"Do u have such a guy in ur heart?"

i juz read a little write up in chinese thru some of the emails.
the title said" Do u have such a guy in ur heart?"
summary of the story: maybe u met someone whom u like but becos of some special reasons, u and tat someone cannot be together. the reasons may be u 2 met each other too late, u 2 had some obstacles in between... but in ur heart, u noe u had already fallen for tis person. u choose to remain frens with tis person as u noe, since u 2 cannot be an item, being frens is the only way out. however on top of tis frenship, u noe u will always give tis person a sense of concern tat will be more than frens, special care and concern. when tis person ask for help and advice to go after someone, u will give ur best help and advice to hope tat they will work out, but deep down in ur heart, do u feel tat way? when tis person need help in any way, u will not ask much and will not hestitate and give in ur best shot to help all the way. whenever tis person is upset, u will always be around to show ur concern and lend a listening ear. if tis person quarrel with his gf or her bf, u will always be around to help clarify. no matter wat, u will nv leave tis person alone. cos deep down in ur heart, u noe u 2 will nv be together, so u wan to be a forever close fren to tis person, helping out whenever u can and giving concern in watever way u can. u 2 can tok abt anything and everything and juz become frens forever. tis is all tat u ask for as u noe if u 2 were to be together, u may face break up. u juz can't leave tis person, so u rather use the everlasting frenship to bond him to u forever. to u, being a close fren with him is more than anything and u r contented with tat. no matter how much ur heart like him, u will not show it as u wan to be beside him forever...
do u have such a person in ur heart? after reading it, i muz say i do have it. when i read tis, the 1st person i tot of is him. he is tat someone in my heart who suits all the details as stated above. he is so dear to me. i noe i cannot afford to lose him but i can't afford to have him. so i choose to be his close frens forever. showing him the little concern every now and then, lending him a listening ear. though he might not noe, i really appreciate his presence and concern. his support along the way had been the greatest gift from him. towards him, it is a feeling tat is more than frens but less than lovers. if i tell pple, pple will nv believe me. but is true tat towards him, i ask for nutting but juz frenship. cos i can't afford to lose him in any way... he will be tat someone in my heart forever... someone i can guarantee i will nv forget..