"be contented with current moment & work the best out of it" --- somewhat it is hard to maintain this belief for long...
my aunt said to me: "face it and do something abt it OR leave it and live with it. is your call!"
haiz.. hanging on is one thing and when reality is there, it is a totally different issue. i dunno how long more i can hold on to my belief, i dunno if i have the energy to hang on, i dunno how and what i shld do to make myself feel better and carry on with this journey. i noe i need to find the balance and the motivation to hang on BUT is the motivation good enough to cover up for whatever is lacking from DAY 1? i still have a BIG question mark in my mind.
i noe it is time for me to do something rather than wait for something tat may not even come by. i hesitated initially but now i am very sure tat i need to do something before the situation stay stagnant for long.
praying hard and really need all the good blessing.. :)
