1st hip cup before i leave...

ha.. 1st hip cup i face even before i set off for Brisbane. today i was doing my packing with my aunt. we were trying to squeeze as many things into the luggage as possible. when we finally did so... we weighed the luggage... gosh! it was almost 40kg (weight of a person or child). i was super shocked ah... which means we need to re pack when we already spend like whole morning @ packing... & meaning i got to take out most of the heavy stuff like books, notes and bottles of shampoo and shower foam. i was like rather upset cos there r so many things to bring over... my 30kg luggage allowances will not be enough... really headache ah... i haven't pack my clothings yet... now most of my items need to be send over either by sea or air (very exp ah... haiz).

all the worrying and nervous feeling start to fill up my mind & i juz can't help worry abt tis and tat as in wat shall i do when i reach there. i am on my own.. how? wat other tings will i face there? is so depressing to feel in tis way at tis point in time lor.. i am leaving in 2 weeks time... at tis moment, most impt is to try solve every prob tat could arise as yet. such as luggage really too heavy then got to mail over, then muz find send via who... really no point worry too much. & i have expected such issue to arise oso ah... who say go overseas study is an easy task and without worries leh? i noe the path ahead is tough and full of challenges. i muz be firm and strong. no matter how bad tings r, i muz learn to overcome it and endure thru it. since i am alone, all the more i muz be calm and try to solve prob on my own. i cannot let tings goes its way and get defeated so easily... wo ke yi de! wo xing de!

1st ting now is start to pack my clothings oh... haha... next 2 weeks no need go out ah... cos no clothes to wear liao.. haha... typical me ah.. when prob arise, i start to worry and worry 1st... then when i let out my feelings (by crying, by writing, by tinking...) haha... then i am fine and can tink clearly liao ohh... when i am there, i will be like tis, rite? yeahz!

okok... shall sleep early and wake up earlier tomolo to do packing ohh... haha...

*14 days to the BIG day!