so much....
FAMILY played the most impt role in my life for the past 21 yrs. no matter is my parents, grandfather (who passed away when i was 11yrs old), grandmothers, brother, uncles, aunties or cousins. i wun be able to go thru all the various stages without their presence & support. when i am in aust, i will be alone. something i am so worried as i dunno whether i can survive without them. but i noe they wun wan to see me cry & get upset. they wanna see a happy me coming back with good results which every single one of them will be proud of! i will not disappoint them or myself. is a promise tat i made to them & myself before i go. with tat in heart, i would definitely be able to move on... definitely! :)
last of all, from deep down inside my heart, i wanna say a big big "THANK U" to every single of family & relatives!!!
*5 days more to the BIG day!
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