Tuesday, June 27, 2006

~~Party Time~~!!!

ohh... finally i can sit down and slowly update my blog. been very tired last few days, juz lying on bed watching shows and i really dun feel like going out at all ah... whahaha... from last day of exam till next day, i never sleep for 24hours straight... really very very tiring but very shuang and is a total concast the next day. well, i noe is not good to dun sleep for so long lah... and got pple scold me foolish ah... *blek*

anyway, as mentioned in earlier entry, i am going for clubbing. really very "black" day ah.. 1stly me and my 2 housemates, Huiying & Tess and Tess' fren, Sammi went out for dinner before clubbing. we went out at abt 7plus, reaching city at abt 8plus, close to 9 liao. guess wat... by then alot of restaurants close liao. we wanna eat sizzler, end up close liao. went to Beach House, a cafe cum pub, their kitchen already close for the day. so went to see if the Korean or Japanese restaurant still open, end up all CLOSE ah! shit manz! really sway ah... so we ended up going to Coffee Club. food was not tat fantastic but we r hungry so no choice ah.. whaha... wanna eat a good meal, wanna spend $$$ for it oso no chance ah. whaha...

then we met Peiyi to go to her frens' house to gather together while we take cab to the pub. then another round of sway encounters. 1st, we went to Family, one of the most popular club in Brisbane. the layout from wat i see from webby is sort of like MOS but of cos smaller. the queue was horrible. we reached there at abt 12am then started to queue. all of us girls already going to pay for the entrance fees then suddenly Peiyi shouted out not to go in cos one of the guys cannot go in. we ended up leaving the place. the guy fren cannot go in becos of his attire. the ppl-in-charge said tat he wasn't dressing too appropriately. well, act his attire is ok lor. juz maybe he look kinda blur, so they trying make tings difficult. anyway, so we left for the 2nd option. tis time round, the guys went 1st. haha.. end up really sway again... another guy fren cannot go in becos inappropriate shoes. really very sway ah... by then already 12 plus.. then we headed for 3rd pub. the queue was damn long so we decided to go to the 4th one. the queue was long too and tat area tat we went was at Chinatown, very sleezy and havoc area with really alot of pple. so the queue was like very horrible. then juz as we wanna go, my guy fren was stopped again. they tried to tok to them, end up the pple-in-charge let him in. so finally!!! we managed to go into a pub as a group! by then it was 1plus liao lor... we walked around the whole area for almost an hr before we can get in. wowo... the pub tat we went was called Empire. music was okok. me not those who club alot so to me no diff ah... whaha.. my frens were saying not realy nice music. anyway, to me all the same ah.

so abt 4am, we decided to leave the place liao... we went out, wanna take the nite train, but we miss it. wanna walked out and take cab but the queue was horrifying long.. so we decided to walk to city from chinatown but is juz too too cold. so we decided to stop half way and call cab. can u believe it? we called and called, waited and waited but there is no cab! we waited for almost 45mins then there is tis cab who came and said tat he was called by someone. but when he reached there, tat caller already left. so the taxi driver very very kind hearted, he decide to take us. all 5 of us. act cannot take 5 pple but he very nice ah... see us stranded liao... so juz decide to take the risk and along the way home, we kanna 2 road blocks. so scary... cos we have 5 passengers... illegal ah... whaha... so by abt 6am, we finally safely reached home.. it was a very tiring nite... walked and walked, wait and wait.. well, i still watch a bit of soccer before i sleep in the morning at abt 9am ah... so in total, full 24hrs nv sleep. whaha...

anyway, here r some photos i taken in the pub with my frens...

Girls Power!! (left to rite: Sammi, Huiying, Peiyi, Angie, Tess)

yeahz!!! while taking photo, we have an intruder... whahaha... he kinda cute ah... yeahz~~!!!

heehee... me and Peiyi trying to be funny.. kinda silly ah...

Female version of Brokeback Mountain??? whahaha...

Huiying & me in Empire while everyone is dancing, we decide to take photos... heehee...

look @ my sulky face... yes! we waited at Catherdral Place for 45 mins for the cab when we act called 3 to 4 times liao... very pissed off ah.. and is very cold tat nite lor...

hmm... today Huiying, my housemate went back to Spore liao. haiz... make me miss home oso ah.. anyway, i will not go home lor cos i already buy the Melbourne air tix. i am going to tour!!! whaha... cannot keep complaining i wanna go home liao... so negative tinking.. no good.. i have lots of tings to do.. let me relax a few more days, then i shall get tings going. tomolo going to spend lots of money liao... cos going to harbour town for shopping... whaha... i need to buy jackets! yeahz!!!

oh ya... tis is for my Dearest Grace who is enjoying in spore now... Big Brother has another round of 3 intruders, with one of them evicted juz abt 3 days into the house. then now left with 2 intruders, Darren and Perry. Darren seems interested in Claire and David seems interested in Darren. David went into the diary room and confessed tat he is super attracted to Darren whom he tinks is extraordinary looking... whahahaha... as for Perry, i dun like her ah. very motherly figure but sort of over do everything liao... juz wanna get involve in everything. pple sad or happy, she oso wanna comment. too bossy at times too... John, Ashely and Jamie act make fun of her words and attitude. very mean of them ah... then tis week, 4 pple up for eviction. David, Camilia, Krystal and Gaylon. hmm... yep! tat is all for now ah... any more interesting updates, will tell ya again ah... have fun in spore ah!!! love ur pics in ur blog... *muacks*

Saturday, June 24, 2006

i finished ALL my examz... now is PARTY time... whahahha..

whahahaha... i finished ALL my examz!!! yippee!!! hip! hip! hurray!!! yeahz...

the paper was okok.. and i came out earlier than expected cos the paper was rather straightforward, however i dunno if my ans is wat lecturer wanna... haha... watever it is, shall noe the results 2 weeks later... pretty fast leh.. yeahz... results will be out on 5 July. before tat, juz let me enjoy to the fullest. i wanna good sleep, good rest, good food and good entertainment of series marathon, shopping outing... whahaha...

oh yeahz!!! rite now i am all dressed up and waiting for my housemates to be ready so tat we can go and have a good dinner @ Sizzler and then we r going clubbing @ Family.. the most vibrant nightclub in Brisbane according to the website description... hahaha.. yeahz! okok... shall get going now.. update more with photos and everything else. yeahz!

LONG awaiting moment of freedom.. on its way to me SOON...

in another 5 hours i will regain my freedom!!! free from all books, notes, definitions, stress and pressure... i can have good long long sleep for as long as i wanna, i can watch all the series tat had been stored in my hard disk for donkey years, i can have fun and slack for all i wanna... yes! yes! yes! freedom is on its way to me soon... whahaha... watever it is, after the paper later, i juz wanna let go and have FUN! real FUN.. going out, having fun, playing basketball (craving ah...)

no more mood for studies liao... haha.. so decide slack a bit then go bath then go uni for examz liao.. tonite will be party nite.. yippee!!! hurray!!! going out for dinner with my housemates and then we going clubbing.. heehee.. sound new to some of u? yeahz.. cos i usually dun go clubbing lor. everyone almost fall off their chairs when they heard tat i going clubbing. oh well, juz wanna let go a bit and since they suggested, might as well ba... heehee..

anw, i am off for my long awaiting exam paper liao.. all the best to myself! whahaha... :D

Friday, June 23, 2006

Temptations vs Determinations...

have u tried before to study in a house full of temptations?? as in real temptations tat can make u really stop studying and join in. i've nv tried bfore ah.. last time in spore, even when i am studying for exam, becos i am the only one studying at home, i dun feel tat stress, no envy feelings. even there is temptation, is only TV. but my family will scarifice some TV programs during my examz period cos they noe tat i am a 100% TV addict.. haha... if i get near to TV during exam period, i will get scolding from everyone at home... my aunt, my granny, my brother... heehee...

as for now, in a house with all students including myself, everyone is having exam but ending at different period of time. with all my housemates finished their examz already, i am the only one left in the house struggling... haiz... so last nite was a battle between TEMPTATIONS & DETERMINATIONS... heehee.. guess who won???

of cos is Determinations lah! i nv gave in lor.. i made my choice.. i dun wan to choose enjoy now and regret after tat. i chose to suffer now & enjoy later with NO regrets! i promise i will study means i will study. i did it ah!!! last nite i survived thru the 1st round of temptations from my lovely housemates and neighbours... haha..

they had a mini party of wine and frozen prawns with chips (my contribution!!!) to celebrate end of examz for them. well, they have every rite to enjoy their well deserved party as we all really suffer alot during tis examz.. huiying gota struggle to study when her heart long flew back to Spore for hols... peiyi gota study when the pain at her 2 ankles r killing her.. i witnessed it myself tat she cannot even walked from kitchen to living tat she got to crawl there... poor girl... tess gota to stay up to study no matter how sleepy she is and for someone like her who sleep in the day, studying in the day really can kill her ah... whahaha... as for my neighbours, Lynnette & Jael.. busy period for them as they r moving out liao.. so gota juggle between studies and packing up.. very xin ku lor.. (i tried before last sem). anyway, all for good now... Girls, enjoy to the fullest for ur well deserved break after examz ba... i will join u gals soon.. i can smell the freedom coming to me very soon... haha.. after my paper tomolo, is party time! i wanna party till i cannot tahan... haha... i shall hang on till the very last min tomolo! last paper, last day of exam, last session! i shall and will and muz do my very best! yeahz!!!

okok.. here r some photos i took last nite while saying hi to them.. haha.. (pardon me for keeping taking photos.. i have new digi cam liao.. i simply cannot resist the temptation of taking photos... whahahaha...)


the girls r having an enjoyable time in my house living room with chips, frozen prawns & red wine... fun time sia... (left to rite: Lynnette, Peiyi, Huiying, Tess, Jael)


tat's me... with my notes for tomolo examz... i look kelian and sad, dun i??? *sob sob*

in my midst of mugging, my sweetest housemates came up and gave me tis... yes! frozen prawns... din eat prawns for mths liao... whahaha... so happy... love them so so much... *muackz* delicious sia... juicy & big fat prawns...

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Junk Food vs Fruits..

hmm.. wat is the best companion for u during ur mugging period for examz??? haha... here r my best companion other than coffee every morning..


Chips! Biscuits! Chocolates (not in the pic)... yeahz!!! all the most most sinful junk food!!! whahaha... really very guilty when i start to snack on them but somehow i feel better after eating them... hmm, i got a bad practice ah.. eat and eat when i am stress or unhappy.. tat explains my size, i guess... whahaha... & like wat my housemate said, "don't u tink u feel more satisfied after snacking???" haha... excuses but i like it! yeahz...

anyway, i decide to cut down on snacks liao ah... cos is not bringing me good ah... so i went to cut some fruits and put in my lunch box so tat when i feel like eating, i have them with me instead of chips. heehee.. thank u to Pat Pat for reminding me tat fruits r healthier lor... :)

okok... after i finish my last lot of chips and chocolate, i shall not add stock liao.. currently, i have 1 and a half pack of chips and 1 pack of M & M chocolates. i shall contribute 1 pack of chips to my housemates' drinking party later... then i dun need to eat myself.. heehee.. good idea, yeahz! :D

"Appreciating Life" & "Human 7 Greatest Sins"

heehee... i "grab" these blog words from ZR's blogger cos i tink is really quite meaningful ah... (ZR, paiseh ah.. i noe u wun mind lah... :D)

Entry ONE:
"Appreciating Life"

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often, we look so long at the closed door,
we don't see the one which has been opened to us.
Don't go for looks, they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth, it can fade away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because a smile can make a dark day bright.
Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go.
Be who you want to be because you have only one life and one chance to do the things you want to do.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.
You can't go forward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Don't count the years - count the memories.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away

Entry TWO:
"Human 7 Greatest Sins"

Pride;
Envy;
Anger;
Sloth;
Greed;
Gluttony;
Lust.
Human 7 greatest sins..
Overcome them... don let them affect u...
and u will find happiness. =)

hmm.. how does all these sound?? strive a meaning to u? well, it does for me ohh.. anyway, back to books for me again.. when my whole house (my 3 housemates) r in holidays indulgence, i am still struggling for my last paper on the very last day of examz... hmph~! i shall resist all temptation & last till the very very end.. smell of freedom is very near liao... i can smell it.. soon soon.. it will belong to ME!!!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

some random photos taken in between of mugging period for last exam paper!!!

haha... tis morning was raining so heavily... cooling feeling make me dun feel like studying.. so i took out my darling digi cam and took some photos. jun asked me to test out my camera to see if all features r functioning well... haha... then act wanna post the photos up tis morning but computer got prob, cannot upload in time so here i am with the blog entry before i go mug for my last exam paper and then go watch soccer match... heehee...

some silly photos i took with silly expression... my housemate said very act cute and "qian da" haha... i oso tink so ah... yeahz!!! but i quite like ah... woohoo~!!! here u r, enjoy ah..


trying to make a piggy nose... haha.. *background: my darling soft toys r still asleep on my bed... haha...*

*blek* my tongue so short... wahahahaha...


see... i can roll my tongue ohhh... can u??? heehee...


~wah!!! trying to act scare scare but seems rather retarded... but i like tis photo ah... haha!!!


my mini photo gallery... can u spot any photo of u on it??? heehee...


my Garfield cup, from Jasmin.. haha... since Jun ask me try out my camera's zoom so i anyhow take and zoom in on my cup with coffee (best companion as it keeps me awake during exam... yeahz!)

Monday, June 19, 2006

Bravo Brazil~!!! simply Brilliant!!! heehee...

haha... looking at the time... is 4.20am liao!!! yeahz!!! y am i still up at tis hour? i am not studying lor... haha.. currently my location is at my house's living room. heehee.. i am here with my lappy and notes (act act only lah).. watching WORLD CUP!!! yeahz!!! i finished watching 2 matches. now waiting for the last match of the day. 1st match was Japan vs Croatia. hmm.. is quite a boring game and not much excitement. only consolation is Japan's handsome guys.. haha.. Nakata & Inamoto! yeahz!!! but then my fav Japanese player is their keeper.. Kawaguchi! he is simply superb! really great keeper.. if not for him, i tink Japan wun draw the match, will end up with a lost ah. well, lucky he is around.. so pray hard he can still perform tat well for next match against Brazil so tat Japan can hang on when facing this World defending champion.

haha.. come to mention abt Brazil.. my bravo brazil.. they din disappoint me tis time round. heehee.. they won! yes! they really won! is 2-0 against Australia. is was a rather boring game in the 1st half but the momento seems to be slightly better in 2nd half and finally Brazil scored and game ended with a 2-0 win over Aussie. heehee... simply great sia! yeahz!!! well, though i am in Australia now, i would like to see Australia go into 2nd round, i dun wanna see Brazil lose lor. very mao dun but thank god tat brazil won in the end. now brazil will be in the 2nd round. heehee... yippee!!! so now i pray for Australia to b the 2nd team to qualify for 2nd round for tis grp ba.

haha... okok... i shall end here and prepare for last match of the day. act feeling very guilty... i shld be studying and yet i am watching tv ah. ahha... okok... tomolo shall b diligent in studying... cannot afford slack again. okok.. promise tat i will study!!! yes! for last paper... muz pia all the way ah!!!

Sunday, June 18, 2006

yippee!!! i can watch WORLD CUP!!! finally...

woohoo!!! i can watch world cup ah!!! yeahz!!! i have such a strong urge to watch tonight's match between Australia and Brazil. i act asked my guy fren where he is going to watch the match & if i can join him and his frens. but end up, i went to try to tune the channel on my house TV. heehee... finally... we've got it! haha.. yippee!!! tonight at 2am (Brisbane time), i can sit down and watch Australia vs Brazil with my lecture notes (i still have 1 more paper lor) & lappy. heehee... happy happy... *grinning*

act very guilty ah.. cos i nv studied much tis 2 days. ever since my paper on Friday, it seems tat i having hols liao.. haha.. now feeling kinda guilty and i tink i need to buck up ah.. seriously need study with concentration ah. if not, by next sat surely cannot finish revising. moreover if i dun curb myself from getting distracted, from 21jun to 24jun, i surely die ah. everyone in my house will finish exam on 21jun and i will still be mugging.. sian ah.. i look forward to next sat, 24jun, 4.30pm (brissy time).. to my total 100% freedom!!!! yeahz!!!!

okok... shall end here and continue study while waiting for my housemate finish cooking dinner... yeahz!

Friday, June 16, 2006

2/3 away from FREEDOM.. shall do some updates for time being.. heehee..

finally!!!! is after my most stressful paper of the examz!!! hmm.. honestly ah, i dunno how i will score. i have no confidence at all. all i noe i am very very happy tat i finally get over tis paper. i am one step closer to end of exam, one step closer to my long awaiting holidays. i seriously need a break from all these. i need a good good sleep, good good rest. well, before all that, i still need focus on my last paper next sat. is not the end yet.. heehee..

last nite, I had a weird dream & it is related to the daily horoscope I read on friendster. Nowadays friendster has tis new function of 'daily horoscope'. Honestly, is pretty accurate. For the past few days, I read mine. It had been quite true. well, to a certain extend, I am someone who believe very much in horoscope too. Last time in Spore, I weekly's weekly horoscope is my FAVOURITE. Haha.. anyway, as I was saying the dream was abt wat the horoscope actually advise. As per the horoscope, it said tat I shld spend some time tinking abt wat I wanna happen in future, something good and positive tat I wish to see happening in my life. I did tink abt it but later I decide to give up the tot as it was totally silly cos whatever I have in mind will nv come true lor. Haiz.. (paiseh ah, issue rather sensitive. I dun wan to say it out as yet. If there is a chance, I shall have a long long entry toking abt it. Haha..) then when I decide to abandon the tot, I act dreamt of it. Haha.. in reality, I can choose to escape. In my dream, how to escape leh? Guess is really something I wanna to see happening in my life, if not y would it appear in my dreams leh? Is making me feeling very very uneasy but I noe is useless for me to tink abt it. The more I tink, the more prob I will b creating for myself, the more irritated I can get. I shall leave it as it is, when the time is ripe, something will come out of it. If it is going to b as it is now, so be it lor. Okok.. better dun tink abt it ah!!! Haha..

anyway, today juz finished paper so wanna give myself some break. so i took out my new digi cam and yan jiu. heehee.. shun bian take some photos of my housemates, myself, my soft toys.. haha.. following r the photos I took... slowly admire ah.. yeahz!


hmm.. after i keep persuading them to take photos, my lovely housemates, Tess & Huiying finally agreed to b the 1st 2 models for my new cam.. haha.. yeahz!!!

wanna take photo of my new temporary housemate, Peiyi lor.. end up she used magazine covered her face.. hmm.. nvm, shall take a nice nice one b4 she moved out. haha..

yeahz! tat is me with my new buddy, Beary. specially flew in from Spore on 11 Jun.. special thanks to dearest Jasmin for tis wonderful surprise.. "girl ah, thank u so so much.. *muacks*"

okok!!! ATTENTION everyone!!! proudly present to u... my dearest family in my Brisbane HOME.. from left to rite: Boris (born in Australia, Brisbane), Beary (new born from Spore), Bee Bee ("oldest" among all.. specially intro from Spore), Baby (born in Australia, Brisbane)... they r my darlings.. simply the best i can ever have in Aussie.. w/o them, my life will b very dull.. they add colors and smiles to my life.. haha.. u guys muz be laughing at me saying tat i am childish.. but seriously i love soft toys very much.. dun ask me y ah.. :) now i have less space to sleep on my bed liao.. cos half of it is taken up by my 4 VIPs ah.. :P

Thursday, June 15, 2006

exam jittery?? NO WAY manz! *killer paper?? hmph!! it wun kill me! i am a STRONG challenger!*

is 8am paper tomolo!!!!! & i feel tat i am not at all prepared!!! how? how? quoting from Grace.. "i am having EXAM JITTERY!!!"

i cannot seems to concentrate. whatever i studied seems to get out of my mind. i dunno wat i am studying. & worst ting is my housemate is having exam tomolo but she like give up on studying liao. make me feel even more worried tat i will give up in the end. i dun wan.. i dun wanna give up till the end, i dun wan to admit defeat yet! i wanna fight on, fight on strong and tough!

gosh~!! i noe if i keep on worrying, there will only be adverse effect and i will have a mental block in the end. so i need to cool down and calm down 1st. pardon me if i am toking to myself again here. haha... u all shld get used liao lah...

"Ms Lim, dun be so panic. u've done ur revision. u noe ur stuff. u r juz making urself worry for nutting. u r juz stressing for no reason. u had been thru so many big and small examz, u shld noe urself very well. u always always give urself unnecessary stress before examz. u MUZ believe in ur own abilities tat u can do it. u muz have faith in urself.. u muz have confidence.. trust urself, endure till the very last min.. nv give up w/o fighting for it. u need to pull thru every challenge so tat u can a better person in any way u can tink of.. girl, u can do it, k? have faith and believe in urself, k? u have ur support from everyone back in spore (everyone, really?? haha...) & u have ur support from ur Brissy family of soft toys (haha... yeahz!!!) so u muz go thru & prove to everyone tat u can do it! NEVER give up till the end!"

haha... okok i tink i feel better after toking to myself... i shall carry on with my battle with my notes for Service Management! killer paper?? *blek* i wun let it kill me! shall defeat u with faith, confidence and real ability!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

2nd paper on friday!!! most stressful one!!!

2 more days to the 2nd paper... a paper i have least confidence in... a paper i tink i will not score... a paper which i juz hope for a pass ah. haiz... really useless to aim so low but i really worry for tis paper... somemore the lecturer so demanding and strict. *wan dan le...*

alot alot to study and i juz somehow cannot get it into my head. haha.. someone muz b scolding me liao. "concentrate on studies lah.. y still have time to blog?" okok... very fast one... 5 mins distraction only. juz wanna say how much i did yesterday..

woke up at 9am. after bathing and breaky, start to study at 10.30am then all the way till 5.30pm then i stopped my work and go bath before dinner. in between my only break r 5 to 10mins walk around the room. then after dinner, continue to study from 8.30pm to 2pm. total 12hrs and 30mins. i really nearly fainted in the end and i even had all the notes floating in my head when i finally cannot tahan and go to sleep. gosh~!!! is sign tat i am getting stress.. & i ate 2 mini-bites of TIME OUT yesterday.. really telling myself tat i am stress. and i woke up every 2 hrs last nite, worrying tat i over sleep. & wat can be worse is tat i had a cut at my thumb ah!!! arrgghh... yesterday wrote and wrote the notes non stop until there is a cut oso dunno... haha... ultimate ah... 1st time i cut my fingers while writing ah. tink my house no plasters liao.. friday wrap tissue to exam ah.. haha.. cos it juz hit rite smack at the spot on how i hold my pen to write. and the cut dunno y pretty deep. once touch anything will b painful.

okok... shall stop all these whining and get back to serious studies! focus and concentrate... tings will get better after friday!

Sunday, June 11, 2006

blessed with Warmth, Care & Concern... :)

okok.... tis entry has nutting to do with exam or studies or watsoever... tis entry is abt Spore, friends, warmth, happiness, digital camera and teddy bear!

yes!!! i met up with my poly classmate, Jennifer. she was here for work purposes. heehee... it had been 2 long years since i last see her. last time when i saw her was during graduation 2 years ago in poly. how time flies... she is now working and i am here in Aussie studying... hmm... she nv change a bit. still so smilely and pretty.. as frenly as ever and now with more maturity. haha... is such a warmth feeling to see someone familiar from HOME (esp during tis period of stress). i am glad tat she is here ah.. a short while but enough to let us catch up. we tok alot, really alot. back in poly, we aren't tat close but now everything seems different. haha.. and i invited her to my house for dinner. heehee.. so nice and great ah!!!


Jennifer & Me @ my house.. really glad to see her again after such a long while...

hmm... apart from catching up, she is my delivery woman. haha... "hey jen, really thank u so so much... *muacks*" she brought my new digital camera to me. haha... tis is the digital camera tat i had been longing for days, weeks, mths... finally.. is here with me, by my side! yippeee!!! oso muz say thank u to Jasmin, my dearest who helped me to buy the camera... heehee... at a great price somemore. haha..

apart from bringing me the camera... Jen brought me an unexpected pressie from Spore... haha... yeahz!!! guess who it is from? haha.. is from Jasmin! gosh~! nv expect to see the pressie lor. she is really very very sweet ah. "dearest jas, u r the best sia! nv nv expect to see the pressie. thank u very very much... love u so so much...!"

this is the camera tat i had been longing for... Canon Powershort A700. finally! is mine!!! i own it... bought it with my own $$$ lor... haha... proud owner ah! yeahz!!!


here is the unexpected surprise tat i got from her... is tis lovely teddy bear she bought for me! suppose to fly into brisbane with me but becos she could not sent me off @ airport tat time, now tis bear flew here on her own to accompany me (mug for exam). Jas said tat tis bear was done from scratch. amazing sia! there is a secret msg inside... heehee... it writes "friends forver". yeahz!!! jas ah.. is a msg for u and me, k? heehee.. love ya!!!

then yesterday in MSN got tis fren keep asking me go study, and said tat asking me to study is for my own good ah.. haha.. sound so much like "i not stupid" ... then today Jen oso asked me study hard... heehee... suddenly felt so so warmth.. (though is winter here.. so cold...) warmth from spore, warmth from home, from my dearest buddies! feel so blessed with so many pple who cares for me to be around me... okok... for the sake of showing deepest appreciation for all the care, warmth and concern from spore, my family and frens... i will JIA YOU for examz!!! muz score well to repay their effort in encouraging me, supporting me, waking me up to study and reminding me tat i need to work hard...

Saturday, June 10, 2006

"have u encounter a love tat is so sudden yet with long lasting impact?"

hmm.. after 1st paper, suppose to start on next paper's revision and i act slack. haha.. die liao ah.. really useless ah. cannot resist temptation. i juz watched a show on TV. oh well, is a movie which i watched before for a hundred times. haha.. Is TITANIC! yeahz!!! very very nice show with touching romance story. haha... all time favourite for most gals.. at least me and my housemates all enjoyed the show. haha... when we r all suppose to be studying, we r watching show ah. haha... anyway, all will be fine and great so juz relax for the nite. then my housemate, Peiyi even suggested to have a drink. so she brought out her white wine and pour us each a glass. usually i dun like to drink. but since she pour liao, juz drink a bit. end up now my stomach not feeling too well, a bit weird weird. tink got effect ah.. later need sleep early and hopefully tomolo will be better... yeahz! tomolo still need go city meet Jennifer, from spore. i will see my digital camera for the 1st time too! haha... yeahz... look forward!!!

juz now when we were watching Titanic, suddenly my housemate, Tess asked a quest. "for a girl, if u come across a man who is very very poor until cannot even really support himself and u met another guy who is god damn rich. u really really love the poor guy but not the rich guy. who will u choose to be with in the end?" i said to reply her after the show, i nv make my stand, neither did anyone of us. haha.. guess is really hard to choose when it come to reality. in real life, how many Jack and Rose (tat is if u rem Titanic's story line) can we have???

once in a lifetime u met someone u really really love and go ahead to love him or her without any regrets. even when u need to give up all tat u have to love him or her, u oso tink is worth it and u will go ahead, overcome all obstacles, so tat u can be with him or her. u ask nutting for in return. all u wanna is to love him or her with all the might and will u have. u dun care if everything is worth it. all u ask for is to be able to be with him or her at tat point in time. haha... tat is wat me and my housemates discussed after the show. i guess it is a wish, emotional one, of most gals. yes, u may fall for someone very fast and unexpectedly. but u nv noe tat kind of love is something tat is going to last u for life and will be the greatest impact for u ever. is something u nv expect and u will be stunned by how much it can affect and change ur views and attitude. hmm.. have u encounter such cases before? have u encounter a kind of love feeling tat is so sudden, so unexpectedly tat u r unable to react in time and still find it hard to accept after some time. and the after effect had been a great impact for u all these while.. have u? heehee... :)

okok... shall end here and try to get some rest now liao... need to rest and start diligently tomolo on my revision for my next paper of Service Management! paper i have least confidence in ah.. haiz...

Friday, June 09, 2006

1st exam tomolo.. am i ready? really ready??

finally... is 1st paper tomolo... at 11.15am, i will have my 1st exam of tis semester for hotel management operations. at tis moment, i shld be mugging. oh well, i juz finished memorising the key points. decide to give a break and do another round at nite before i head for the bed and sleep till morning 8am tomolo!

juz now i calculated how much i need for my GPA to be so tat i can pull up my overall GPA. oh gosh~!!! i actually need to score all 6 for all my 3 subjects so tat my average GPA can be pulled up. haiz... how to ah? service management alone can kill me. juz pray hard i dun get below 5 ah. the other 2.. hope to get 6 but is really not as easy as i wanna it be! i tried to hope and expect more for last sem. end up i had great great disappointment. so tis sem i keep telling myself dun have expectation liao. go and take exam as it is. so tat end up i dun get so upset abt myself and get angry with myself again.

seriously, i had nv been so diligent in my studies before. back in spore, my revision r always last min. however when i come here, i nv dare do last min work. not even for assignments or anything. i had been so guai and diligent in doing my work and revision. but i juz cannot seems to score in any way i wanna it be. i put in so much effort and restricting myself as i noe i am not as smart as many of my frens here and i need to put in extra effort in watever i do. i noe wat ability i have, i noe how far i can go. so if i dun put in tat extra effort, i really can say GOODBYE to my degree cos i definitely will not be able to graduate. now wat disappoint me is tat how come at times when i tink i had put in effort, my effort r not paid off. i juz cannot seems to get wat i wanna. i really feel very upset. issit i am not doing enough? someone told me tat i am diligent but i lack of the focus. somehow i really agree. i really lack tat focus. FOCUS! FOCUS! i need to stay focus! diligent is not enough.. if i am not focus, i cannot be productive. so no matter how long i study, dun get it means dun get it. issit too late to realise all these? tomolo is 1st paper. i really cannot afford to lose tis time. i lose once... if i lose another round, i will really break down. gosh~~!!! i noe i need to help myself.. some way, somehow, i will find a way out..

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

while waiting for dinner..

hmm.. while waiting for dinner to be served (today is my new temporary housemate, Peiyi's turn to cook), i decided to blog. oso dunno wat to blog abt.. mind not functioning properly anymore. from morning 9am study until 5pm. in between had a short 30mins power nap to refresh a bit. i am very very tired!!! i need my proper sleep! when i can have tat? haiz..

while everyone in Spore is having holidays, i am having examz here.. :( act really sad ah.. tat time when they have examz, i am struggling too.. with assignments, tons of assignments.. haiz.. but cannot complain much lah. tis is wat a student life is suppose to be.. study and study.. only during holidays can relax a bit..

then here in Aussie, i really admire those frens of mine who can enjoy while studying. i can never adapt to their way of studying, cos i will feel damn guilty. i really envy their way of studying cos i oso wanna watch TV, i oso wanna sleep until shuang then wake up and study.. but i juz cannot do wat they r doing. somehow if i watch a bit of TV, i feel damn guilty, if i sleep a bit longer, i feel tat i dun have enough time to study. like tis few days, i feel tat i sleep too much. anyway, the paper is on tis Sat, i juz pray hard hard tat i will go thru it well and smooth. next paper's revision muz be more strict liao.. cannot relax anymore. too slack will yield guilt and regrets. i dun wan regrets! i dun wan to feel guilty after seeing the results!!! can someone pls tell me how shld i restrict myself from falling asleep? how to restrict myself from getting distracted? internet is no longer power enough to distract me.. now problem is my bed ah.. my beloved bed.. haiz.. anyway, 3 more days to 1st paper! i need blessing, i need good luck ah!!! i muz jia you for tis paper! mus score cos my grp assignment for tis module was very well done, so how can disappoint myself and waste the chance to score ah! Weishan, JIA YOU!!! JIA YOU!!!

oh.. juz now my housemates asked me how come sporeans like to blog so much.. writing little things tat happen on blog.. so many tings to write mah? and is juz like an online diary lor.. well, blog is really like a online diary ah.. rem initially i din wanna write blog cos feel quite weird to write tings online too esp after i noe tat pple can act search for ur blog online lor.. but then after i started to write, i feel quite okay with it. at least for me now, frens in spore r updated abt my info here.. haha.. *really thanks to Hui for such good recommendation of starting a blog.. well, she is the one who asked me to try start a blog before i came here last sem.. Hui, Thank u!* will continue write blog so tat pple can know i am doing here ah.. haha.. i noe u all miss me in spore lah, reading my blog will make u all "see" me everyday.. but muz continue to miss me ah!!! tis June hols i am NOT going back spore lor.. which means the next possible holidays when i can go back will be end of year, summer holidays.. if i really going back, then i will see u all in 1 year's time. if i dun see u all then, then it will be another 1 and a half year's time when i graduate next June ah.. i miss Spore so so much.. i miss everyone in spore so so much.. i wanna to go home so so much!!! haiz.. endure! endure.. 1 year only mah.. i muz tahan!!! haha...

oh yeahz!!! i kinda look forward to Sunday! my digital camera is going to arrive in Brisbane in the morning! *welcome to Brisbane!* dunno how it look like but is going to be my 3rd baby. 1st baby is my Laptop, 2nd baby is my MP3 player.. 3rd baby is my digital camera! brand new one which i used my own $$$ to buy one lor.. haha.. can't wait to see it.. will show u all once i get it! yeahz!!!

**countdown to the arrival of my new digital camera: 4 days

Monday, June 05, 2006

new layout for my BLOG

yeahz!!!! i change my blog layout... haha... finally! hmm... still have some flaw but will see where i can enhance after exam. leave it as it is 1st ba.. haha

hmm.. i shld be studying for exam and y am i doing all these leh? haha... cannot resist temptation. when i saw the link to the blog skins, i went to browse then saw so many nice ones so keep trying until i manage to change my layout. haha... saw forever friends greeting cards juz now when i was out buying groceries... so cute.. then saw tis layout so i decided to use ah... heehee...

okok.. back to books now.. lots to study... die liao.. dunno got time or not ah. aim to finish 2 lectures today. if not i die beautifully.

cheers~~!!!

*countdown to arrival of my NEW digital camera... 6 days!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

not again ah... useless me, feeling HOMESICK again...

is only start of mugging period... i am starting to feel sian and lethargic so easily. omg!!! how to survive for the next 3 weeks. haiz... IRIS LIM WEE SAN, pls dun give up at this stage ah.. u come tis far liao.. pls hang on and jia you!!! go on.. no matter wat, die die oso muz survive.. JIA YOU!!!

and at tis crucial time of the semester, i start to have the HOMESICK feeling again.. i miss HOME.. i miss Spore.. i miss my family, my friends and everyone back home.. i wanna go HOME!!! act is winter holiday after exam, is 1 mth holiday here. many of my friends are going home, for those not going home, parents are visiting them. haiz... i have none of the two. i am not going home, neither any one coming to visit me. i feel very much to go home actually but i just cannot afford to. 1stly, airfare is too exp, i dun wan to waste $$$ on airfare when is only 1 mth break. even if there is promotional airfare, is still too much $$$. 2ndly, if i tell my aunt tat i wanna go home, they will find it weird and issit i cannot tahan here. i cannot let them worry for me. i dun wan to let them noe how much i miss home, if not they will worry for me. 3rdly, i wanna travel around australia. & yes! i am going to melbourne from 13jul to 18jul. so why am i still making noise tat i wanna to go home leh? dunno y leh.. suddenly tot of spore, tot of home and wanna go home. haiz... juz a silly tot tat will disappear very fast. so dun tink too much.. end up i will be fine. when i am busy, i dun tink abt it lor. so juz keep myself busy! study! study! study! busy, busy, busy!

HOME sweet HOME will be in 1 year's time ba, i tink.... haha...

The Five Love Languages

Saw this quiz on Fang's and Ivy's blog so decide to do it out of fun.. *diverting attention after 1 whole day of studying and studying... madness manz!*

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time: 10
Acts of Service: 9
Words of Affirmation: 5
Receiving Gifts: 4
Physical Touch: 2


Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

Friday, June 02, 2006

Driving Learners' Licence



Driving Learners' Licence.. finally.. is mine...

See this picture here? yeahz... i noe is exam period.. i shld be mugging for exam. however, before i start mugging for exam, tis is wat i was busy with tis few days. i decided to go for my driving licence here so i need to take theory test 1st. haiz.. very very stupid me only PASS the test after 3 attempt. at the 3rd attempt today, i finally made it! i got my learners' licence which means i can go and learn driving liao. of cos not now lah.. now is exam period. i muz study for exam 1st.. will learn my driving after exam during my winter break. hopefully by the time i go back to spore, i will have a driving licence liao. yeahz!!!! very happy with myself... i spent alot to get tis theory done, die die oso muz pass my driving ah.. quite stupid to get it only after 3 times but lucky i din give up. haha.. anyway, time for hardcore studies... revision revision... driving me really crazy soon...

Thursday, June 01, 2006

my temporary new hair style...

haha.. some photos to share with u guys. now my house have 1 more housemate, Peiyi as the room she rental is not ready to stay as yet, so she is staying at my house for time being. with her coming into my house, we have more entertainment like TV, magazines - lots of them and straightening hair device. yesterday she suddenly urge to do it for all of us. so 1 by 1, she became the hair stylist for us. haha.. i said i dun wan to do it as my hair so little liao, with straightened hair, my hair look so flat ah.. not nice. but she insisted so nvm lor. for a try. here r the photos of my end product:


Back view of the straighten hair.. still a bit curl though..


here is the side view.. can see any different?


okok.. front view.. not much diff huh?

my housemates said there r difference. as in my hair look neater and tidier. they said i shld go and do rebond as straight hair make me look for lady. eee... dun wan ah! i tink i look weird. hair so flat.. no volume one. my hair already so little liao.. straight hair make it worse ah.. flat flat one.. like pancake.. haha.. i still prefer my natural curl and messy hair. haha..

Recent updates...

okok... i start to have complains from pple saying tat i din update my blog. haiz.. last few days very lazy to write anything.. so even when i logged in, i din write any new post. anyway, shall do some updates here.

1st update: for my group assignment, we got 48 out of 50!!! yippee!!! hip hip hurray! isn't tat great? haha~~!!! muz say thank u to my dearest GRACE and AILEEN ah.. for enduring tat period of rushing assignment as a group.

2nd update: still abt assignment.. i got 20.25 out of 25. i was really very happy with this marks. it ended my semester with a perfect feeling.. feeling tat i can do well if i willing to put in more effort. i told someone abt tis marks, i said is not too bad. then he started to say tat i shld be contented lah, cos tis mark is very good ah. well, ok lah.. i juz wanna be humble mah. haha.. anyway, i need to thank tis someone too. if not for him, i would not be able to get such a high marks cos he is my faithful essay editor. "thank u.."

3rd update: my june winter holiday trip confirmed! 13jul to 18jul i will be going to Melbourne with my housemate, Tess. i certainly look forward to this trip as is going to real great experience to go through Winter in Melbourne. is even colder than in Brisbane lor. shall do some planning after my exam.. wanna get more information on melbourne 1st. haha.. yeahz!!! i am travelling!!!

4th update: finally is winter in Australia.. is very very cold with abt 5 to 10 degrees at nite. finally my heater is out for exposure again. but i din on it until is too cold for me to bear cos heater use alot of electricity ah.. muz save! yesterday i went out early in the morning for volunteer work. as i walked along the street at 7am in the morning, i can see "smoke" coming out of my mouth cos is juz too cold. when i took the ferry, i was shivering lor. haha.. but i like winter as is something we dun experience in Spore. yeahz!!!

5th update: exam will start in abt 2 weeks time. 10 Jun is my 1st paper for Hotel Management Operations (love the exam tips as it is very precise and specific, trying to aim high, hopefully i dun disappoint myself again). 16 Jun, 2nd paper of Service Management (exam tips not really specific but still manageable i guess). last paper on 24 Jun with Principles of Tourism, Hospitality and Leisure (some specifc tips which make me feel tat i shld be able to score.. cross fingers~!). yeahz... tat is my exam timetable. i will be on MSN. but if i dun tok to u, it means i am studying ah.. which is a good ting cos i juz feel so so lazy tis sem. no mood or motivation to study. someone said tat my problem is i am not focus enough which i oso tink so.. okok.. i will jia you and stay focus!

6th update: i finally gotten my NEW digital camera!!! yeahz!!! thanks to Jasmin who bought it for me. Girl, thank u very much!!! love ya~! can't wait to see my camera ah.. it will come to me soon.. in abt 1 and a half weeks time.. when my fren, Jennifer (SIA air stewardess) come to brisbane, my camera will be here too. heehee.. look forward...^_^

okok... guess tat's all. suppose to have another update but will only tell all when i actually succeed. now not time yet.. gota go back to study liao.. will try update regularly.

btw, i wanna change to a nicer layout leh.. anyone out there who is free to teach me?? my alignment always disappear after a few entries. sian~~...