today is 31 Dec liao... is last day of year 2005... it is quite a happenin year for me...
in Jan 2005, i turned 21 years old on 27 Jan 2005. heehee... yeahz!!! finally and officially, i am 21 years old!!! i am an adult liao!!! which means i can be even more independent. oso means i am getting older very fast ah... scary... heehee...
in Feb 2005, i left my 1st full time job. the job i work for about half a year after graduation from poly. is a job tat i really enjoyed despite all the tiredness and stress. i had a fulfilling time in the travel agency cos i feel tat i really put in my fullest effort and 100% heart to learn watever i can. indeed, i am quite pleased with my own performance. heehee...
in May 2005, my 1st overseas trip with my frens, a trip w/o family and entirely planned by myself. heehee... i paid for every single expenses of tis trip. yeahz... is a 6 days trip to Hong Kong which i really enjoyed. the experience was great as i had to be responsible for myself. i am on my own, a good training for my overseas studies... heehee...
in July 2005, i left for Aussie for my dream and desire. on 9 July 2005, i left for Brisbane to pursue my studies. it is my dream since young. something i would love to do very very much ever since i am in sec sch. finally i can fulfil my wish. and becos of tis, i gave up the full time job, i need to leave my beloved family and grp of good buddies and frens. however, i understand tat i will definitely learn different experience from the studies and is going to be very very benefical for myself.
in Nov 2005, i came back to spore for my summer vacation. i guess w/o accident, tis shall be the only time i will be back for hols ba...
during my 5 mths stay in Aussie, alot of tings happen. it did change much of my tinking nowadays. it did remind me of many things. & for watever happen, all i can see i need time to readjust myself again. i am glad tat year 2006 is coming soon cos i wanna rejuvenate & get on to a better life. i experience the happiest moments in life with the feeling i long yearn and desire for. however i lost it in the worst and most disappointing way.
now i juz need a break... a good and clear break from all these. i noe time will permits. i wanna keep my time for usage in more meaningful stuff which i would find a different kind of experience and feeling in.
Year 2006, here i come!!! a better year ahead for me and everyone.. tis is my BEST wishes for whoever is out there... world will be better, my family and frens will be better, i will be even more better!!! heehee... yeahz!!!
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Fulfilling Sarawak Trip plus Heartwarming 2/4 Annual Xmas Chalet
yeahz!!! i am back... haha... back from my short getaway trip to Sarawak. a place where pple dun usually visit. heehee... quite a new and fresh destination. a place in malaysia where govt is trying to publicise on its attraction to get more tourists. not too bad as it is quite rich in its cultural history.
we went to the Sarawak Cultural Village. it is a MUST go attraction in Sarawak as it show case all the traditional tribes of Sarawak in the olden days. there are quite a few different local tribes in Sarawak in the olden days, each of them making up a small percentage of Sarawak overall's population. & each of them has there own culture, beliefs and living patterns. in the village which govt had converted into a showcase for tourists, we can see the different types of longhouse which the different tribes lived in the olden days. we saw the clothes they wore, the weapons they used for hunting, the items they used for weaving cloth, baskets and alot more. there was a cultural show at the end to show us the various activities carried out by some of these tribes. is quite an eye opening as usually whenever i go malaysia, everything i see is so commercialise. i guess the oldest type of living pattern i see for malaysia is the old malay kampong.
then at the Sarawak River, i saw a typical view of most cities. at 1 side of the river is commercialise tall buildings of hotels, shopping malls and offices. on the other side lied the low lying wore-out and scattered kampong houses. and pple living in these kampong houses actually takes a 60cents to and fro boat ride everyday to go to work. life is all so simple... guess the living standard will slowly increase as years go by. oh ya! the capital city of Sarawak is Kuching. Kuching in malay means Cat. so in Kuching, cat is consider as a lucky animal and almost everywhere in the main street in Kuching, there is a cat statue. haha... so funny...
overall, tis is a pleasant trip with eye opener experience and relaxing feeling. feel much better after i come back. good way of rejuvenating and shall work on the stuff i need to bring over next year liao... yeahz!!! enough of slacking and resting liao... need do work now... haha...
oh ya... before i went Sarawak, i went for 2/4 annual chalet!!! yeahz... it was a christmas chalet but we spent our countdown time for xmas over playing cards. haha... anyway, is a fun chalet with arguements, quarrels and laughter. had a potluck on xmas eve. good idea so tat everyone can sit down and eat together w/o worrying for BBQ. had a very full dinner with lots of food... haha... then after tat followed on with surprise logcake for ivy's bday. yeahz! had a fulfilling dinner then followed by whole nite thru of card games and gift exchange. a few rounds of mahjong before i fly off.. heehee...
annual 2/4 chalet. hopefully next yr there will be another round. though i wun be around, i still hope tat they can arrange one and have fun together. update everyone abt their activities for the past year seems great. then i can call home and speak to all of them. haha... yeahz!!! anyway, next yr is 10th yr liao... yippee!!! shall look forward to it siaz!!!n heehee... 3 cheers for 2/4!!! hip! hip! hurray!!!
we went to the Sarawak Cultural Village. it is a MUST go attraction in Sarawak as it show case all the traditional tribes of Sarawak in the olden days. there are quite a few different local tribes in Sarawak in the olden days, each of them making up a small percentage of Sarawak overall's population. & each of them has there own culture, beliefs and living patterns. in the village which govt had converted into a showcase for tourists, we can see the different types of longhouse which the different tribes lived in the olden days. we saw the clothes they wore, the weapons they used for hunting, the items they used for weaving cloth, baskets and alot more. there was a cultural show at the end to show us the various activities carried out by some of these tribes. is quite an eye opening as usually whenever i go malaysia, everything i see is so commercialise. i guess the oldest type of living pattern i see for malaysia is the old malay kampong.
then at the Sarawak River, i saw a typical view of most cities. at 1 side of the river is commercialise tall buildings of hotels, shopping malls and offices. on the other side lied the low lying wore-out and scattered kampong houses. and pple living in these kampong houses actually takes a 60cents to and fro boat ride everyday to go to work. life is all so simple... guess the living standard will slowly increase as years go by. oh ya! the capital city of Sarawak is Kuching. Kuching in malay means Cat. so in Kuching, cat is consider as a lucky animal and almost everywhere in the main street in Kuching, there is a cat statue. haha... so funny...
overall, tis is a pleasant trip with eye opener experience and relaxing feeling. feel much better after i come back. good way of rejuvenating and shall work on the stuff i need to bring over next year liao... yeahz!!! enough of slacking and resting liao... need do work now... haha...
oh ya... before i went Sarawak, i went for 2/4 annual chalet!!! yeahz... it was a christmas chalet but we spent our countdown time for xmas over playing cards. haha... anyway, is a fun chalet with arguements, quarrels and laughter. had a potluck on xmas eve. good idea so tat everyone can sit down and eat together w/o worrying for BBQ. had a very full dinner with lots of food... haha... then after tat followed on with surprise logcake for ivy's bday. yeahz! had a fulfilling dinner then followed by whole nite thru of card games and gift exchange. a few rounds of mahjong before i fly off.. heehee...
annual 2/4 chalet. hopefully next yr there will be another round. though i wun be around, i still hope tat they can arrange one and have fun together. update everyone abt their activities for the past year seems great. then i can call home and speak to all of them. haha... yeahz!!! anyway, next yr is 10th yr liao... yippee!!! shall look forward to it siaz!!!n heehee... 3 cheers for 2/4!!! hip! hip! hurray!!!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Heartwarming feeling... really great....
guess tis is the most heart warming and happy week ever since i come back... cos on Sunday i met up with my PRI sch frens... my grp of frens who had been frens with me for abt 10 yrs... yeahz!!! we had so much fun and laughter together tat evening over Steamboat Dinner @ Marina Bay & Supper @ Esplanade Hawker Centre. haha... wanna have overnite mahjong but not all wanna so decide to postpone tat idea 1st... heehee... is great to know tat all of them leading a great life in watever area they r in.... and listening to each other's updates seems long winded but is really great... bi jing we r so long frens... dun meet up often but the bond is still there...
then on mon, i met up with my UNI frens. 1st time meet up with them in spore. feeling quite different ohh... though we less pple here, still we had quite a lot to laugh at... haha... had our mini gift exchange & i got PIGLET bloaster... haha... guess when my cousin sees it, she will say:" Weishan Jiejie, can i have the bloaster please???" heehee...
then on Tues, i met up with my COUSINS cos is my younger cousin's bday. tis is the 1st ever time, we as cousins actually went out together after so long. cos usually all of us r busy with our own stuff and our meeting up is only during chinese new year. both my 2 younger cousins are 16 years old tis year. looking at them, reminds me how i act behave when i was at their age... haha... & now i am much older, more ability to bring them out for a treat and shopping. then they said wanna take NEO print... wow!!! it had been years since i last taken. still need do so many diff poses. aiyo... ahha... old liao siaz... but quite nice ah... we all look so happy and excited. the NEO print very well taken... heehee... shld meet up with them more often before i go back. haha... knowing abt their life and happening is really wonderful cos can feel tat family bond there. :)
as for tomolo, i will be meeting fang. yeahz!!! hopefully she dun need do OT and fly me aeroplane ah... heehee...
then on thurs is another round of laughter session with my beloved 2/4 pple. haha...
on fri i will be meeting ZR. finally! haha...
on sat i will be going to chalet!!! yeahz!!! xmas countdown settle at chalet before i fly off next day for Sarawak... haha...
look forward to the remaining week of happening cos i can forsee the happenings for rest of the week will be as heartwarming and happy as today and last 2 days. yeahz!!! update more at the end of the week ba...
cheers!!! Xmas coming... heheehee...
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* 5 more days to Sarawak Trip... yippee!!!
then on mon, i met up with my UNI frens. 1st time meet up with them in spore. feeling quite different ohh... though we less pple here, still we had quite a lot to laugh at... haha... had our mini gift exchange & i got PIGLET bloaster... haha... guess when my cousin sees it, she will say:" Weishan Jiejie, can i have the bloaster please???" heehee...
then on Tues, i met up with my COUSINS cos is my younger cousin's bday. tis is the 1st ever time, we as cousins actually went out together after so long. cos usually all of us r busy with our own stuff and our meeting up is only during chinese new year. both my 2 younger cousins are 16 years old tis year. looking at them, reminds me how i act behave when i was at their age... haha... & now i am much older, more ability to bring them out for a treat and shopping. then they said wanna take NEO print... wow!!! it had been years since i last taken. still need do so many diff poses. aiyo... ahha... old liao siaz... but quite nice ah... we all look so happy and excited. the NEO print very well taken... heehee... shld meet up with them more often before i go back. haha... knowing abt their life and happening is really wonderful cos can feel tat family bond there. :)
as for tomolo, i will be meeting fang. yeahz!!! hopefully she dun need do OT and fly me aeroplane ah... heehee...
then on thurs is another round of laughter session with my beloved 2/4 pple. haha...
on fri i will be meeting ZR. finally! haha...
on sat i will be going to chalet!!! yeahz!!! xmas countdown settle at chalet before i fly off next day for Sarawak... haha...
look forward to the remaining week of happening cos i can forsee the happenings for rest of the week will be as heartwarming and happy as today and last 2 days. yeahz!!! update more at the end of the week ba...
cheers!!! Xmas coming... heheehee...
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* 5 more days to Sarawak Trip... yippee!!!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
I am going for HOLIDAYS!!!
yeahz!!! i am going for holidays... heehee... going to Sarawak from 25 Dec to 28 Dec. is a place i yearn to go though is quite near to Spore.
hmm... when i am in aussie, i miss home. wanna get home fast. but when i come back, i wanna go for holidays again. haiz... mixed feelings ah. act i am a person who love to travel cos i like to look around and experience for many things.
my wish for tis 2 yrs: able to go to different parts in Australia to experience and look around during my vacation. for 1st summer holidays, i already went to Sydney. next yr, i aim to go to Ayers Rock, Melbourne, Tasmania, Cairns. hopefully i have the time and $$$ ah... haha... yeahz!!!
look forward to my trip to Sarawak cos shld be quite a cultural experience. heehee...
* countdown to Sarawak trip - 11 days
hmm... when i am in aussie, i miss home. wanna get home fast. but when i come back, i wanna go for holidays again. haiz... mixed feelings ah. act i am a person who love to travel cos i like to look around and experience for many things.
my wish for tis 2 yrs: able to go to different parts in Australia to experience and look around during my vacation. for 1st summer holidays, i already went to Sydney. next yr, i aim to go to Ayers Rock, Melbourne, Tasmania, Cairns. hopefully i have the time and $$$ ah... haha... yeahz!!!
look forward to my trip to Sarawak cos shld be quite a cultural experience. heehee...
* countdown to Sarawak trip - 11 days
Monday, December 12, 2005
my beloved SPICE buddies from AMKSS... i love them...
heehee... had a gathering with my beloved clique from sec sch... my SPICE buddies from AMKSS... yeahz!!!
initially wanna meet at orc in afternoon for some shopping but my dearest lian and lin were so late... aiyo... i noe... is all lian's fault for being so slow. haha... lin so innocent... poor gal... lian nv change for so long ah... haha...
so i met jun and jas 1st. then went around to buy things. went to Adidas to look for jun's shoes but no more size for him liao.. is completely out of stock! oh no! 1st bad news... then went to Zara, hoping to get jeans for jun. aiyo... once again... out of size... gosh!!! 2nd bad news... haiz... then when lian and lin arrived, we went to Hereen, hoping to get lian's Havanna slippers. 3rd bad news... no size!!! whole day, we r so sway lor... then they start to blame me ah... haha... say i make them sway... *ah-bish ah* qi si wo le!!! *hump* lucky in the end, 1 good news & tat is jas manage to get her NIKE shoes lah... heehee... finaly!!!
then went for dinner around 9plus at the ZI CHA near my house as they r coming my house to stay over. we tried tis for many times but tis is 1 of the few times that all 5 of us r staying over cos usually got tis one cannot, that one not free. tat nite, we had chatting session as usual. updating each other's life. lin start the ball rolling cos we noe she will KO 1st lor... as usual, she is the 1st one to KO... haha... then lian continue her story. hmm... glad tat is over for her (not tat i am mean lah... but i rather she look forward and dun keep bothering abt the old one). then is my turn... heehee... naturally i am very long winded one... so i spoke very long. i had to summarise 4mths story leh... *paiseh ah pple... * i told them abt my happening in aussie and my encounters... long time nv tell them so much liao... then is jas' turn. update on her happenings. well, juz wanna say watever decision she made, juz hope she is happy & will support her ah! as for jun, he nv say much abt his happening... guess if he wanna say anything, he will lah. haha...
tis grp of frens i noe since sec 1, when we r still teenages. now after abt 8 yrs, we r all 21 yrs old. such a long time and i really treasure them from bottom of my heart. though they r not always with me the very min when tings happen, i still can rely on them all the while. cos i noe eventually they r the few who will stand by me no matter what happen. i really appreciate all four of them very very much!!! with them around, there r always laughter, arguments and fun. always brighten up my days. TO my SPICE buddies: thank u for every thing, anything and all the tings u guys went thru with me all these yrs... i deeply and really appreciate u guys for watever tings tat happen. we have more yrs to come, k??? yeahz!!!
oh ya... finally... i let out a big big secret in my heart. i feel relieve now cos it had been making me very xin ku all these while with it in my heart. now everything is over, i can face it openly. yeahz!!! heehee...
initially wanna meet at orc in afternoon for some shopping but my dearest lian and lin were so late... aiyo... i noe... is all lian's fault for being so slow. haha... lin so innocent... poor gal... lian nv change for so long ah... haha...
so i met jun and jas 1st. then went around to buy things. went to Adidas to look for jun's shoes but no more size for him liao.. is completely out of stock! oh no! 1st bad news... then went to Zara, hoping to get jeans for jun. aiyo... once again... out of size... gosh!!! 2nd bad news... haiz... then when lian and lin arrived, we went to Hereen, hoping to get lian's Havanna slippers. 3rd bad news... no size!!! whole day, we r so sway lor... then they start to blame me ah... haha... say i make them sway... *ah-bish ah* qi si wo le!!! *hump* lucky in the end, 1 good news & tat is jas manage to get her NIKE shoes lah... heehee... finaly!!!
then went for dinner around 9plus at the ZI CHA near my house as they r coming my house to stay over. we tried tis for many times but tis is 1 of the few times that all 5 of us r staying over cos usually got tis one cannot, that one not free. tat nite, we had chatting session as usual. updating each other's life. lin start the ball rolling cos we noe she will KO 1st lor... as usual, she is the 1st one to KO... haha... then lian continue her story. hmm... glad tat is over for her (not tat i am mean lah... but i rather she look forward and dun keep bothering abt the old one). then is my turn... heehee... naturally i am very long winded one... so i spoke very long. i had to summarise 4mths story leh... *paiseh ah pple... * i told them abt my happening in aussie and my encounters... long time nv tell them so much liao... then is jas' turn. update on her happenings. well, juz wanna say watever decision she made, juz hope she is happy & will support her ah! as for jun, he nv say much abt his happening... guess if he wanna say anything, he will lah. haha...
tis grp of frens i noe since sec 1, when we r still teenages. now after abt 8 yrs, we r all 21 yrs old. such a long time and i really treasure them from bottom of my heart. though they r not always with me the very min when tings happen, i still can rely on them all the while. cos i noe eventually they r the few who will stand by me no matter what happen. i really appreciate all four of them very very much!!! with them around, there r always laughter, arguments and fun. always brighten up my days. TO my SPICE buddies: thank u for every thing, anything and all the tings u guys went thru with me all these yrs... i deeply and really appreciate u guys for watever tings tat happen. we have more yrs to come, k??? yeahz!!!
oh ya... finally... i let out a big big secret in my heart. i feel relieve now cos it had been making me very xin ku all these while with it in my heart. now everything is over, i can face it openly. yeahz!!! heehee...
Thursday, December 08, 2005
i am BACK in spore!!! yeahz!!! haha... HOME sweet HOME... luv it so so much!!!!
heehee... I am BACK ohh... BACK in SINGAPORE, my dearest HOME sweet HOME... a country i am so familiar & had been missing all these while... a place full of warmth, comfort and laughter... a place i can feel pampered & loved by both family and friends... yeahz!!! no more homesick... no more whining tat i wanna come home... heehee...
when i was in aussie, as time goes nearer to the day i come home, i bcome more and more homesick. i had been back in spore for 1 week liao... i am back on 28 nov. y did i choose to announce my arrival only now becos i wanna give surprise for all pple but end up surprise din work cos everyone is so busy... haiz...
anyway, will be staying in spore until after chinese new yr. tentative return date is 5 feb. abt 2 mths ba... can enjoy as much as i can liao cos due to some prob at home, i wun be working liao. 2 mths oso hard to find... anyway, i wanna brush up my cooking skills so tat when i go back next yr and stay with my frens outside, we wun starve... haha... shall learn as much as possible & get pple to come and sample my cooking before i go back aussie... yeahz!!!
had been enjoying home sweet home for past 1 week. now waiting to be dated by pple liao... heehee... so announcement to every one who see tis blog... "wee san is waiting for pple to date her out ah!!! give her face & ask her out lah... haha..."
when i was in aussie, as time goes nearer to the day i come home, i bcome more and more homesick. i had been back in spore for 1 week liao... i am back on 28 nov. y did i choose to announce my arrival only now becos i wanna give surprise for all pple but end up surprise din work cos everyone is so busy... haiz...
anyway, will be staying in spore until after chinese new yr. tentative return date is 5 feb. abt 2 mths ba... can enjoy as much as i can liao cos due to some prob at home, i wun be working liao. 2 mths oso hard to find... anyway, i wanna brush up my cooking skills so tat when i go back next yr and stay with my frens outside, we wun starve... haha... shall learn as much as possible & get pple to come and sample my cooking before i go back aussie... yeahz!!!
had been enjoying home sweet home for past 1 week. now waiting to be dated by pple liao... heehee... so announcement to every one who see tis blog... "wee san is waiting for pple to date her out ah!!! give her face & ask her out lah... haha..."
Thursday, November 10, 2005
"What Kind of Seducer Are You?"
another test... haha... juz try for fun ba... dun care true or not lah...
"What Kind of Seducer Are You?"
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofseducerareyouquiz/
"What Kind of Seducer Are You?"
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofseducerareyouquiz/
"How You Are In Love "
try tis ohh... heehee...
"How You Are In Love "
You take a while to fall in love with someone.
Trust takes time.You give and take equally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone.
You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back.
When you fall, you fall hard.
http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/
"How You Are In Love "
You take a while to fall in love with someone.
Trust takes time.You give and take equally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone.
You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back.
When you fall, you fall hard.
http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
What Does Ur Bday means???
do try it... quite true ohh... (at least for mine ba) haha...
Your Birthdate: January 27
You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.
You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.
Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.
You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.
Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone
Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge
Your power color: Cobalt blue
Your power symbol: Dove
Your power month: September
try it: http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/
Your Birthdate: January 27
You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.
You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.
Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.
You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.
Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone
Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge
Your power color: Cobalt blue
Your power symbol: Dove
Your power month: September
try it: http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/
Sunday, November 06, 2005
EXAM in 2 Days time... stress plus more stress....
finally cannot tahan... decide to make a final entry before i go for my FINAL EXAM next week... as mention in my previous entry, 3 consecutive days of paper make cannot breathe ah.. along the way for exam preparation, i found a lot of differences in taking exam in Aussie and in Spore.
Exam in Spore:
- i am stress up but i can still afford some form of leisure entertainment...
- i noe i am not alone cos all my frens r taking the same exam as me...
- no fear of unable to finish the revision
- no fear tat i will mix up the exam timing, venue and date
- no need to deal with daily issues (such as washing clothes, cleaning up of room) during exam period
Exam in Aussie:
- super duper stress up
- dun even dare on the TV series or movies in my lappy to watch
- restricting myself to only 10 to 15 mins break in between studies
- hardcore studies where i will have my lunch in my room with my notes!
- fear of mixing up the exam venue, time and date
- feel insecure as all my close frens r taking different subjects as me. (none of them have same timetable as me... only poor ting one with 3 consecutive papers)
- still need to deal with daily issues
- BIGGEST fear tat i cannot finish revision as there is juz so much to study
honestly, i have no confidence or faith in going thru this exam. it had been 1 yr since i last taken any exam and moreover now is uni level. all my subjects r yr 2 and yr 3 subjects (1st paper, killer paper which is my yr 3 subject). i have ZERO confidence in this whole period. feeling really insecure and scared. passing each day, going closer to exam with the tinking tat my mental support is with me! i have all support from spore, from family and friends. and tat i am not alone!!! with tis, i am more willing to challenge myself and challenge the reality.
i really cannot afford to fall down now... cannot afford to lose tis time. i dun have the ability to fail, dun have the $$$ to lose, dun have the time to waste another half a yr. i CAN and MUZ only PASS and go thru all these. die die oso muz strive the best... no matter what happen, i can only afford to WIN!!!! can i? yes i can!!! and i muz!!! if i wanna spend my summer hols happily, hardwork now is no choice ah... SUNSHINE will shine on me only after i am willing to put in hardwork. all these while i am doing fine... muz continue to endure for another 2 more weeks and everyting will be FINE!!! keep reminding myself to work hard and dun give up is the only comfort i am giving myself whenever i feel tat i cannot breathe...
haha... look forward to after exam... look forward to my sydney trip...
Weishan, u muz jia you and jia you!!! work hard and work hard!!! have confidence tat u can make it and u will be able to be the ultimate WINNER!!! go on ba! yeahz!!! :)
Exam in Spore:
- i am stress up but i can still afford some form of leisure entertainment...
- i noe i am not alone cos all my frens r taking the same exam as me...
- no fear of unable to finish the revision
- no fear tat i will mix up the exam timing, venue and date
- no need to deal with daily issues (such as washing clothes, cleaning up of room) during exam period
Exam in Aussie:
- super duper stress up
- dun even dare on the TV series or movies in my lappy to watch
- restricting myself to only 10 to 15 mins break in between studies
- hardcore studies where i will have my lunch in my room with my notes!
- fear of mixing up the exam venue, time and date
- feel insecure as all my close frens r taking different subjects as me. (none of them have same timetable as me... only poor ting one with 3 consecutive papers)
- still need to deal with daily issues
- BIGGEST fear tat i cannot finish revision as there is juz so much to study
honestly, i have no confidence or faith in going thru this exam. it had been 1 yr since i last taken any exam and moreover now is uni level. all my subjects r yr 2 and yr 3 subjects (1st paper, killer paper which is my yr 3 subject). i have ZERO confidence in this whole period. feeling really insecure and scared. passing each day, going closer to exam with the tinking tat my mental support is with me! i have all support from spore, from family and friends. and tat i am not alone!!! with tis, i am more willing to challenge myself and challenge the reality.
i really cannot afford to fall down now... cannot afford to lose tis time. i dun have the ability to fail, dun have the $$$ to lose, dun have the time to waste another half a yr. i CAN and MUZ only PASS and go thru all these. die die oso muz strive the best... no matter what happen, i can only afford to WIN!!!! can i? yes i can!!! and i muz!!! if i wanna spend my summer hols happily, hardwork now is no choice ah... SUNSHINE will shine on me only after i am willing to put in hardwork. all these while i am doing fine... muz continue to endure for another 2 more weeks and everyting will be FINE!!! keep reminding myself to work hard and dun give up is the only comfort i am giving myself whenever i feel tat i cannot breathe...
haha... look forward to after exam... look forward to my sydney trip...
Weishan, u muz jia you and jia you!!! work hard and work hard!!! have confidence tat u can make it and u will be able to be the ultimate WINNER!!! go on ba! yeahz!!! :)
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
last entry before my examz... YEAHZ!!!
it had been a long long time since i last update my blog... before pple start to complain, i better spice up my blogger 1st... haha...
not much updates recently as it had been a busy period for me after i come back from my 1 week break. tat 1 week break after the gold coast trip was hell for me ah... for those who saw my nick in MSN during tat period, u all shld noe wat i mean. yeahz!!! UQ library shld give me an award for the most frequent visitor for the week ah. i had been into library to do my assignments from Tues to Sun (except Sat), from 9am to 5pm then 7pm to 10pm (closing time). nv expect myself to be so hardworking oso... haha... well, no choice lah... i had 3 assignments due week after the break which is last week lor...
then last week oso none the better. last thursday was the most power ever since i come here. after lesson @ 6pm, i went for dinner, then bath. start to do my assignment (next day due!!!) @ abt 8pm. then keep doing & doing. took a 15mins nap @ around 10plus. then only break i took is when me and my frens went up to my fren, Joyce's room to wish her happy birthday at 12am (next day is her bday). gave her the bday card i did in midst of rushing assignments then stay around till 12.30am & went back to my room to continue doing. i do & do until super energetic until i oso forget the timing. when i looked out the window, how come so bright liao? guess wat? is already 4am in the morning. i heard car noise, pple toking. when i finally finished my assignment, it was 7am in the morning! haha.. best sia! i had been up for the whole nite doing the ting. i am suppose to meet Joyce & Amy for breaky @ 8am. so i decide to take a quick 1hr sleep before i meet them for breaky & submit my assignment. so at around 9am, i went to submit my assignment & went back, hoping to sleep till 12.30pm then wake up for lunch. but cannot seems to get to sleep, only manage a 1 hr sleep till 12pm then go for lunch.
in the afternoon, nv had a chance to sleep then got to go out for Joyce's bday celebration. we had dinner @ JoJo's (my 2nd luxurious dinner in Australia). then we went to Friday's Pub for clubbing. 1st clubbing session for me in Australia. dun really like clubbing but becos is Joyce's bday, so juz go for her sake. was damn damn tired tat day as i only slept for 2 hrs after a nite of rushing of assignment. finally around 2am, we went home! slept at around 4am after bathing. sleep until next morning 9.45am and went for basketball session (cannot skip as i am the organiser) haha... u muz tinking i am mad, rite? nv sleep for 1 whole nite & still go for clubbing & go for early morning basketball. i am not killing myself but juz dun wan waste my time here mah... haha...
on sun, me, tess, huiying & Joyce went to Brisbane Sunday Market. we lost our way initially but still manage to reach there after walking and walking. we walked until our legs super dirty ah... cos dusty mah. there weren't much at the market but i had something very fulfilling! a Rainbow color ice ball & a plate of pancakes! yeahz!!! compensate for all the running in the morning for the ferry and train. haha... (1 bad ting abt Brisbane transport... half an hr interval for public transport on weekends and if we miss one, the next one will be a long long wait). then we went to chinatown for a filling lunch & bought some stuff. went home around 5plus and was damn full and tired ah!!! haha... but enjoyable day before we do our hardcore studying for exam in 1 mth time!!! scary sia... BUT before tat i will be going thru another week of having 3 assignments due together in the last week of sch. sad... :(
i noe i write for long liao... last ting to mention. i am going to sydney!!! yeahz!!! i am going with Huiying to sydney. we booked our air ticket for 20 Nov to 26 Nov. finally all settled! so after exam i am going to plan the tour itinerary and make sure i enjoyed the fullest out of tis trip! it had been 7 yrs since i last went Sydney. really miss Sydney & wanna go there so so much. but before i enjoy, i must study real hard for exam so tat i can have a happy trip and summer hols. heehee... yeahz!!!
wish me good luck ba! if i got time, i will update again. if not, shall see another msg after my exam... exam timetable as follows so whoever wanna wish me good luck (dun mind u mail me card or email me Ecard lah... haha)
- 8Nov: Event Facilities Management @ 5.45pm - 7.45pm (sucky timing... gota skip dinner)
- 9Nov: Tourism & Leisure Behaviour @ 11.15am - 1.15pm (bad timing... gota skip lunch)
- 10Nov: Hotel Management Technology Applications @ 2.30pm - 4.30pm (sleepy timing...)
- 14Nov: Asia Cultures & Event Management @ 2.30pm - 4.30pm (sleepy mode BUT last paper leh!!!)
3 consecutive days of paper can REALLY die but happy ting is i am the earliest one to end my exam. haha... rest of my frens end on 16, 17, 18, 19 nov....
*** GOOD LUCK to all my UQ frens for the upcoming EXAMZ... ***
^^^ BEST WISHES to all my frens in spore for their examz... ^^^
tat's all for now!!! tune in for more after 14 Nov!!! yeahz!!! cheers! (",)
not much updates recently as it had been a busy period for me after i come back from my 1 week break. tat 1 week break after the gold coast trip was hell for me ah... for those who saw my nick in MSN during tat period, u all shld noe wat i mean. yeahz!!! UQ library shld give me an award for the most frequent visitor for the week ah. i had been into library to do my assignments from Tues to Sun (except Sat), from 9am to 5pm then 7pm to 10pm (closing time). nv expect myself to be so hardworking oso... haha... well, no choice lah... i had 3 assignments due week after the break which is last week lor...
then last week oso none the better. last thursday was the most power ever since i come here. after lesson @ 6pm, i went for dinner, then bath. start to do my assignment (next day due!!!) @ abt 8pm. then keep doing & doing. took a 15mins nap @ around 10plus. then only break i took is when me and my frens went up to my fren, Joyce's room to wish her happy birthday at 12am (next day is her bday). gave her the bday card i did in midst of rushing assignments then stay around till 12.30am & went back to my room to continue doing. i do & do until super energetic until i oso forget the timing. when i looked out the window, how come so bright liao? guess wat? is already 4am in the morning. i heard car noise, pple toking. when i finally finished my assignment, it was 7am in the morning! haha.. best sia! i had been up for the whole nite doing the ting. i am suppose to meet Joyce & Amy for breaky @ 8am. so i decide to take a quick 1hr sleep before i meet them for breaky & submit my assignment. so at around 9am, i went to submit my assignment & went back, hoping to sleep till 12.30pm then wake up for lunch. but cannot seems to get to sleep, only manage a 1 hr sleep till 12pm then go for lunch.
in the afternoon, nv had a chance to sleep then got to go out for Joyce's bday celebration. we had dinner @ JoJo's (my 2nd luxurious dinner in Australia). then we went to Friday's Pub for clubbing. 1st clubbing session for me in Australia. dun really like clubbing but becos is Joyce's bday, so juz go for her sake. was damn damn tired tat day as i only slept for 2 hrs after a nite of rushing of assignment. finally around 2am, we went home! slept at around 4am after bathing. sleep until next morning 9.45am and went for basketball session (cannot skip as i am the organiser) haha... u muz tinking i am mad, rite? nv sleep for 1 whole nite & still go for clubbing & go for early morning basketball. i am not killing myself but juz dun wan waste my time here mah... haha...
on sun, me, tess, huiying & Joyce went to Brisbane Sunday Market. we lost our way initially but still manage to reach there after walking and walking. we walked until our legs super dirty ah... cos dusty mah. there weren't much at the market but i had something very fulfilling! a Rainbow color ice ball & a plate of pancakes! yeahz!!! compensate for all the running in the morning for the ferry and train. haha... (1 bad ting abt Brisbane transport... half an hr interval for public transport on weekends and if we miss one, the next one will be a long long wait). then we went to chinatown for a filling lunch & bought some stuff. went home around 5plus and was damn full and tired ah!!! haha... but enjoyable day before we do our hardcore studying for exam in 1 mth time!!! scary sia... BUT before tat i will be going thru another week of having 3 assignments due together in the last week of sch. sad... :(
i noe i write for long liao... last ting to mention. i am going to sydney!!! yeahz!!! i am going with Huiying to sydney. we booked our air ticket for 20 Nov to 26 Nov. finally all settled! so after exam i am going to plan the tour itinerary and make sure i enjoyed the fullest out of tis trip! it had been 7 yrs since i last went Sydney. really miss Sydney & wanna go there so so much. but before i enjoy, i must study real hard for exam so tat i can have a happy trip and summer hols. heehee... yeahz!!!
wish me good luck ba! if i got time, i will update again. if not, shall see another msg after my exam... exam timetable as follows so whoever wanna wish me good luck (dun mind u mail me card or email me Ecard lah... haha)
- 8Nov: Event Facilities Management @ 5.45pm - 7.45pm (sucky timing... gota skip dinner)
- 9Nov: Tourism & Leisure Behaviour @ 11.15am - 1.15pm (bad timing... gota skip lunch)
- 10Nov: Hotel Management Technology Applications @ 2.30pm - 4.30pm (sleepy timing...)
- 14Nov: Asia Cultures & Event Management @ 2.30pm - 4.30pm (sleepy mode BUT last paper leh!!!)
3 consecutive days of paper can REALLY die but happy ting is i am the earliest one to end my exam. haha... rest of my frens end on 16, 17, 18, 19 nov....
*** GOOD LUCK to all my UQ frens for the upcoming EXAMZ... ***
^^^ BEST WISHES to all my frens in spore for their examz... ^^^
tat's all for now!!! tune in for more after 14 Nov!!! yeahz!!! cheers! (",)
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
mid term break to Gold Coast... very very fun & enjoyable... simply love it!
yeahz! is my mid term break for tis week... BUT i am struggling for asssignments... 3 assignments due next week... xiong ah!!!
though i have assignments due soon, i still went out to relax a bit lah.. juz came back from my 2 days 1 nite trip to Gold Coast. my 1st time to gold coast... very very beautiful environment with great and sunny weather... really carefree and lovely place which most of my frens fall in love with... great place...
i went with my hostel frens... total 12 of us. we went to Dreamworld on Sun. we had a bet before we went tat we muz take all the trilling rides... total there r 5 rides tat we muz all take. if fail to take, muz treat drinks... so we really go with promise and every one of us REALLY finish all 5 rides... Wipe Out, the Claw, Giant Drop, Cyclone & Tower of Terror. really great and fun! we gals screamed till all of us got sore thorat... haha...
we stayed in Surfers Paradise Backpackers resort. we had a 2-bedrooms apartment (reminds me of chalet in Spore). it was a tiring day on sun and tings juz din happen the way it suppose to be. i make a small mess of the whole issue. i forget to get the info for the accomodation. so ended up, we all got lost. i was so guilty and feel so bad abt it... is my fault. how could i be so blur and forgetful for the most impt ting. oh my god... haiz... end up, thank god.. we found the place after asking some kind souls in gold coast (aussie pple r really nice...)
the next day was suppose to be trip to movieworld but we din wanna rush so we decide to stay around in surfers paradise to walk around and relax. we went to the beach in the morning... cooling... really beautiful and nice surrounding.. i simply love the beach.. took quite a lot of photos on the beach and had fun before we head for breaky. my 1st "burger king" in aust. in aust, burger king is called hungry jacks. abt same as spore... breaky value meal is A$4.55. abt same price as spore.
then after breaky, we went shop around surfers paradise. guess wat i buy? haha.. i bought a pink color bra ah... too sweet until now i dunno if i ever will wear. & bought a pair of slippers. i really like tat slippers though is a bit exp, still i find it worth it. haha... after which, we head down to Pacific Fair which is another round of shopping but i din wanna spend. so i juz see see look look. i saw cute cute cartoons and took a bit of photos.. haha... guess wat i saw? i saw myself in pacific fair! aahaha... dun get me wrong.. as in i saw Garfield! a whole of garfield. so i took photos of him... so so nice... really love it manz!
after 2 days of fun... now back to hostel, back to my room, back to all my studies and assignments... total blank out when i tried to do the assignment tis afternoon. hopefully tomolo will be better! yeahz!!! juz finish 1 whole day in library... kinda tired... but muz ENDURE!!! come on, weishan! u r capable of doing a better job manz! yeahz!
though i have assignments due soon, i still went out to relax a bit lah.. juz came back from my 2 days 1 nite trip to Gold Coast. my 1st time to gold coast... very very beautiful environment with great and sunny weather... really carefree and lovely place which most of my frens fall in love with... great place...
i went with my hostel frens... total 12 of us. we went to Dreamworld on Sun. we had a bet before we went tat we muz take all the trilling rides... total there r 5 rides tat we muz all take. if fail to take, muz treat drinks... so we really go with promise and every one of us REALLY finish all 5 rides... Wipe Out, the Claw, Giant Drop, Cyclone & Tower of Terror. really great and fun! we gals screamed till all of us got sore thorat... haha...
we stayed in Surfers Paradise Backpackers resort. we had a 2-bedrooms apartment (reminds me of chalet in Spore). it was a tiring day on sun and tings juz din happen the way it suppose to be. i make a small mess of the whole issue. i forget to get the info for the accomodation. so ended up, we all got lost. i was so guilty and feel so bad abt it... is my fault. how could i be so blur and forgetful for the most impt ting. oh my god... haiz... end up, thank god.. we found the place after asking some kind souls in gold coast (aussie pple r really nice...)
the next day was suppose to be trip to movieworld but we din wanna rush so we decide to stay around in surfers paradise to walk around and relax. we went to the beach in the morning... cooling... really beautiful and nice surrounding.. i simply love the beach.. took quite a lot of photos on the beach and had fun before we head for breaky. my 1st "burger king" in aust. in aust, burger king is called hungry jacks. abt same as spore... breaky value meal is A$4.55. abt same price as spore.
then after breaky, we went shop around surfers paradise. guess wat i buy? haha.. i bought a pink color bra ah... too sweet until now i dunno if i ever will wear. & bought a pair of slippers. i really like tat slippers though is a bit exp, still i find it worth it. haha... after which, we head down to Pacific Fair which is another round of shopping but i din wanna spend. so i juz see see look look. i saw cute cute cartoons and took a bit of photos.. haha... guess wat i saw? i saw myself in pacific fair! aahaha... dun get me wrong.. as in i saw Garfield! a whole of garfield. so i took photos of him... so so nice... really love it manz!
after 2 days of fun... now back to hostel, back to my room, back to all my studies and assignments... total blank out when i tried to do the assignment tis afternoon. hopefully tomolo will be better! yeahz!!! juz finish 1 whole day in library... kinda tired... but muz ENDURE!!! come on, weishan! u r capable of doing a better job manz! yeahz!
Saturday, September 10, 2005
finally tok to my little cousins!!! yeahz!!! so nice and heart warming feeling... i miss them so much...
yeahz!!! after almost 2 mths... i finally heard my little cousins, Weiqi, Wei Hui and Wei Zhi's voice... yeahz!!! i am so so delighted and happy... i miss them so much, really wish to see them immediately... cos every sat whenever i am at home and they come, i will be around to play and tok to them lor... now i am in australia, i cannot. sad... but i noe they wun forget me and will always miss me... haha... i simply love them so so much...
act i shld call him to tok to my parents too. i oso miss them. i nv tok to them ever since i come here. maybe i will call them tonight or tomolo. haha...
how come i suddenly miss home so much leh? ahha....
anyway, i cannot call home too often lah... very exp ah... heehee... send emails shld be better... yeahz!!!
act i shld call him to tok to my parents too. i oso miss them. i nv tok to them ever since i come here. maybe i will call them tonight or tomolo. haha...
how come i suddenly miss home so much leh? ahha....
anyway, i cannot call home too often lah... very exp ah... heehee... send emails shld be better... yeahz!!!
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Riverfire Festival 2005... i am feeling so LUCKY & LOVE under the warmth of FRIENDSHIP tat is so priceless & precious....
yesterday me and my grp of frens went to Riverfire festival 2005. it was a spectacular 30mins of fireworks display with good theme songs... really very marvellous!!! i really love it so much.... whole nite was enlightened by it manz! yeahz!
then we went to the vietnamese restuarant to eat. it served great food, cheap price & nice place. haha..... it was great breakaway for all of us after assignments and tests. half way break for most of us for instance me... need some breathing space before i try to strive for next few assignments... yeahz!!!
come to realise, it had been 2 mth plus since i come here. & i made a lot of frens. among them, i have found a grp which r like my family. we r so close to each other as if we met for a long while manz... haha.... now then i realise how lucky i was.... yeahz...
a grp of 好姐妹 who is willing to get "三八" with me... who is willing to bear with all my nonsense, jokes and long windedness, who is ever ready to be there for me...
a grp of 好brothers who is willing to get scolding and beating from me, who is willing to listen to all my nag and always there for me....
list of 好姐妹:
1) Tess - always willing to listen to my complains, happiness, sadness, sorrows... always willing to ans my morning call and appreciate watever i do for her... always willing to listen to me nag and scold her... haha...
2) Huiying - always willing to be the rational one to tink for me.. always there to give me hint tat i am showing a black face... always willing to listen to my nonsense too... haha...
3) Joyce - always willing to sing for me, dance for me... willing to lighten to atmosphere among all pple with me... always checking on me if i am ok, if i am sad or wat... yeahz!!!
4) Amy - my gentle fren from korea, who is always showing me concern, be it i am happy or sad or watever... ever ready to listen to me oso... yeahz!!!
list of 好brothers:
1) Wee Hong - "my shoulders is always ready for u when u need..." tis is wat i felt the most touched when he said tis to me... heart warming feeling... juz so much like my elder brother whom i noe i can rely on when i need a shoulder to cry on... *is firm sia! i tried before... haha*
2) Chin Yew - always bearing with all my nonsense, violence and naggy stuff... nv fail to bring joy to my life during every meals, outings and gatherings... willing to analyse serious stuff with me.. haha
3) Philip - my dearest SON... always there to ask "mummy, r u ok?"... willing to call me late at nite to make sure i am fine... always willing to bear with my emotionally unstable mood... haha...
4) Isaac - i noe i can rely on him no matter wat happen... i can look for him when i am sad... i can look for him when i need help... i wun be alone when i noe he is around.... cos he is juz so reliable and nv abandon me... willing to go along with my nonsense... yeahz!!!
isn't me lucky to find all of them here? heehee...
i am glad i am here with all of them....
yeahz!!! haha....
okok... i shall go do some work... haha
then we went to the vietnamese restuarant to eat. it served great food, cheap price & nice place. haha..... it was great breakaway for all of us after assignments and tests. half way break for most of us for instance me... need some breathing space before i try to strive for next few assignments... yeahz!!!
come to realise, it had been 2 mth plus since i come here. & i made a lot of frens. among them, i have found a grp which r like my family. we r so close to each other as if we met for a long while manz... haha.... now then i realise how lucky i was.... yeahz...
a grp of 好姐妹 who is willing to get "三八" with me... who is willing to bear with all my nonsense, jokes and long windedness, who is ever ready to be there for me...
a grp of 好brothers who is willing to get scolding and beating from me, who is willing to listen to all my nag and always there for me....
list of 好姐妹:
1) Tess - always willing to listen to my complains, happiness, sadness, sorrows... always willing to ans my morning call and appreciate watever i do for her... always willing to listen to me nag and scold her... haha...
2) Huiying - always willing to be the rational one to tink for me.. always there to give me hint tat i am showing a black face... always willing to listen to my nonsense too... haha...
3) Joyce - always willing to sing for me, dance for me... willing to lighten to atmosphere among all pple with me... always checking on me if i am ok, if i am sad or wat... yeahz!!!
4) Amy - my gentle fren from korea, who is always showing me concern, be it i am happy or sad or watever... ever ready to listen to me oso... yeahz!!!
list of 好brothers:
1) Wee Hong - "my shoulders is always ready for u when u need..." tis is wat i felt the most touched when he said tis to me... heart warming feeling... juz so much like my elder brother whom i noe i can rely on when i need a shoulder to cry on... *is firm sia! i tried before... haha*
2) Chin Yew - always bearing with all my nonsense, violence and naggy stuff... nv fail to bring joy to my life during every meals, outings and gatherings... willing to analyse serious stuff with me.. haha
3) Philip - my dearest SON... always there to ask "mummy, r u ok?"... willing to call me late at nite to make sure i am fine... always willing to bear with my emotionally unstable mood... haha...
4) Isaac - i noe i can rely on him no matter wat happen... i can look for him when i am sad... i can look for him when i need help... i wun be alone when i noe he is around.... cos he is juz so reliable and nv abandon me... willing to go along with my nonsense... yeahz!!!
isn't me lucky to find all of them here? heehee...
i am glad i am here with all of them....
yeahz!!! haha....
okok... i shall go do some work... haha
Thursday, September 01, 2005
slept @ 5am & woke up @ 6am all becos of presentation but i tink i could have done much BETTER!!!
juz had my 1st presentation in Australia... but it was not as well done as wat i expected. as in i din do a good job. i tot i could be better & i tink my presentation kind of pull down the whole presentation. gosh... really gota buck up manz! haiz...
anyway, consolation is tat together with tis presentation, 2 assignments r down. i juz handle in my another assignment due today. i am kinda happy abt it. (so i bought myself M & M chocolates... my fav flavour... CRISPY! yeah!!!)
now gota work hard for another grp assignment which will due next week. non stop assignment due date. i can go mad very soon... haha... 1 after another, assignments r due so soon like nobody's business. all the way till week 13, last week of sch.
2 down & i have 7 written assignments & 2 oral presentation... soon i will become super and wonder woman... haha... yeahz!!! & guess wat, becos of my presentation today, i slept @ 5am last nite & work up @ 6am to get tings ready... is back to my working style in poly last time... i like it manz... cos i feel more occupied & busy which i feel better... anyway, gota go lunch lor... today is long day again... classes end at 6pm & after which is a farewell dinner for my korean fren's gf who will be leaving tomolo... :(
everyone out there, take good care ohh... yeahz!
anyway, consolation is tat together with tis presentation, 2 assignments r down. i juz handle in my another assignment due today. i am kinda happy abt it. (so i bought myself M & M chocolates... my fav flavour... CRISPY! yeah!!!)
now gota work hard for another grp assignment which will due next week. non stop assignment due date. i can go mad very soon... haha... 1 after another, assignments r due so soon like nobody's business. all the way till week 13, last week of sch.
2 down & i have 7 written assignments & 2 oral presentation... soon i will become super and wonder woman... haha... yeahz!!! & guess wat, becos of my presentation today, i slept @ 5am last nite & work up @ 6am to get tings ready... is back to my working style in poly last time... i like it manz... cos i feel more occupied & busy which i feel better... anyway, gota go lunch lor... today is long day again... classes end at 6pm & after which is a farewell dinner for my korean fren's gf who will be leaving tomolo... :(
everyone out there, take good care ohh... yeahz!
Saturday, August 27, 2005
in the midst of assignments after assignments, a game of basketball can do miracle!!! yeahz!!!
back in library today in hoping to finish the last bit of my assignment which is due on next thursday. however, i am juz feeling a bit tired and lethargic. haha... decide to write a blog 1st before i continue to do my assignment.
last nite after dinner, i went out for a walk with my fren. cos we r juz too sick of keep on studying and decide give ourselves a break. we walked to Coles Supermarket to buy some stuffs. we bough some eggs for our maggi mee party tonight.. haha... then we walked to the uni lake and sat down and chit chat. it was freezing cold but we still stay on. we chat from abt 8pm to 11pm. wow! 3hrs of long chat & tat is when i realise how lucky i was to be able to noe wat i really wanna study.
my fren is still having problems with his studies. originally he is taking psychology and now he realise there is not much prospects so he decided to change his discipline of studies from bachelor of arts to bachelor of business or commerce or economics. he asked me for advice & i told him act psychology oso can find job but maybe not as much as if u study others. act he has interest in econs and feel like changing to bachelor of econs. act is not a bad idea oso. but he dunno where he work at next time and unsure if the 9 to 5 job in office suits him.
i feel quite sad for him cos he is here already & he dunno wat he really wanna do. moroever his family are all so smart. his elder sister studied medicine in Cambridge, UK under scholarship. his younger brother will be studying in NUS engineering. i guess he oso feel the pressure when all his siblings are so smart. but he juz nv show his emotions. anyway, i certainly hope he can think over it carefully before deciding so tat he wun regret his decision.
haha... last nite i was out of my room for so long... i got tis hong kong fren from hostel who wanna play basketball today and wanna ask me along. he kept coming to knock at my door last night from 8pm to 12am. every half an hr, he will knock to see if i am back. haha... end up, he came @ 1am & i was finally in. he could have called me but he juz lost the contact list. anyway, i tink he is stress by his studies too so he need to play basketball to distress. so i helped him contact the rest for a game today.
tis morning 10am, we set off for a game. it was simply great! in the midst of assignments after assignments, a game of basketball can help to relax myself and let me feel good. i feel really tired today as i really run quite a bit. as compared to last time, tis is not so much but maybe my staminia really cannot make it liao... muz go for more games manz! then tat fren of mine keep stressing me. he tot i am a genius shooter. always will pass the ball to me to shoot. haha.... he said tat he wanna trained me to bcome shooter. wanna try to shoot 100balls each day so tat i can be accurate whenever i shoot. hahaha... he muz be kidding ah. i dun wan ah!!! aiyo....
now i feel tired and aching all over. but is a good feeling cos i really feel more refreshed and better. haha.... i simply love basketball.. my gal frens said if i play more, i can slim down. i tell them is rather impossible cos last time in sec sch, i played almost everyday oso nv. now only once a while. watever it is, who cares. as long as i stay healthy, can liao lah... haha
okok... back to assignment now... 1 more hour to go before library closes for the day...
last nite after dinner, i went out for a walk with my fren. cos we r juz too sick of keep on studying and decide give ourselves a break. we walked to Coles Supermarket to buy some stuffs. we bough some eggs for our maggi mee party tonight.. haha... then we walked to the uni lake and sat down and chit chat. it was freezing cold but we still stay on. we chat from abt 8pm to 11pm. wow! 3hrs of long chat & tat is when i realise how lucky i was to be able to noe wat i really wanna study.
my fren is still having problems with his studies. originally he is taking psychology and now he realise there is not much prospects so he decided to change his discipline of studies from bachelor of arts to bachelor of business or commerce or economics. he asked me for advice & i told him act psychology oso can find job but maybe not as much as if u study others. act he has interest in econs and feel like changing to bachelor of econs. act is not a bad idea oso. but he dunno where he work at next time and unsure if the 9 to 5 job in office suits him.
i feel quite sad for him cos he is here already & he dunno wat he really wanna do. moroever his family are all so smart. his elder sister studied medicine in Cambridge, UK under scholarship. his younger brother will be studying in NUS engineering. i guess he oso feel the pressure when all his siblings are so smart. but he juz nv show his emotions. anyway, i certainly hope he can think over it carefully before deciding so tat he wun regret his decision.
haha... last nite i was out of my room for so long... i got tis hong kong fren from hostel who wanna play basketball today and wanna ask me along. he kept coming to knock at my door last night from 8pm to 12am. every half an hr, he will knock to see if i am back. haha... end up, he came @ 1am & i was finally in. he could have called me but he juz lost the contact list. anyway, i tink he is stress by his studies too so he need to play basketball to distress. so i helped him contact the rest for a game today.
tis morning 10am, we set off for a game. it was simply great! in the midst of assignments after assignments, a game of basketball can help to relax myself and let me feel good. i feel really tired today as i really run quite a bit. as compared to last time, tis is not so much but maybe my staminia really cannot make it liao... muz go for more games manz! then tat fren of mine keep stressing me. he tot i am a genius shooter. always will pass the ball to me to shoot. haha.... he said tat he wanna trained me to bcome shooter. wanna try to shoot 100balls each day so tat i can be accurate whenever i shoot. hahaha... he muz be kidding ah. i dun wan ah!!! aiyo....
now i feel tired and aching all over. but is a good feeling cos i really feel more refreshed and better. haha.... i simply love basketball.. my gal frens said if i play more, i can slim down. i tell them is rather impossible cos last time in sec sch, i played almost everyday oso nv. now only once a while. watever it is, who cares. as long as i stay healthy, can liao lah... haha
okok... back to assignment now... 1 more hour to go before library closes for the day...
Friday, August 26, 2005
my life is surrounded by assignments after assignments... getting more & more no life sia!!!
currently i am in the uni library doing my assignments which are due on next Thursday. It is a 1500 words essay assignment plus a 12-mins group presentation.
i had a lot of difficulties writing that essay as i do not know how to go about writing it. i read alot of journal articles, however i am unable to relate to my essay. haiz... but die die oso muz write something. hopefully i can manage to get thru with this essay ah.
as for the presentation... haiz... i actually saw the wrong due date & gave the wrong info to my grp mates. they did not blame me but i juz feel so bad. i can actually be so blur and careless. i apologise to the tutor and she is saying tat we need come up with a very good presentation since we make a mistake in the dates. in my mind, i noe tat we surely will be marked down. but i juz hope she can be sympathic for us too. haiz... so i quickly volunteer to compile the presentation. i wanna make it look nice and good enough to impress my tutor. hope i can do it manz!
it was until now then i really appreciate the presence of a library. i nv noe tat library is actually such a good environment for doing work. from morning 10am till now abt 4pm, i was in the library doing my work. i am able to at least complete part of my presentation and part of my essay. most of all, when i am feeling tired, i have no bed to tempt me. i tink i will go to library to do my next few assignments as it is such a condusive environment for me to do my writing and anaylsis. nv appreciate library until now manz! haha...
anyway, now i am taking a break from the writing cos i had been facing the computer since morning. eyes are really tired... hands r really cold & whole body seems to ache a lot. but nvm...i will carry on until library close in 1 hrs time. i wan at least finish half of the essay.
seems tat my blog getting more & more boring... hmm... nutting interesting to update leh... cos i have assignments due one after another whereby i really have no chance or mood to go out to play or have fun. am i being too tense up? i start to feel tat i am having no life sia! in poly, i oso nv so pia ah... haiz...
i had a lot of difficulties writing that essay as i do not know how to go about writing it. i read alot of journal articles, however i am unable to relate to my essay. haiz... but die die oso muz write something. hopefully i can manage to get thru with this essay ah.
as for the presentation... haiz... i actually saw the wrong due date & gave the wrong info to my grp mates. they did not blame me but i juz feel so bad. i can actually be so blur and careless. i apologise to the tutor and she is saying tat we need come up with a very good presentation since we make a mistake in the dates. in my mind, i noe tat we surely will be marked down. but i juz hope she can be sympathic for us too. haiz... so i quickly volunteer to compile the presentation. i wanna make it look nice and good enough to impress my tutor. hope i can do it manz!
it was until now then i really appreciate the presence of a library. i nv noe tat library is actually such a good environment for doing work. from morning 10am till now abt 4pm, i was in the library doing my work. i am able to at least complete part of my presentation and part of my essay. most of all, when i am feeling tired, i have no bed to tempt me. i tink i will go to library to do my next few assignments as it is such a condusive environment for me to do my writing and anaylsis. nv appreciate library until now manz! haha...
anyway, now i am taking a break from the writing cos i had been facing the computer since morning. eyes are really tired... hands r really cold & whole body seems to ache a lot. but nvm...i will carry on until library close in 1 hrs time. i wan at least finish half of the essay.
seems tat my blog getting more & more boring... hmm... nutting interesting to update leh... cos i have assignments due one after another whereby i really have no chance or mood to go out to play or have fun. am i being too tense up? i start to feel tat i am having no life sia! in poly, i oso nv so pia ah... haiz...
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
something i learnt from class...
something new tat i learnt in class yesterday.
"Emotions can decide ur behaviour towards pple, environment & things around u. Emotions & behaviour r closely related. a set of emotions & behaviour may be very NORMAL to u but it may mean a BIG issue for another person. so dun tink everyone is SAME as u & apply the SAME method or theory on everyone."
tis is a theory for my tourism & leisure behaviour course. i find it so true. not only learn from class, we face tis theory almost every day. haha...
today i learnt another theory. is abt handling the conversation when i am talking to pple from other countries.
"avoid colloquial language", "slow down ur speech", "check regularly for understanding".
i find it so true sia... cos for instance now when i tok to my frens from other countries, they dun quite understand me when i speak very fast or use my own language. likewise when they speak very fast and add in own language, i cannot catch it liao. in order for everyone to speak internationally, i tink we really need make full use of all these 3 points & beware of our speech.
tat's all i wanna share... now need struggle for assignments liao... haiz...
"Emotions can decide ur behaviour towards pple, environment & things around u. Emotions & behaviour r closely related. a set of emotions & behaviour may be very NORMAL to u but it may mean a BIG issue for another person. so dun tink everyone is SAME as u & apply the SAME method or theory on everyone."
tis is a theory for my tourism & leisure behaviour course. i find it so true. not only learn from class, we face tis theory almost every day. haha...
today i learnt another theory. is abt handling the conversation when i am talking to pple from other countries.
"avoid colloquial language", "slow down ur speech", "check regularly for understanding".
i find it so true sia... cos for instance now when i tok to my frens from other countries, they dun quite understand me when i speak very fast or use my own language. likewise when they speak very fast and add in own language, i cannot catch it liao. in order for everyone to speak internationally, i tink we really need make full use of all these 3 points & beware of our speech.
tat's all i wanna share... now need struggle for assignments liao... haiz...
Sunday, August 21, 2005
i am very lucky yesterday!!! heeheehe...yeahz!!!
yesterday was my lucky day!!! yeahz!!!
early in the morning, we (joyce, wee hong, tess, huiying, chin yew, chris, amy, cardy & i) went to Ekka Festival. it is the royal brisbane show which is a grand event whereby there is public hols for it lor. haha... we reached early in the morning at abt 9am. we went around the place. it is like a carnival with a lot of pavilion of different things. there is wool pavilion, China pavilion, agriculture pavilion, showbag pavilion, etc. there r a section of trilling rides and fun games stalls. we gals went into the showbag pavilion & all set to buy goodies bags from there. end up, joyce, tess & huiying each bought a magazine goodies bag cost $10 only. me & huiying each bought a care bear too. i love the care bear... she is so so cute... she is orange in color, she is called Friend Bear. heehee...
then after buying, we went to the Sideshow Alley for games & rides. we walked around, saw alot of games stalls with so many cute cute bear bear & soft toys. i was fascinated by all of them ah. haha... then me, tess & huiying went to take a thrilling ride before lunch. it was a 360 degrees ride tat turn up and down, up and down. it was very fun & i can feel myself practically flying off my seat. the feeling was great when i juz screamed and shout. haha... then after tat we went for lunch. everyting is so costly there. even for lunch, it is not cheap. but still i like it cos the roaster roll from red roaster is very nice... haha...
after lunch, it is when i really spent alot of $$$. i went to 1 of the game stall, which is the shooting basketball one. i played for the 1st time end up i only got a small elephant. i wanna another soft toy which is the monkey, so i wanna try for it. i went 1 round to see all stalls but i nv see wat i wanna played again so i went back to tat stall again. i tried the 2nd time. end up i really got the monkey but the stall keeper keep persuading me play 3rd time to exchange for big one. so end up i played the 3rd time but i din get the big one lah. i spent a total of $30 at the stall lor... is a lot sia... oh gosh...
but i got my consolation when i go another stall. i went to another stall with tess & huiying. we keep hestitating to play or not. then tess went to play 1st. the game is like u r given 3 chances to pull the strings of soft toys. out of 3 chances, if u can get 2 soft toys of the same, u win! tess tried but failed for 1st time. then huiying oso tried but failed. so i went to try & guess wat! 1st try & 2 pulls, i got it! i won! i was so happy tat i hugged tess & nearly cried. i really screamed out of joy cos i cannot believe how lucky i was ah!!! oh my gosh.... juz 1 try & i got it. tess tried 2 times end up with nutting. last time philip went for a few times oso din get it. alot of pple tried but din get. so i am really very LUCKY!!! yeahz!!! i got a BIG dragon tat i was eyeing for a long time. so cute.. so nice... is finally MINE!!! haha... happy & satisfied, i left the games stalls in order not to spend liao...
after we rest a while, we decide to skip the fireworks and go back hostel for dinner (save $$$ ah). we went to beautiful roma street parkland to take photos before going back. is so nice... so peaceful & romantic place for wedding sia... back for dinner in hostel & news of me winning the BIG dragon spread... haha... so fast sia...
now i am broke, super broke. overall yesterday, i spent in total abt $80... gosh sia!!! haiz... muz save liao!!! aiyo...
early in the morning, we (joyce, wee hong, tess, huiying, chin yew, chris, amy, cardy & i) went to Ekka Festival. it is the royal brisbane show which is a grand event whereby there is public hols for it lor. haha... we reached early in the morning at abt 9am. we went around the place. it is like a carnival with a lot of pavilion of different things. there is wool pavilion, China pavilion, agriculture pavilion, showbag pavilion, etc. there r a section of trilling rides and fun games stalls. we gals went into the showbag pavilion & all set to buy goodies bags from there. end up, joyce, tess & huiying each bought a magazine goodies bag cost $10 only. me & huiying each bought a care bear too. i love the care bear... she is so so cute... she is orange in color, she is called Friend Bear. heehee...
then after buying, we went to the Sideshow Alley for games & rides. we walked around, saw alot of games stalls with so many cute cute bear bear & soft toys. i was fascinated by all of them ah. haha... then me, tess & huiying went to take a thrilling ride before lunch. it was a 360 degrees ride tat turn up and down, up and down. it was very fun & i can feel myself practically flying off my seat. the feeling was great when i juz screamed and shout. haha... then after tat we went for lunch. everyting is so costly there. even for lunch, it is not cheap. but still i like it cos the roaster roll from red roaster is very nice... haha...
after lunch, it is when i really spent alot of $$$. i went to 1 of the game stall, which is the shooting basketball one. i played for the 1st time end up i only got a small elephant. i wanna another soft toy which is the monkey, so i wanna try for it. i went 1 round to see all stalls but i nv see wat i wanna played again so i went back to tat stall again. i tried the 2nd time. end up i really got the monkey but the stall keeper keep persuading me play 3rd time to exchange for big one. so end up i played the 3rd time but i din get the big one lah. i spent a total of $30 at the stall lor... is a lot sia... oh gosh...
but i got my consolation when i go another stall. i went to another stall with tess & huiying. we keep hestitating to play or not. then tess went to play 1st. the game is like u r given 3 chances to pull the strings of soft toys. out of 3 chances, if u can get 2 soft toys of the same, u win! tess tried but failed for 1st time. then huiying oso tried but failed. so i went to try & guess wat! 1st try & 2 pulls, i got it! i won! i was so happy tat i hugged tess & nearly cried. i really screamed out of joy cos i cannot believe how lucky i was ah!!! oh my gosh.... juz 1 try & i got it. tess tried 2 times end up with nutting. last time philip went for a few times oso din get it. alot of pple tried but din get. so i am really very LUCKY!!! yeahz!!! i got a BIG dragon tat i was eyeing for a long time. so cute.. so nice... is finally MINE!!! haha... happy & satisfied, i left the games stalls in order not to spend liao...
after we rest a while, we decide to skip the fireworks and go back hostel for dinner (save $$$ ah). we went to beautiful roma street parkland to take photos before going back. is so nice... so peaceful & romantic place for wedding sia... back for dinner in hostel & news of me winning the BIG dragon spread... haha... so fast sia...
now i am broke, super broke. overall yesterday, i spent in total abt $80... gosh sia!!! haiz... muz save liao!!! aiyo...
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
my 1st Maggi Noodles Supper session... yeahz!!! ...awaken @ 8am when i slept @ 4am lor...
last night was a happening night again... haha... (come to tink, i tink i am more hardworking in playing & having fun rather than studying... oh no...)
originally we wanna go the Ekka Festival today so last nite was hardcore studying. however we ended up deciding to go for the Ekka on this coming Sat so today is hardcore study. end up last nite, it was fun and party night. we had a gathering session @ Joyce's room. we played UNO (finally Felicia's shipment arrived with some form of entertainment)! it was fun as most of us forget how to play UNO lor... heehee... last nite, there was no such ting as forfeit (not like previous time when we played, we drew on each other's face... so cute ah...). last nite as less aggressive. but still we had fun playing UNO & Dai Dee..
then the playing session end around 12.30am. continue from there is supper & show watching in my ROOM. yes! we had our 1st maggi noodles supper session! it was the 1st time i used my electric pan to cook my maggi noodles. it was so so delicious!!! Joyce, Tess, Huiying & Isaac came to my room. we each had our own noodles as supper. (there goes my 30 laps of swim when i eat the supper lor... sad... :(... haha) but it was simply to nice to resist. then we watched the taiwan variety show "wo chai, wo chai, wo chai chai chai!" haha... is a damn funny show tat we actually laughed quite a lot. (dunno if my neighbours can hear???) overall it was a great nite which end around 2.30am & i slept at around 4am after finishing the last bit of my assignment. heehee...
today is Racing Day for the Australian. early 8am, my neighbour on his music SUPER loud tat i was awaken by his music & i am feeling damn damn tired. i slept @ 4am leh... oh gosh~~!!! but nvm lah, once a yr event, no wonder they r excited abt. the locals & some other students r so well dressed & they r all ready to set off for the racing day. haha... seems fun sia! yeahz! anyway, now in the hostel is damn quiet with almost everyone out to have fun. we decide to stay in as we planned to go out tis sat, so now need study!!! today everyone really very guai... all studying real hard... & i have little surprises for them later @ dinner. heehee... i bought their fav fruit -- strawberries! yeahz! later shall share with everyone over dinner as a form of reward for hard work ah... haha...
anyway, got to go & bath.... yeahz!
originally we wanna go the Ekka Festival today so last nite was hardcore studying. however we ended up deciding to go for the Ekka on this coming Sat so today is hardcore study. end up last nite, it was fun and party night. we had a gathering session @ Joyce's room. we played UNO (finally Felicia's shipment arrived with some form of entertainment)! it was fun as most of us forget how to play UNO lor... heehee... last nite, there was no such ting as forfeit (not like previous time when we played, we drew on each other's face... so cute ah...). last nite as less aggressive. but still we had fun playing UNO & Dai Dee..
then the playing session end around 12.30am. continue from there is supper & show watching in my ROOM. yes! we had our 1st maggi noodles supper session! it was the 1st time i used my electric pan to cook my maggi noodles. it was so so delicious!!! Joyce, Tess, Huiying & Isaac came to my room. we each had our own noodles as supper. (there goes my 30 laps of swim when i eat the supper lor... sad... :(... haha) but it was simply to nice to resist. then we watched the taiwan variety show "wo chai, wo chai, wo chai chai chai!" haha... is a damn funny show tat we actually laughed quite a lot. (dunno if my neighbours can hear???) overall it was a great nite which end around 2.30am & i slept at around 4am after finishing the last bit of my assignment. heehee...
today is Racing Day for the Australian. early 8am, my neighbour on his music SUPER loud tat i was awaken by his music & i am feeling damn damn tired. i slept @ 4am leh... oh gosh~~!!! but nvm lah, once a yr event, no wonder they r excited abt. the locals & some other students r so well dressed & they r all ready to set off for the racing day. haha... seems fun sia! yeahz! anyway, now in the hostel is damn quiet with almost everyone out to have fun. we decide to stay in as we planned to go out tis sat, so now need study!!! today everyone really very guai... all studying real hard... & i have little surprises for them later @ dinner. heehee... i bought their fav fruit -- strawberries! yeahz! later shall share with everyone over dinner as a form of reward for hard work ah... haha...
anyway, got to go & bath.... yeahz!
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