argh~!!! dun really like to do countdown but now i really wanna do some countdown to give me something to look forward to ah... not tat i hate wat i am doing, juz tat i feel very very SIANZ by wat i am doing ah!!!!
"revising for examz"... how come got such task to fulfill ah? aiyyooo... whoever invented "examz" really have serious sickness... the "sickness of seeking enjoyment thru torturing miserable students like us --- making us go thru examz after examz juz to see how well we noe our stuff; evaluating the teaching of our teachers/lecturers base on examz after examz; monitoring if the present education system is up to standard with examz after examz...". arghhh~~!!! dun they have a better way to guide us or to evaluate the teachers/lecturers and education systems? y muz we be the miserable ones to go thru all these testing and be the one suffering under all these horrible evaluation process?
anyway, i wanna feel better, more motivated and stay diligent and focus so i ended up doing countdown liao... today is 11 Nov, Sat. tis coming Fri, 17 Nov will mark the last paper of tis "long long" exam period. i cannot wait for tat wonderful day to come by ah!!! another 1 week more... whahaha... sound short with "1" ah but is another 7 days lor... no matter wat, i juz wanna make myself feel better lah... 1 week more and i will be free for tis sem. for tis short while, i oso happy. i juz wanna faster get over and done with. juz dunno y... tis is the most torturing revision period i ever had since my poly days till now. faster it is, better it is ah.
haiz... then to add salt on my wound, my housemate, Huiying is having her last paper today ah!!! gosh~~!!! and on Mon when i am having 2nd paper, another housemate, Tess will be finishing her examz too. OMG~!!! agony again... last sem i am the last one... tis sem i am the last one again... u tell me how to continue get motivated for revision with both housemates finished with examz and enjoying life, watching shows and having a good time. i seriously in need of some good motivating factors for me to keep on working hard, stay focus until i go thru 17 Nov ah. arrgghhh!!!! 1 moe week... 7 more days... i will overcome it! if i can do it last sem, i am sure i can do it tis sem. "faith... belief... motivation... focus... positive attitude... buddies, i need all of u now! pls pls report to me tis very min... okok?"
alright... enough of complains, self consoling and talking... is time to get back to my notes again... dun seems to rem wat i studied earlier liao... whahaha... i tink i grumble too much... :P
* 7 days to end of examz*
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